Gabriel.wtf!

Well..theres not much to say.i am me,and as complicated and complex as i truely am i cant find the words to describe it to you in one small petty sentence.but ill try my best.
I'm older now and im lost in a sea of life.
Now matter how hard i try to swim to the shore,life always pulls be back in deeper.
Im living in a place where no one makes me happy,except for one little girl,my princess,my little sister.she is an angel and i love her with all of my rapid beating heart.
I'd like to say i have a girlfriend who holds me close to her heart,id also like to feel the pity of not having the option to have someone in my life for now seems to be a dark time in life and once again,was caught up in the push and pull of it all.
The most relevant and real thing to me in life,is distance.
I'm a long way from home,and even further now from that girl who could make any place on this damp earth the greatest house and home a man could ask for.
once again id like pity and to feel sorry for myself but sadly enough,its my fault.
Dear ivonne,
I know how hard it must have been never having me there to hold you when you were upset,or send roses on our anniversary.If i could have anything in the world,it would be to have the opportunity to see that beautiful smile just once.i'm sorry for everything ive caused,and i understand why you are going.
我爱你和我永远不会忘记是多么高兴，你使我 。你是一位天使从天上！请原谅我有你照顾一 个愚蠢的男子和我一样.
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