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"People tell me i'm hot...but don't blame me for global warming..." - It's Happy Bunny
I was named after my biological mother's best friend. Dawn Allen 3 days after my birth. AnpoWicahpi Iyoyanpa Win - Shining Bright Morning Star Woman. My Lakota name given to me by my dad, Seth Irving - July, 19, 2008
I'm from the Oglala Lakota & Wichita Tribes (mother), as well as Santo Domingo and Cochiti Pueblo (father). Plus Spanish, French, Scottish. I'm a mutt!
Born & raised in Lawrence, Kansas. JAYHAWKER 4 LIFE!!
I'm an artist-visual, musical, singing...Doin what I love for a living is awesome!
I am a rape survivor...many times...as well a domestic violence. Also, I'm a survivor of a rare thyroid cancer (radiation treatment twice).
My past...My 1st movie was "The Gambler III" when I was 9. The last movie I filmed was "A Thief of Time". I've been in several movies, tv, & videos from 1985 - Present...Mostly westerns but also comedies & horror. I've been in a few music videos too, country & rock mainly
My favorite shoot is easily "All the Pretty Horses". Lucas Black & Matt Damon are some of the most real and true souls I've ever met in life. Thank you for the advice/support/compliments you gave me. It reminds me daily not to get too jaded with "the biz". Walt Wiley, thank you for the friendship years ago. Kenny Rogers, ya still owe me $50 from "Gambler III" - no love lost though :).
The last few years, I've been working more behind the camera. From consulting for movies (for 1st person insight with most forms abuse and drug use)...to providing music and/or art...I'm the lady.
I started dancing (Pow-Wow, Southern Traditional) & painting/drawing at about 2. Started school early 'cause I was reading & writing (NERD AT HEART) ...Ballet, Tap and Jazz Classes from elementary, till I was in my teens.
Piano began at 5. Violin at 9. Musical Theater, professionally at 11. Modeling started at 3, modeling for my stepdad-a professional "photog".
Beauty Pageants, Talent Compititions at 15. 1st pageant was Miss New Mexico Teen in 1991. My last pageant was my run for Miss Indian World in 1997. No Titles, but always 1st Runner-Up and and won Talent compititions for most.
My family has always been my friends, as well as my blood and "Adopted family". I was raised by my maternal grandparents/guardians (& angels). I have 3 biologial sisters; Autumn, Malana & Mona and 1 biological brother, Alex. Besides that I have one doggie-Percy my mutt & Mizz Frankie, my kittie. My adopted family is HUGE! 7 bros and sisters. Ultima, the baby, passed away in 2005 the day after her 26th birthday.
Thanks to all of you who request me as a friend. I am VERY particular about who I accept as a friend. If it takes me awhile to respond, I hope you understand. If I requested you as a friend, you have inspired me in some way(s) and I admire your spirit to ask for this gift.
Some of my original art.
...and if I make it outta this thug life, I'll see you again someday...I Wish - R.K.
"Underneath the ink of my tattoo, I tried to hide my scars from you. I'm not dead, just changing. Right between a cigarette and a devilish smile. You're my crack of sunlight...You can do the math a thousand ways. But you can't erase the facts. That others come and others go but you always come back. I'm a winter flower underground always thirsty for summer rain. And just like the changing seasons. I know you'll be back again." - Pink "I'm not Dead"
Despite my past, I still love people and will fight for those angels, and try to be the voice that was silenced through the violence they endured.
I'm also recovered from years of drug abuse. Mainly, meth...but lots of others too. Then I lost my "sister" and her husband in June 2005 in a house fire. My niece & nephew left the house minutes before with their grandma. I'm just trying to get my life again after what I've been through and hopefully have found it somewhere here.
I love to cook. FOOD ROCKS! I cook from scratch mostly, and love food from several cultures. Chefs and Cooks are awrsome!
I was a former internet (and probably a soon to be again) website creator. My old love was an NSYNC-aholic personal website I created (most graphics included) at http://www.angelfire.com/nm/pookiepalace/index.htm Please click on the Full Metal Jacket Link to see my "altered" pics and graphics. That was a fun time in my life.
I'll add the pic link soon.A work realted website I deisgned is at http://www.swcr.org ABQ Web keeps the site now, but if anyone wants to verify my design please contact Norm Segal at the number provided at the non-profit organization site.
Your Birthdate: February 2
You're so intuitive, it's like you have a sixth, seventh, and eighth sense.
You connect with others freely and easily - and you tend to have many best friends.
Warm and caring, it's hard for you to close your heart to anyone.
Affection is like air for you - you need to give and receive it to survive.
Your strength: Your universal compassion
Your weakness: Your unpredictable mood swings
Your power color: Mauve
Your power symbol: Butterfly
Your power month: February What Does Your Birth Date Mean?
Your Brain's Pattern
Your brain is always looking for the connections in life.
You always amaze your friends by figuring out things first.
You're also good at connecting people - and often play match maker.
You see the world in fluid, flexible terms. Nothing is black or white. What Pattern Is Your Brain?
You Are a Dreaming Soul
Your vivid emotions and imagination takes you away from this world
So much so that you tend to live in your head most of the time
You have great dreams and ambitions that could be the envy of all...
But for you, following through with your dreams is a bit difficult
You are charming, endearing, and people tend to love you.
Forgiving and tolerant, you see the world through rose colored glasses.
Underneath it all, you have a ton of passion that you hide from others.
Always hopeful, you tend to expect positive outcomes in your life.
Souls you are most compatible with: Newborn Soul, Prophet Soul, and Traveler Soul What Kind of Soul Are You?
Advanced Global Personality Test Results
Extraversion |||||||||||||||||| 78%
Stability |||||||||||||||| 70%
Orderliness |||||||||||||||| 62%
Accommodation |||||||||||| 46%
Interdependence |||||| 30%
Intellectual |||||||||||||||||||| 82%
Mystical |||||||||||||||||||| 90%
Artistic |||||||||||||||||||| 90%
Religious || 10%
Hedonism |||||||||||||||| 63%
Materialism |||| 16%
Narcissism |||||||||||||||||| 76%
Adventurousness |||||||||||||||| 70%
Work ethic |||||||||||||||||| 76%
Humanitarian |||||||||||||||||||| 90%
Conflict seeking |||||||||| 36%
Need to dominate |||||||||||||| 56%
Romantic |||||||||||||| 56%
Avoidant |||||| 30%
Anti-authority |||||||||||||||||||| 83%
Wealth |||||||||||||||| 63%
Dependency |||||||||| 36%
Change averse |||||| 23%
Cautiousness |||||||||||||| 56%
Individuality |||||||||||||| 56%
Sexuality |||||||||||||||||| 76%
Peter pan complex |||||||||||| 43%
Family drive |||||||||||||| 56%
Physical Fitness |||||||||| %
Histrionic |||||||||||| 50%
Paranoia |||||||||||| 43%
Vanity |||||||||| 36%
Honor |||||||||||| 50%
Thriftiness |||||||||||||| 56% Take Free Advanced Global Personality Test
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Aquarius - Your Love Profile

