crushed |
im really missing home... maybe moms house is where im meant to be.. I miss all the love and happiness that is there..maybe thats because my house doesnt feel like a home.. but i miss my family.. gues... Posted by on Sat, 27 Jun 2009 20:37:00 GMT |
Cant Sleep |
Its 1:25 am and i cant sleep the tears just keep running down my face. my mind just keeps on going...But tonight its different your face keeps flashing in my head and i keep seeing you lieing on... Posted by on Wed, 25 Jul 2007 01:40:00 GMT |
9 MONTHS! |
Hey Fawz, yesterday was th 13th and nine months that you have been gone. Lets talk about a worry wart! I was paranoid all day not knowing if something else was going to happen it seems that all bad th... Posted by on Sat, 14 Jul 2007 19:24:00 GMT |
aggervated |
So as i got some bad news at school today i was really pissed off and really upset, i called my mom because she always makes me feel better, i swear as i say my life cant get any worse something bad h... Posted by on Thu, 18 Jan 2007 14:17:00 GMT |
Fawzi on xmas |
Fawzi,
You wernt here last christmas and it was very hard for me but i knew you were coming home a few days later, well this year you are gone again and i keep telling myself that your just away... Posted by on Mon, 25 Dec 2006 16:09:00 GMT |
Thanksgiving without fawzi |
So i had my first thanksgiving that i can remember without fawzi i didnt think that this day would be as hard as it was i never thought of thanksgiving as a big deal but i was thankful for fawzi... Posted by on Sat, 25 Nov 2006 13:37:00 GMT |
my feelings |
well it has been a few days over a month now and i have realized he is not coming back, i went to have my cards read and what i was told was very real and positive i got a message from fawzi that said... Posted by on Wed, 15 Nov 2006 13:01:00 GMT |
Fawzi today |
well its been two weeks and two days now and it sucks! I dont think it has all hit me yet though i break down atleast once a day if not more, it just doesnt seem real. when i look a our pictures it ma... Posted by on Sun, 29 Oct 2006 07:55:00 GMT |
todays a new day |
what do i do now? todays a new day but it still feels like the first their may be less tears and i may go outside but i still feel the pain i still feel the lonesome..... i went and walked around the ... Posted by on Sat, 21 Oct 2006 21:01:00 GMT |
pissed |
Its been a week now and it feels like yesterday this nightmare just keeps playing in my head. I know i have alot of support from eveyone right now but then there 2 who are really on my nerves i apperc... Posted by on Fri, 20 Oct 2006 08:46:00 GMT |