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About Me

I guess its all about bein real right? Ah well Generally, by the tiMe u are Real, most oF ur hair has bEen lovEd off, and ur eyes drop out and u get loose in the joints n very shabby. But these things dont mattEr at aLL, beCause once you are Real you cant be ugly, except to ppl who doNt understand...im juss me im old enough to know better and young enough to not give a fuk bout stupid shit anymore...like me or not...ima still be me :) i work hard and i play harder...if i want something bad enough chances are ill do whatever i gotta do to get it! I use to wear my heart on my sleeve, safe to say im good on that, my friends and fam,ily are my life, You can trust ill be honest and loyal but do me wrong and im gone I let to much shit get to me and i ALWAYS beat myself up bout it, yah its a bad habbit so im takin a break an I'm getting back to myself..whoever that is...

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I'd like to meet:

"When you hit rock bottom, and you cant fall any further, who will still be there to help lift you back up? Finding out now..."

My Blog

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my eyes are filling up with tears, as they continue to roll down my face...i feel so alone so discontent...i feel like im dyeing in side....my emotions are lost like ckecker board with no pieces....
Posted by on Thu, 24 Jan 2008 12:31:00 GMT

so0o true..if only we could practice what we preach lol

When things go wrong as they sometimes will, When the road you're trudging seems all uphill, When funds are low and the debts are high, And you want to smile, but you have to sigh. When care is pressi...
Posted by on Thu, 10 Jan 2008 12:47:00 GMT

FUCKIN DRAMA...im so sick of it!!

im so tired of people fighting and im so sick and tired of getting cought in the middle of the giant cluster fucks people create among eachother its getting to the point where im not even do...
Posted by on Tue, 04 Dec 2007 10:05:00 GMT

Damn WEIRDOS!!

so there is someone screwing around with a friend of mine i dont know who it is and i dont know why...but its fuckin gross and making me uneasy...and wen i get uncomfortable thats wen i know shit...
Posted by on Fri, 16 Nov 2007 12:37:00 GMT

tired...random..

i realize its only a matter of time before im, deleted, forgotten and nothing short of a distant memory.....seems like its already happening/happend yah and i dont like....uh...screw it i cant think.....
Posted by on Fri, 09 Nov 2007 00:36:00 GMT

knowing when its time to let go...for good

so over the past month and a half..ive been battleing back and forth with thoughts of my ex, ive come to accept the fact that were over...but for myself i had to pull the plug which is completely stri...
Posted by on Tue, 06 Nov 2007 07:25:00 GMT

yerp! im a douche

ya know i realize i prolly shouldnt write in this thing...cuz i just make myself look like an ass! ...im sorry
Posted by on Mon, 05 Nov 2007 14:46:00 GMT

Nobody reads this thing....trust me ya wouldnt want to anyway

Feeling disconnected from everyone and everything, yes it is me am i to blame? hearts breaking, lies told, seems like all the good people get torn and broke, to be there to always care, to have a...
Posted by on Sun, 04 Nov 2007 20:26:00 GMT

PS.!!!!!??!?!?

I dont write in this thing to make sense considering, i write in this like hardly ever and wen i do well then i do i dunno?...im not crazy...im getting there but im not crazy i promise!!    ...
Posted by on Fri, 02 Mar 2007 12:45:00 GMT

Everythings is like WTFS!!!!! Whaaaaaaaaaaat!!!?!?!?!

Dude i dunno lately everything is like "WHAT THE FUCK STATUS" dont ask! just agree things will work out better that way....i think i need to take a trip? i need to go MIA and get away from the bu...
Posted by on Fri, 02 Mar 2007 12:34:00 GMT