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i love.u n c o n d i t i o n a l l yi love people. i love to write and play music. i love to drive my motorcycle.I l..o..v..e my brother more than absolutely anything in this world and i am incredibly protective.- im interested in restoring cars- i a/d/o/r/e my family and friends. my calling in life is to help where ever necessary. . . my biggest weakness is that i care way TOO much, but that's better than not caring at all . . . ............................................................ .............. I'm simple in heart - complex in mind I'm easy to please - hard to understand I'm insecure about my future - secure in who i am I'm religious - but I don't agree with organized religion I'm an open book - but i’m stuck on a shelf I'm feeling lonely - i'm rarely alone I'm not jealous - but i envy you ............................................................ .............. I'm trying to o*p*e*n . m*y . m*i*n*d up to everything as i embark on college. I love learning and God, but hate the pettiness of school and organized religion. I am blessed with an a-m-a-z-i-n-g family that has taught me D/I/V/E/R/S/I/T/Y and e n d u r a n c e and an even more amazing support group of friends. ............................................................ .............. I'm thankful for my sight - i wish the world was blind I'm a free spirit - i feel chained I'm actively independent - i want to depend on someone I'm a girl - but girls annoy me I'm emotional - but i'll rarely show you I'm a sinner - i don't feel guilty I'm too forgiving - but so is JESUS I'm extremely forgetful - i write on my hands I'm in love with life - i'm not afraid of dying ............................................................ .............. I see the world in a way others are blind to i am a grounded person, but i leave room for imagination and dreams. my feet may be on the ground, but my head is in the clouds. i believe that people see me for how i am, not how i look. But, deep down i know that's not exactly true. -------------------------------------------------[LOVEMYFLAS H][/LOVEMYFLASH]

My Interests

I'd like to meet:

UnREAListiC ExpectationS

./.w.h.o./.i.d./.l.i.k.e./.t.o./.m.e.e.t./. JESUS.
d0llypart0n!
THE TOOTH FAIRY.
my grandpa.
Michaelangelo.
Leonardo De Vinci.
Elvis.
Taylor Swift.
marilyn monroe.
.h.i.m.
Oprah.
P!NK :).
KaT vOn D.
possibly you.
------------------------------------------------- s.o.m.e.o.n.e.t.o.l.o.o.k.f.o.r.83.i want a man who will beat someone up for hurting me :] 82.i want a man who loves my mom as much as i do 81.i want a man who will give me a great story 80.i want a man who can make me feel infinite 79.i want a man who will let me drive his truck 78.i want a man who will ride on the back of my Harley 76.i want a man who will never lie to me 75.i want a man who is wise beyond his years 74.i want a man who will 'sing' to me 73.i want a man who will take power naps with me 72.i want a man with an open mind that can help me pull the stick out of my butt instead of pushing it further 71.i want a man that will go skydiving with me 70.i want a man that will wear converse or cowboy boots 69.i want a man who has short fingernails 68.i want a man who can make me laugh 67.i want a man who likes animals 66.i want a man that wants kids 65.i want a man that lives nearish 64.i want a man that doesn't look at my parents and think "inheritance" 63.i want a man that isn't going to mooch 62.i want a man that doesn't abuse his body 61.i want a man who will love me unconditionally 60.i want a man who can take responsibility for his actions 59.i want a man who will take me to the lake 58.i want a man who likes nature and camping 57.i want a man who enjoys sports but isn't obsessed 56.i want a man that will kiss me in the rain 55.i want a man that rides with the windows down 54.i want a man that will take me to a concert 53.i want a man who will sing in the car with me 52.i want a man that can wait if that's what i choose to do 51.i want a man that doesn't cheat 50.i want a man that doesn't care what people think of him 49.i want a man that can compromise 48.i want a man that doesn't conform 47.i want a man that won't break my heart 46.i want a man that is single 45.i want a man that wants me to be myself 44.i want a man who is independent 43.i want a man who can admit when he is wrong 42.i want a man that is bigger than me 41.i want a man who can understand my connection with my brother 40.i want a man that can accept my family 39.i want a man who will wake up in the middle of the night to kill a bug for me 38.i want a man who is strong in his beliefs 37.i want a man who has common sense 36.i want a man who is not afraid to stand up against his friends 35.i want a man who is not intimidated by me 34.i want a man who won't get embarrassed by my cowboy hat 33.i want a man who is a decent driver 32.i want a man that can make me feel safe 31.i want a man that will teach me patiently 30.i want a man who has good dental hygiene 29.i want a man who will sleep on the bed upside down if i ask 28.i want a man who will dance with me in the rain 27.i want a man who can carry on a deep conversation 26.i want a man that can drink a beer with my dad 25.i want a man that will take out the trash for my mom 24.i want a man with big hands 23.i want a man who will get along with my friends 22.i want a man who doesn't think you have to drink to have a good time 21.i want a man that will cuddle on the couch with me 20.i want a man who will call me before he goes to bed 19.i want a man who will send me random messages to let me know he's still alive 18.i want a man who isn't afraid to get his hands dirty 17.i want a man who will wash his hands before he eats 16.i want a man who drives a motorcycle or will let me teach him how 15.i want a man who can keep up 14.i want a man that won't get jealous when i need to hang out with my friends 13.i want a man that can put up with my craziness 12.i want a man who loves my parents 11.i want a man who isn't afraid to work 10.i want a man who listens to all types of music. . .or country if nothing else 9.i want a man that has old fashioned morals 8.i want a man who will pray with me 7.i want a man who will show me how to fix my car 6.i want a man who will change the light bulbs that i can't reach 5.i want a man who is financially independent 4.i want a man who loves kids 3.i want a man who is family oriented 2.i want a man who cares 1.i want a man that God puts in my lifeand, i'm going to try my hardest not to settle for anything less.

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Life is like a Photograph; We use the negatives to develope!


These are the people that have taught me UNCONDITIONAL love: My Bestest Friends

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Justin-e-an Matt-a-o


A.M.B.U.L.A.R


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My Blog

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None of us make it out of this alive . . . so -

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Posted by on Thu, 05 Mar 2009 13:11:00 GMT

I want a love like Johnny and June-

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Posted by on Mon, 28 Jul 2008 15:29:00 GMT

RAPED up the hole by an Edmond Pig- is not as fun as it sounds.

I am not saying that I am 'not guilty'  clearly you can't argue with a parked car, but I am saying that after paying the lake fees and following all the rules and regulations, I should not have recei...
Posted by on Thu, 21 Feb 2008 10:09:00 GMT

humbled i am. at your feet. my prayer.

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Im a poet and ya’ll should be happy to know me <3 hahaha

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THERAPUTIC

TAG! You're it. :] if you've been tagged you have to write a blog, bulletin or whatever about twenty things. they can be anything; random facts about your life, what you're feeling at the moment ...
Posted by on Mon, 13 Aug 2007 19:44:00 GMT

Infactuation makes excuses- love accepts

1 - List 26  things that you want to say to people2 - Don't say who they are.3 - Please do not assume that anything is about you.4 - If you are not 100% convinced... it's probably not y...
Posted by on Wed, 27 Jun 2007 23:58:00 GMT

you're the reason for the teardrop on my guitar

Life is too precious hold grudges -   I mean seriously how do we hope for world peace when we don't even have peace within our hearts.   "Be The Change You Wish To See In The World"
Posted by on Wed, 28 Mar 2007 18:58:00 GMT

sHut UP or iLL gEt mY raBid BLanKet To AtTacK YoUR A$$

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