I just want to make some cool friends. It would be nice to have some friends that would do for me like I would do for them. I have had so many friends who were more like patients of mine. They'd call me crying, and I was always a listening ear or their getaway gal....but when I was ready to "jump off the bridge" none of my "friends" were there to catch me...too consumed with their own lives. It would be nice to know what it feels like to have a true friend...one that can lean on me....and when I lean on them..they're there to hold me up damn it! I'm this close to swearing off female friends.. somebody prove to me that I can trust a woman...