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Captivated By The Sound of Death

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There is a soft breeze in the wind, and it sways my heart, making it flicker like a flame. I wonder what is the right choice in life, Of love for love, or of comfort and contentment. Two categories that can make or break you. I wish the sun would shine and hold me like it had once done, those days when everything seemed cheap like the value of a penny. How much longer do I hold on to myself, and let go at once? It takes so much energy to do both these days. I sometimes crave for a life of immorality. But then I wouldn't be whom I am this day. Is there an easy way in? or is it easier getting out. Contemplating the future with you in mind is very difficult. When we both have a dream of joining as one when are dreams are of two. The sun is gone, the tears are fallen. The well is dry. The contentment of my heart has dropped, and all I can do now is hope you'd sing to me.... ---------------------------------------------------------- Ah.Life at this moment.Well As you can tell I love tattoos and piercings, and I would love to be a tattoo artist, that has always been my main dream. Some call me Lulu, Winter, Tina Bear, take your pic. Ive decided to do phlebotomy coursework so I can have somewhat of a good job for the moment till I get where I want to be,somewhere to belong. I am happy with myself, so if you dont like who I am, you can go fuck off. It may sound harsh, but being out there in the world, and ive finally accepted who I am. You dont like how i look, turn cheek, and if you dont want to here what I have to say, then don't listen. We all have our own choices, make yours. So accept me as I am or leave me as I am. Just telling you how it is. I actually want to live life to its fullest now. Have fun, be young, not cry over the smallest things. Love like youve never been hurt, laugh like you never cried, and be who youve always wanted. Ive lost alot of friends out here travelling and moving around, To all those lost, I love you and I hope your doing what makes you happy!




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Feigning For Something.

Ive got some time, and the moment is right, gonna pop open a bottle, just so you can watch the hearts spill out, intoxication smiling with its admiration, Im gonna drink it up. Forget the pain, forget...
Posted by Captivated By The Sound of Death on Thu, 26 Jun 2008 03:55:00 PST

Poems...dry. Eventful snippit for someone.

Yay started new job, er, old job again? Its pretty greasy, and I am hoping I dont get acne and extremeley oily hair. Thats all the clues Im giving you. I have been talking to my mom and realized she c...
Posted by Captivated By The Sound of Death on Tue, 24 Jun 2008 12:33:00 PST

Words from a player, who didnt know he had a good friend under his nose.

"my arms are tired.... (ur baggage is heavy)" "i'd drop anything for youbut you'd rather try on shoesu stifle my stimey melike a stye in my eyeto where i cant seei give you my heart to c what u dou ...
Posted by Captivated By The Sound of Death on Tue, 24 Jun 2008 04:21:00 PST

BLG Cancelled?

http://www.mtv.com/overdrive/?id=1589191&vid=250207there is the new video, but I thought me and others were going to be in it as we were shot for it. Kind of dissapointed but I still love Blg... T...
Posted by Captivated By The Sound of Death on Mon, 23 Jun 2008 03:51:00 PST

Grudge.

Does he look at you with that twinkle the way I have? Does he accept every part of you like I had once . Is the warmth of his hand keeping you warm and kiss comforting you when you are troubled? I don...
Posted by Captivated By The Sound of Death on Wed, 18 Jun 2008 06:32:00 PST

Short...

Yes. It appears I am more socially acceptable in SF when it comes to applying for jobs. I kinda want to live there now, the hustle and bustle of the city, the raging areas of live music and shopping a...
Posted by Captivated By The Sound of Death on Tue, 17 Jun 2008 10:21:00 PST

A Fantasy.

Im glad I have both legs, Im as happy as I am trying to be, but the birthday blues keep popping up and I dont know what to do. I keep wanting to shut everyone out. I want to sit and just dissappear. I...
Posted by Captivated By The Sound of Death on Sun, 15 Jun 2008 01:30:00 PST

Experienced Kharma...

Keep playing your cards, they are all shaped like hearts cutting your very palms. So I am no longer in tears, because I am playing them as well, but my hands have hardened from experience, and practic...
Posted by Captivated By The Sound of Death on Sat, 14 Jun 2008 08:28:00 PST

Hatred.

How could you even think twice about your sexuality? How can you just say one day, Im straight, I would never, Of my heart, and turn opposite and label yourself liking the two. If you had shame of you...
Posted by Captivated By The Sound of Death on Thu, 12 Jun 2008 12:57:00 PST

Untitled Feelings

Im breaking down, tears are soaking my palms. Pieces of me are out and open enough  for you to see all the faded colors and twisted shapes inside. Can you see that im not the girl you probably gl...
Posted by Captivated By The Sound of Death on Thu, 12 Jun 2008 09:21:00 PST