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About Me

deception is brutal, i'm not pretending otherwise

One day at a time is enough..Dont look back & grieve, the past is gone..Dont be troubled about the future it has not come yet..Live in the present & make it so beautiful it will be worth remembering




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I'm a senior graduating from UC Merced this year with a degree in Political Science. I'll be taking the LSATs in October and apply to law school from there. Currently, I'm working two jobs and taking twelve units of classes, trying to handle mine. :] I'm working at the Attorney General's Office in the Department of Justice in Sacramento and it has been one of most exciting things I've ever done before. My family lives seven hours away and I miss them more than I could ever explain, but sometimes you have to make a few sacrifices to get what you want out of life. I don't have time for a boyfriend or any little kid drama; right now I'm just focusing on me. By: Rachael

My Interests

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My Blog

Damage, done

Feelings shatteredHeart dismantledA good man ruined.Chances takenRisks attemptedEnd Result:Damage, done.My regretsMy selfish thoughtsWorth it?    YES.His friend deceivedDisguised blue e...
Posted by on Thu, 10 Apr 2008 20:21:00 GMT

It stops

Letting go of you has been the hardest thing I've ever had to do; an experiance I never wanted to endure.It seems like a reoccurring break-up evertime I see you, each time hurting even more than the ...
Posted by on Tue, 06 Nov 2007 23:51:00 GMT

some days [[without you]]

Some days I'm weaker than others;Some days my pride escapes meand my tears run wild;Some days I crumble before your feetwhile you stand there oblivious;Some days I wish for my rescue;Some days I gasp ...
Posted by on Mon, 22 Oct 2007 22:31:00 GMT

the world still spins

It's funny the way one conversation could seem so life-shattering.  As if the existence of the world relied on this one person and their opinions.But once the decisions are made and the conversa...
Posted by on Tue, 03 Oct 2006 18:33:00 GMT

you made me belive in HAPPY endings

   you hurt me more than you could see      i can't comprehend how this could be      you made me believe in happy endings  &...
Posted by on Tue, 28 Feb 2006 01:09:00 GMT

you say you like me

It's funny that you say you would do anything for me.  You say that you want to be my boyfriend and when I tell you that I'm too afraid of having my heartbroken, you promise that you wouldn't do ...
Posted by on Sun, 15 Jan 2006 22:48:00 GMT

because i thought BEST FRIEND was a real word (marie)

You have always been "the pretty friend" and I was fine with that.  I know that you are absolutely gorgeous and any boy would be dumb not to be attracted to you with your beauty and shining ...
Posted by on Sun, 15 Jan 2006 19:20:00 GMT

EVERYONE makes mistakes

do not try sitting there and acting as though you did not do wrong, as if you did not hurt me, as if you are any better than myself.  everyone messes up and makes mistakes, they do things that t...
Posted by on Wed, 07 Dec 2005 02:24:00 GMT

it's so hard

it's so hard because i begin to miss you, but realize that you don't want a friendship. it's so hard because i always seem to blame you for everything ending the way it did, but when i look deep insid...
Posted by on Tue, 06 Dec 2005 23:14:00 GMT

Changes...it's as simple as this

I respected the man that you were, but I pity the boy that you've become. It happens sometimes, but I'm over it.
Posted by on Sun, 16 Oct 2005 17:59:00 GMT