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fashion layout powered by HOT FreeLayouts.com / MyHotCommentsThe name is Jessica you should already know that so if you don't go ahead and click that little red X in the upper right hand corner cause I got my hater blockers on lol.. No I’m serious. I don’t consider myself a bitch but I don’t take any shit! Most of you reading this know how I am. I'm very down to earth, love meeting new people but with a few exceptions. I won’t lie other females Haters! all they cause is drama. I am very spontaneous, sarcastic, adventurous, and crazy (but know when I’m past my limit), love to party it up with the girls even if were just sittin around drinkin Malibu and playin drinkin games.... "aye bae bae" Jenn!! I have an obsession with tattoos and piercings, love sneakers "yes i sport my bayes just like solja boy lol Times to time my blonde roots have a tendency to show through but I do know the meaning of "tuna the chicken of the sea”. There’s more about me that I could write but like i said before, if you’re on this page you should already know who I am.This year has been a rough year to cope with. I lost a huge part of my heart when the love of my live was killed. People say things happen for a reason but in this case there was no logical reason. Words can't explain the hurt that I deal with every day. Many of you who know him may think you have him figured out but as much as you want to think you'll never know or understand the relationship we shared. He is with me every day and i wear his name to represent the most amazing individual that he is. Those of you who wear it for other reasons are just attention seekers who need to realize that there was only one girl in his life and that was me. You can say whatever you want but i know the truth so haters please, nothin you say offends me. One day we will meet again. I love you Fawzi Rasmi Ghanim, and you'll always be my babyI also lost apart of my childhood when my father died. Here recently i lost both grandfathers to cancer. I feel as though death haunts me and can only pray for a new beginning. No one said life was easy, and believe me i know this.My mother who i love with all my heart is my rock. She is my best friend i wouldn’t be as strong as i am today if it wasn’t for her. My sister who is also my clothes stealing best friend is the best sister and advise giver i could ask for!And lets just get something straight for all you know it alls who want to judge me for my decesions. You havent been through half of what i have, so you have no right to judge me, you havent walked a step in my shoes.This "about me" was not a desperate calling. So whatever you do don't interupt it as that.Jen.... i hope your little fingers don't hurt (oh jess there killin me) lol love uJossy poo.... what do you wanna do, go get some thing to eat?? Eat like truckers! I love you fag..

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crushed

im really missing home... maybe moms house is where im meant to be.. I miss all the love and happiness that is there..maybe thats because my house doesnt feel like a home.. but i miss my family.. gues...
Posted by on Sat, 27 Jun 2009 20:37:00 GMT

Cant Sleep

Its 1:25 am and i cant sleep  the tears just keep running down my face. my mind just keeps on going...But tonight its different your face keeps flashing in my head and i keep seeing you lieing on...
Posted by on Wed, 25 Jul 2007 01:40:00 GMT

9 MONTHS!

Hey Fawz, yesterday was th 13th and nine months that you have been gone. Lets talk about a worry wart! I was paranoid all day not knowing if something else was going to happen it seems that all bad th...
Posted by on Sat, 14 Jul 2007 19:24:00 GMT

aggervated

So as i got some bad news at school today i was really pissed off and really upset, i called my mom because she always makes me feel better, i swear as i say my life cant get any worse something bad h...
Posted by on Thu, 18 Jan 2007 14:17:00 GMT

Fawzi on xmas

Fawzi,  You wernt here last christmas and it was very hard for me but i knew you were coming home a few days later, well this year you are gone again and i keep telling myself that your just away...
Posted by on Mon, 25 Dec 2006 16:09:00 GMT

Thanksgiving without fawzi

So i had my first thanksgiving that i can remember without  fawzi i didnt think that this day would be as hard as it was i never thought of thanksgiving as a big deal but i was thankful for fawzi...
Posted by on Sat, 25 Nov 2006 13:37:00 GMT

my feelings

well it has been a few days over a month now and i have realized he is not coming back, i went to have my cards read and what i was told was very real and positive i got a message from fawzi that said...
Posted by on Wed, 15 Nov 2006 13:01:00 GMT

Fawzi today

well its been two weeks and two days now and it sucks! I dont think it has all hit me yet though i break down atleast once a day if not more, it just doesnt seem real. when i look a our pictures it ma...
Posted by on Sun, 29 Oct 2006 07:55:00 GMT

todays a new day

what do i do now? todays a new day but it still feels like the first their may be less tears and i may go outside but i still feel the pain i still feel the lonesome..... i went and walked around the ...
Posted by on Sat, 21 Oct 2006 21:01:00 GMT

pissed

Its been a week now and it feels like yesterday this nightmare just keeps playing in my head. I know i have alot of support from eveyone right now but then there 2 who are really on my nerves i apperc...
Posted by on Fri, 20 Oct 2006 08:46:00 GMT