Your positive traits:
You've got a ton of friends, so you have no problem meeting new people.
You're great at thinking up new things and actitives to do with your sweetie.
You tend to let the little things slide in relationships... and focus on the bigger picture.
Your negative traits:
In relationships, it tends to be your way or the highway.
You can never open up completely to someone - you have to keep parts of yourself secret.
You're cold and reserved, which leaves your partner feeling unloved.
Your ideal partner:
Flexible, because you're not going to be the one to compromise!
Is smart and quirky with lots of weird interests... including you.
A true indivdualist who doesn't care what anyone thinks
Your dating style:
Stimulating. You prefer dates that explore a shared interest - like a lecture, muesum tour, or concert.
Your seduction style:
Wacky. Your wild ideas have your lover wondering what's next.
Insatiable - it takes a lot to satisfy your desires.
Varied. You're eager to try things as soon as you learn about them.
Tips for the future:
Bring a little responsibility to your relationship - like showing up for dates!
Compromise a little. It would kill you to do things your lover's way for once.
Be aware of your parnter's jealousy. Even though you aren't jealous, realize your partner is sometimes.
Best place to meet someone online:
Match.com - there's enough singles to find offbeat dates and tons of romantic adventure
Best color to attract mate: Sky blue
Best day for a date: Wednesday
Get your free love profile at Blogthings .
You Are Most Like Charlotte!
You are the ultimate romantic idealist
You've been hurt before, but that hasn't caused you to give up on love.
If anything, your resolve to fall in love is stronger than ever.
And it's this feminine optimism that men find most appealing about you.
Romantic prediction: That guy you are seeing (or crushing on)?
Could be very serious - if you play your cards right! Which Sex and the City Vixen Are You?
Which Disney Princess Are You?
Jasmine
You're the girl who has everything but is still desperate for the thing she cannot have, love. Jasmine first wandered onto our screen in Aladdin (1992)

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My Interests

I'd like to meet:

People with intelligence, compassion/empathy, and humor...a rare combination.

Warriors, whether Veterans or Active Service. Much love to all of you! Thank you! My daddy is a WWII Navy Vet, who survived Okinawa, April 6, 1945...kamikaze attack. He'll be 87 May 3, 2009 and still going!

Other survivors of abuse/rape, and illnesses...especially those who are optimistic (like me).

People in the art/entertainment biz, but not with any inflated ego or entitled sense of self (so many in Hollywood with a bad attitude, please don't apply...haha).

My dream is to be the brown sugar/cinnamon in a white bread Jon Stewart and Stephen Colbert sandwich...even though I don't flow the 3some way for real.

"...life is not a journey to the grave with the intention to arrive safely in a well preserved body, but rather skid in broadside, throughly used up, totally worn out, & loudly proclaiming: Wow what a ride!" - D.Karnazes Friend, Wired 15.01 (Jan. 2007)

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