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God didn't promise days without pain, laughter without sorrow, sun without rain, but He did promise

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My name is Lawre',I was born and raised in the great state of Maine.I have 3 children:Jared,Zach & Emilia.I am fortunate to still have both my parents and 3 sisters(Jane,Bev and Jodi) and 2 brothers(Chuckie and "Buster")(all older).After a few mistakes and 3 kids I met a man.Granted one of the biggest mistakes I made was really a blessing in disguise.If I hadn't made it I wouldn't be blessed with my wonderful children.Anyway back to the man I met.I came to Kentucky in 2001 and married him in '02;his name is Calvin and he is a quad.No, that doesn't mean he drives one of those bikes,he is in a wheelchair!He had an accident in 1999 that paralyzed him from the chest down.Life is rather challenging,but I wouldn't change a thing.Kentucky is great,if you have never been I recommend you try it at least once.Rolling hills,fields as far as the eye can see with horses running...just beautiful.Oh,don't get me wrong...I love and miss Maine,more so the people;friends and family...but shoot,the best friend I have ever had(besides my sister) seemed to find her way to Kentucky too and only lives 3 hours away! So when I get lonesome or homesick a quick phone call or message on here and I'm good! lol In case you all don't know who I'm talking about(I know she does) it's Kay!Besides my sister,Kay was the truest friend I ever had,love you! Ah yes,that brings me to my sister....Life threw me a curve ball on February 8th,2008,my sister Barb;who was only 41,passed away unexpectadly(joining our brother Jimmy,who passed in April of 2006.)She was the most beautiful creature with the biggest heart I have ever or will ever know.To date that is the hardest thing I have had to deal with.I am dealing,but somedays not as well as others.My sister was the shining light in a rather darkened world.She meant more to me than anyone(even her) can ever comprehend,but if you REALLY know me then you know that.I don't like to live with regrets,but alas I do have one.Barb and I were not on speaking terms at the time of her death.That was a rather hard couple of years,but different views on a family issue caused it and both of us were so stubborn that we never did mend the fence.Truthfully,I continued to love her dearly she just didn't know it.I'm hoping,with a little help from above,that she knows that now.I'm sure she does,I bet she's lookin' down right now saying,"You dummy,Iknow that!"Anywho,I have rambled enough...read my blogs and you will get to know me more. This page is somewhat dedicated to Barbara's memory.Alot of the songs are songs from our childhood and teen years and ones that express some of how I feel.(If you knew us very well as girls,you will know why I chose some of them!)So sit back and listen,some will cause a tear or two;where others will cause you to almost pee your pants laughing(if ya knew us)...lol. I am here to try and reconnect with old high school friends (and even family),anyone who knew or went to school with Barb or any of my siblings......for I have discovered life is too short,and I want those people that were such a big part of my childhood back in my life! So, if you knew me when I was in school or even since then,I would love to hear from you!Or if ya don't know me, but heard about me from one of my family members,that's cool too! That's it in a nutshell(ok,so it was a giant nutshell...geez,I'm a talker!!!)You want to know more?IM.aspx?friendid=367615531">I also have yahoo, screen name sisterdew70 add me if ya want!!!'I WISH YOU ENOUGH'"I WISH YOU ENOUGH SUN TO KEEP YOUR ATTITUDE BRIGHT. I WISH YOU ENOUGH RAIN TO APPRECIATE THE SUN MORE. I WISH YOU ENOUGH HAPPINESS TO KEEP YOUR SPIRIT ALIVE. I WISH YOU ENOUGH PAIN SO THAT THE SMALLEST JOYS IN LIFE APPEAR MUCH BIGGER. I WISH YOU ENOUGH GAIN TO SATISFY YOUR WANTING. I WISH YOU ENOUGH LOSS TO APPRECIATE ALL THAT YOU POSSESS. I WISH YOU ENOUGH 'HELLO'S' TO GET YOU THROUGH THE FINAL 'GOODBYE'"
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My Interests

Not much really........I love my animals! I have many...cats,dogs,pygmy goats,ducks,geese,turkeys,chickens & one bunny! OK I'll admit it i love wrestling too...I have been a "Hulkamaniac" for quite some time...lol...Undertaker is my all time fav and I really like Shawn Michaels and Chris Jericho and the Hardy boys...I could go on...lol.I like most sports, but baseball is the best(I get that from my Daddy)...I'm a New England girl thru and thru, "Go Bo' Sox!"

