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DeAd InSiDe

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About Me

My names Brittany Milford. I am a telemarketer for Donor Care Center, saving babies and cancer patients one call at a time. I was engaged to an amazing guy for a little over a year... at least i thought he was. But he cheated on me and now I will never be with another guy as long as I live. I dont care anymore. I'm not worth it anyway. I love him but I can't stick around and be treated like shit because he gets "better offers from other chicks". Whats that about? Screw relationships, if you are a guy and reading this might as well skip to the next page you don't have a chance.

My Interests

I love singing and playing my guitar- music is my life. Lets see, sunsets, spending time with my friends, partying, four wheeling, mudding, partying, writing, playing cards, hanging out, watching movies, partying, shopping,dying my hair, traveling- road trip anyone?, NASCAR, Ohio State Football games, did i mention partying??

I'd like to meet:

Nobody. I'm fine alone.

Music:

Everything... pop, punk, metal, classical, country... i love music, dont get me started lol. Kelly Clarkson, Avril Lavigne,Goo goo dolls, nickelback, pantera, lamb of god, breaking benjamin, rascal flatts, brit spears, christina aguilara... ok i listen to pretty much everything lol

Movies:

I love chick flix lol

Television:

Gilmore Girls, One Tree Hill, private practice and Grey's Anatomy.

Books:

Romance novels are my favorite. And self help books- cuz i got problems LOL. And any biography or autobiography. Ok... so I'm just a book worm. I'll read just about anything and won't put it down til I'm done. I LOVE BOOKS!

Heroes:

Hmmm my mom...she can handle just about anything ..
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My Blog

Lightning Crashes...

Lightning crashes a new mother cries Her placenta falls to the floor The angel opens her eyes The confusion sets in Before the doctor can even close the door Lightning crashes an old mother dies Her i...
Posted by DeAd InSiDe on Sat, 08 Mar 2008 04:05:00 PST

If you’re gonna leave...

                  How does one know if they are happy? It seems I will never know. I have happy moments. Waking up every ...
Posted by DeAd InSiDe on Sat, 12 Jan 2008 11:19:00 PST

Once in A lifetime.

So now that I have been a complete spoiled brat..or whatever the hell that was the other night. I've realized how lucky i really am to have people who love and care about me. I don't know whats wrong ...
Posted by DeAd InSiDe on Sun, 04 Nov 2007 12:13:00 PST

Good, bad and the worst

             Have you ever just sat and thought about your life? All the people and events that have happened up until this exact moment. The happ...
Posted by DeAd InSiDe on Fri, 02 Nov 2007 12:47:00 PST

Song Dusty wrote for me...awww

"Sunflower Eyes" by Dustin Saunders   Beautiful nights Lighted with sunflower eyes Takes my breath away Come take my heart away Ridding the demons inside I can no longer hide Behind a wall of ste...
Posted by DeAd InSiDe on Sun, 28 Oct 2007 01:15:00 PST

Beautiful Tragedy- In this Moment

"Beautiful Tragedy"Silent night, let me sleep away these memories withinsacrifices of purity are turning into sinsAnd this judgement day is growing nearAnd this cofession is killing me againThis beaut...
Posted by DeAd InSiDe on Sat, 27 Oct 2007 12:59:00 PST

Daddy’s Falling Angel

IN THIS MOMENT LYRICS"Daddy's Falling Angel"Pull these scars off my eyesLost from the worldA child searching for her dadYou left me there aloneWith hime to rape my worldAnd I lived through the years a...
Posted by DeAd InSiDe on Thu, 25 Oct 2007 01:23:00 PST

Open Arms.

Hey everyone Dusty and I have a song!!   Lying beside you here in the dark Feeling your heart beat with mine Softly you whisper You're so sincere How could our love be so blind We sailed on toget...
Posted by DeAd InSiDe on Tue, 09 Oct 2007 12:01:00 PST

Lifes unexpected turns.

Wow.. I haven't written a blog in months! My life's been so weird lately. I moved out of my mom's house and lived with Jackie in Dalton for two months. Then I met Dusty- and my lifes been amazing ever...
Posted by DeAd InSiDe on Mon, 02 Jul 2007 12:15:00 PST

Sitting, Waiting, Wishing.

"Sitting, Waiting, Wishing" -Jack Johnson lyricsNow I was sitting waiting wishingThat you believed in superstitionsThen maybe you'd see the signsBut Lord knows that this world is cruelAnd I ain't the ...
Posted by DeAd InSiDe on Wed, 18 Apr 2007 03:01:00 PST