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J.Alas

There's no better way to learn to live than by fucking up.

About Me



i'm still looking for myself. i tend to overanalyze, and hypercriticize. i write because im good at it and its the only thing i know how to do im good at making mistakes and not learning from them. some day ill be good at making the right mistakes. i dont think i worry as much as i should im really nice, once you get ot know me. if my stare could kill you wouldnt last five seconds. and, i dont understand why there would be a single person who didnt like me. oh well, we all gotta have enemies. words like:
forever
happy
story
beginning
away
ending
dark
tragedy are inspiring to me.

who id like to meet:
It's been forever since I've actually liked someone. And it's scary how I dont believe it's gonna happen soon.There's gotta be someone out there.

"There is time for miracles until there is no more time, but time has no end."

M E S S A G E.A D D.C O M M E N T.

My Interests

aim-- bspearsboi *don't expect me to guess who you are. i'll ignore you.
rain [comforts me]
britney [makes me dance]
writing [fuels my imagination]
kissing [is more intimate]
remixes [are my addiction]

Books:


Difficult.
Let me make my own mistakes. I dont know what I want. I cant give you what you want. But as long as you do maybe I'll learn to do the same. I'm a mess most of the time. Don't judge me for it. 3

Heroes:

My Father

My Blog

Red in the Rain

Red in the Rain By J. Alas   At rise, a zigzag bridge over a small stream With purple irises blooming on both banks. Brent and Bethany stand at the center of the Bridge, opposite each other. She...
Posted by JEORGEE ALAS-URIE™[09/04] on Thu, 10 May 2007 01:27:00 PST

The Dark of Day

The Dark of Day By J. Alas     "I don't know if I can do this," he said, not meeting his stare. The best things happened past midnight. Here, twenty three minutes past the witching hour, ...
Posted by JEORGEE ALAS-URIE™[09/04] on Tue, 10 Apr 2007 03:31:00 PST

all of you are unforgiveable

um... i dont know where to begin... this sucks again and again and again. um... how do i say this without repeating myself? because it just keeps happening all over again. it doesnt stop. disposable i...
Posted by JEORGEE ALAS-URIE™[09/04] on Thu, 22 Mar 2007 03:31:00 PST

i feel like weird hahahah hmmm

Nowhere Now     Face tilted skywards, arms outstretched before me, embracing the singing wind spiraling around me, eyes closed gingerly, like the thrumming of butterfly wings watched in s...
Posted by JEORGEE ALAS-URIE™[09/04] on Sun, 28 Jan 2007 03:13:00 PST

These Little Moments In Our Life

The Purple Winter By: J. Alas       Every moment in life, no matter its length of time, always had a beginning, a middle and an end. Winter arrived that year unannounced, on the early ...
Posted by JEORGEE ALAS-URIE™[09/04] on Mon, 20 Nov 2006 02:09:00 PST

boyfriend app. =/

Basics:Name:Age:Location:Height:Hair (color and style):Eyes:Piercings/tattoos:OTHER:1. Where would we go on dates?2. Who are three of your favorite bands/artists?3. Do you drink/smoke??4. Do you like ...
Posted by JEORGEE ALAS-URIE™[09/04] on Fri, 03 Nov 2006 11:19:00 PST

The Secret of the Fall

The Secret of the Fall By J. Alas         This is how it happened. The day unraveled slowly, as if night refused to let go; some cosmic battle between the moon and the sun taking...
Posted by JEORGEE ALAS-URIE™[09/04] on Mon, 02 Oct 2006 03:31:00 PST

the second before it all falls apart

like when the touch of my fingertips brush your heated skin and your stifled moans erupt the deep silence of the room and the whisper of a long-forgotten wind beckons at the window  the coun...
Posted by JEORGEE ALAS-URIE™[09/04] on Sun, 03 Sep 2006 01:41:00 PST

we all have to pretend everything is alright

So I guess this is my fault, well, most of it anyway. There is really no one to blame when it comes to these things. Things happen for a reason and I firmly believe that. Im sorry that I cant say yes...
Posted by JEORGEE ALAS-URIE™[09/04] on Thu, 03 Aug 2006 03:01:00 PST

surviving mother

By the Grace of Rain       Ten year old Josh Hart was the poster child for a cereal ad: shiny, straight blonde hair, beautiful dark blue eyes and a proportionately shaped face that we...
Posted by JEORGEE ALAS-URIE™[09/04] on Sun, 11 Jun 2006 02:56:00 PST