I'd like to meet:

My sister again,someday,on "the other side".................yeah,ok.........and maybe Johnny Depp:) LOL I can't think of anyone I would want to meet that could change my life in any way...I really feel I have been blessed with all those I have already met!
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Music:

I like alot of music:rock,oldies,country,60's,70's,Reggae...just about anything,depending on my mood.
I must admit tho,I am a die hard 80's freak...still love those hair bands...Poison,Van Halen,Motley Crue,Kiss,Twisted Sister,Cinderella,Night Ranger,Bon Jovi,REO Speedwagon...ETC. I just love music!
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Movies:

Gone with the Wind....Wizard of Oz....horrors...Grease....Dirty Dancing....horrors...the Shrek movies....Austin Powers movies....horrors...Harry Potter movies(what can I say? I have kids dammit!)....Pirates of the Carribean movies (LOVE anything withJohnny Depp!!!)...horrors...Westerns(old and new)the new 3:10 to Yuma was awesome! (John Wayne was my sister's fav) I think he is pretty kool too! OH!!! and did I mention HORRORS? lol

Television:

Grey's Anatomy...ER...Lost...CSI...Law and Order...Family Guy...Two and a Half Men...the Simpsons...Hannah Montana...sci-fi channel movies...WWE Monday night RAW!!! and Smackdown! Once again my TV list is a little crazy...I HAVE KIDS I TELL YA!!!

Books:

Usually romance...any by V.C. Andrews....and the Beulah Land series by Lonnie Coleman(awesome awesome read,especially if you like southern plantation during the civil war stuff)

Heroes:

My sister Barbara was a HUGE influence in my life,even tho she is with the angels now,she will ALWAYS be my hero! (R.I.P Barb, ILY) ..
.. MySpace Icons ..My Mom and Dad,they have each been on this Earth for over 80 years...that in itself is enough reason to look up to them!My sister Jodi who is a nurse,I think it is just awesome, the job that she does for so many people! My 3 children;Jared,Zach and Emilia...I learn something new from them everyday!I wouldn't trade them for the world(or even a date with Johnny Depp!!!)I know they don't realize now how much they mean to me,but hopefully someday they will!(before it's too late) I love you guys!!!My three brother's because they each served their country!(all in different ways,but nonetheless they served!) My whole family really,they all mean alot to me....we have had some rough times and hard times,but when it matters most we come together to make it thru!!!(and having God doesn't hurt!!!)last but certainly not least... My husband,Calvin,for all that he has been thru over the years...he is truly an inspiration!
WELL DUH!!!COZ THAT'S MY B-DAY!

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Happy Birthday To My Sister

Today would have been my sister Barbara's birthday...it's going to be a sad day for some...mainly because she is no longer with us. She would have only been 42 today,still so young,but yet she's gone....
Posted by eee Lawre"eee on Tue, 02 Sep 2008 11:07:00 PST

A Note to My Brothers and Sisters

I don't really know where to start,but I was just puttering around doing laundry and thinking.....I don't want anyone in my family to feel left out or bad.I want to explain myself better and hell,I do...
Posted by eee Lawre"eee on Mon, 28 Apr 2008 07:38:00 PST

A Tribute to my Sister

Anyone of you who may know me,knows about my sister passing away by now.The morning of her funeral I woke up at 3 a.m.There were things going thru my mind that I couldn't ignore,so I decided to w...
Posted by eee Lawre"eee on Mon, 14 Apr 2008 06:32:00 PST