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I Heart The Night REMIX

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About Me

to the friends i have left i'm not sure how our lifes are connected i'm definitely confused on what i should do in life i need to make change the big jump into the real world but it's so hard to leave the life that i'm used to leading i'm scared to get attached again to get close is to open yourself and i can't love again.... is this it is this all i have is a couple friends to hang out with when i don't even understand who they are completely what am i to do give up retreat to the basement and play rock band my whole life i'm scared i really am it's 1:17 in the morning and i'm kinda tired but more alive than i should be.... i miss Danielle i loved all the conversations we had everyone lead me to do something different lead me on another road and i loved it i loved her/../../../../../my agression level is crazy i easily get ticked off at everything i don't understand i wish i had someone who felt the same way i do and is a lady and can tell me stories i need someone to understand ......///someone like nicole exept with more time on thier hands PLEASE IF ANYONE'S OUT THERE HELP ME LOVE ME!...,/,/.'', 10oz beer 12 oz orange juice 1 bottle ginger ale 1 oz sugar 2 tbs lime juice,./'..., wow that was over half a year ago and i have changed i'm now understanding what leap i had to make it just took to long to make the leave the actual break-up and the bitch behind it all but that is ok cause when i'm finished changing on the outside u will see what i have become maybe u will like it but i don't care this time when i jump i don't care if someone catches me i like to feel the wind blow by as i die

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For everyone

Just to let u know as much as I try and hate anyone I will always be there if help is ever needed EVER. I like saving lives I'm a sucker for it :-)
Posted by on Mon, 23 Mar 2009 03:19:00 GMT

let me ask you a question

How did you pull it back together after what happened to you?You don't... You become someone else a stranger...This stranger is who I am-The Brave One. So think of this someone told me" do not regret ...
Posted by on Tue, 10 Mar 2009 00:43:00 GMT

the best and worst of my life right now

hi well let's begin wow it has been sometime what several months now and look what has happened i swear i'm the same as i was when i started this "game" called life 3 years ago, just a slight asshole ...
Posted by on Mon, 16 Feb 2009 23:44:00 GMT

(redone :-)) the best and worst of my life right now

hi well let's begin wow it has been sometime what several months now and look what has happened i swear i'm the same as i was when i started this "game" called life 3 years ago, just a slight asshole ...
Posted by on Mon, 16 Feb 2009 23:44:00 GMT

maybe i don’t wanna be fixed

so surprise, surprise i'm what they call crazy so i just found out i have social anexiety disorder no way that's why i hate big groups of people duh well that's all i have to say i knew something was ...
Posted by on Tue, 16 Sep 2008 10:11:00 GMT

that mother fuckin D-bag

WOW what a dick so get this people who don't know the story i'll leave out names but for those fuckers that know this story shut the fuck up i hate u..... well i guess i'm the dick, the only guy in th...
Posted by on Tue, 02 Sep 2008 09:47:00 GMT

like it matters

yeah here we go again... here it goes here it goes here it goes again worst news ever pink spiders bassist and drummer have quit i'm scared they cant be done yet... i suck at figuring things out man e...
Posted by on Mon, 25 Aug 2008 17:39:00 GMT

moved from profile

nothing interest me more than sex.....wow do i have a life story it's 2:30 in the morning and i need to put some stuff out there for people when they reazlize that i am what i've called myself for the...
Posted by on Mon, 18 Aug 2008 15:41:00 GMT

10 seconds from disaster

shit just hit the fan i'm about as insane as i can be right now i'm freaking out i'm confused and destroyed i need a shrink i'm about to lose it seeriously everything is about as wierd as it can get w...
Posted by on Sat, 09 Feb 2008 13:08:00 GMT

i like sex and candy

well well i've never posted a good happy blog so here's one yeah life's ups and downs and right now is more up because of a down,  wow thursdays (where pitures are to inappropiate for myspac...
Posted by on Sat, 02 Feb 2008 18:08:00 GMT