I'm probably one of those people who are like super contradicters of themselves. I can’t really classify me in one category, because I’d probably belong to the opposite category too. Eg? I'm a perfectionist, but then I'm a downright slob too. I love to talk. A chatter box, but then I'm a quiet person too. Crazy right? Well that’s me. A mindless bundle of contradiction, or rather a mind boggling one. I guess I just want to be a child. Because when you grow up, you tend to loose focus on the real things in life. To take on the world in a childlike manner. To see anything and everything as an exciting adventure. A life where, the best moment of the day would be lying in the arms of my beloved, or singing praises to God. A life where, the hardest situations melt into liquid gold. A life where, there is so much life in me, it’s incredible. I'm in a constant search for myself, to become myself, to have a goal, a purpose in life, to be self actualized, to be and become real and mean what I am, to have an identify that is uniquely mine, to become whole and have my significance here appreciated or at least recognized. I’m trying my very best to perfect my integrity, with no facade, no mask, no pretense, no sham, and no role playing… to be genuine. To live a life of significance and making a difference in the world, to experience like as a blast, and to reform the world, to romanticize my experiences, my life, and the experience and lives of others. What motivates me...? • Superiority • Perfection • Purpose • Altruism • Aesthetic • Intimacy. • Self-actualization. I believe I'm authentic, but that’s for you to decide… I daresay I'm compassionate and loving… very persistent (I can drive people crazy!!!) a manic planner, quite creative… hmm, quite the peacemaker (troublemaker too), I guess I relate to others well… I'm also credulous, very very difficult, not very materialistic, though I can be very demanding at times. (High maintenance), definitely guilt prone… self critical, used to be touchy now no more… Have a minor insecurity problem that’s fading away, I think i'm quite dependable. Yup… intuitive, but annoying at the same time too... what else? I don’t know… you guys figure it out ok?
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