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Probably I’m the happiest when things are just a little different everyday. I don’t want to commit to any particular way to be.
I want to be able to be a lot of ways. In my mind, I am peacefully assimilating myself to a lot of different situations, flowing easily between them all. Most people don’t understand there’s a lot going on inside. It’s always different, and if it’s not always different, it’s no fun. I'm reserved when I first meet people, but I am friendly, warm, and outgoing once I’ve gotten to know someone.
But if you piss me off I will flip the fuck out.
I really enjoy listening to people, hearing other people’s stories and learning about them. and like the challenge of recognizing where people are coming from and why they might be coming from that perspective.
It gives me a sense of the person. In any situation, I like the give and take, the playfulness and energy, the excitement and the thrill of competition, But when it becomes abrasive and people personally attack others, I’m offended. My nature is when things get to a crunch, I’ll make something happen that will make it all right. I just know that I can do that and will do that.
But part of me shivers if someone tells me their expectations of me, even if they’re expectations I have for myself.
I need the freedom to be able to change my mind or direction.
I have a difficult time communicating. It’s whatever moves me at the time. It’s like I’m in a different world. It’s not a task to me—it’s a creative outlet. I enjoy having fun. Just about anything outdoors, never the less I carry through with my commitments and I’m a very responsible person.
Deep friendships are important to me, but not too many.
When I am angry I get quiet. only my close true friends know this about me. Others don’t know, that’s the problem. They don't understand me, Because it’s not an external, visible reaction—it’s more passive, turned inward. I’m trying to think it through to figure a way to get my point across so they understand because I wouldn’t want to attack somebody. That’s something about me, that noncommunication, or withdrawal. If I get to that point.
"Back off " Cuz if you hit the wrong botton I Will go off.
I’ve been learning my own positive self-talk. you might say I’m a perfectionist. But don't really care if your impressed with me or not. I do what I do. It has been a constant struggle to not give up. I need a positive environment. and positive people around me, I have been through hell and back in my life and I'm not going to let anyone bring me down.
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