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nattothesane

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About Me

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I'm Nat. That's all you really need to know.

...What, more? Okay...

Now living in dRugby with the cat.



http://www.myheritage.com
...And I really, really know where my towel is. Currently on the bathroom floor. And probably still rather damp. That's the way of towels and there doesn't seem to be anything that anyone can do about it.

N Sane.


Nic died in my arms at 23:22 on the 14th May 2006, 5 days after his 30th birthday.

It was peaceful. It was too soon.

My Interests

I'd like to meet:

...met him already. Apart from that, anyone who will drink, smoke and listen to me talk crap.

The TELL ME ABOUT YOURSELF Survey - Nat in October 2005...
...Think of it as a lame time-capsule like the one they buried on Blue Peter.

Name: Nat
Birthday: 4th April
Birthplace: Above a chinese takeaway in Oxted, Surrey
Current Location: Kenilworth
Eye Color: Hazel
Hair Color: Brown
Height: 5'1"
Right Handed or Left Handed: righty
Your Heritage: my what?
The Shoes You Wore Today: ART - looks like I've mugged a passing clown
Your Weakness: Laziness
Your Fears: Spiders - the bastards
Your Perfect Pizza: Marherita - proper italian
Goal You Would Like To Achieve This Year: more fun
Your Most Overused Phrase On an instant messenger: lol
Thoughts First Waking Up: Oh no, not again
Your Best Physical Feature: Eyes
Your Bedtime: when I get too tired to stay up
Your Most Missed Memory: silly question
Pepsi or Coke: neither - tea or beer
MacDonalds or Burger King: neither - maybe McD chips for a hangover cure
Single or Group Dates: either
Lipton Ice Tea or Nestea: What? proper tea or nothing!
Chocolate or Vanilla: Chocolate - every time
Cappuccino or Coffee: Latte thanks. With an extra shot
Do you Smoke: Lots
Do you Swear: Lots
Do you Sing: Lots - in my car, to my cat...
Do you Shower Daily: yep - and have long baths
Have you Been in Love: yep
Do you want to go to College: been
Do you want to get Married: I have no idea
Do you belive in yourself: who else would I believe in?
Do you get Motion Sickness: only if I read in the car - not safe while driving
Do you think you are Attractive: yep
Are you a Health Freak: nope
Do you get along with your Parents: a bit - with one of them
Do you like Thunderstorms: Love 'em
Do you play an Instrument: nope
In the past month have you Drank Alcohol: Of course
In the past month have you Smoked: Of course
In the past month have you been on Drugs: no
In the past month have you gone on a Date: yep!
In the past month have you gone to a Mall: yep
In the past month have you eaten a box of Oreos: no
In the past month have you eaten Sushi: no - veggie
In the past month have you been on Stage: no
In the past month have you been Dumped: no
In the past month have you gone Skinny Dipping: no
In the past month have you Stolen Anything: no
Ever been Drunk: A definate yes
Ever been called a Tease: Only in a good way
Ever been Beaten up: no
Ever Shoplifted: no
How do you want to Die: listening to "sing me to sleep" The Smiths
What do you want to be when you Grow Up: a grown up
What country would you most like to Visit: Bhutan
In a Boy/Girl..
Favourite Eye Color: no preference
Favourite Hair Color: any
Short or Long Hair: any
Height: taller than me (not difficult)
Weight: Not a blimp
Best Clothing Style: naked
Number of Drugs I have taken: 537
Number of CDs I own: lots and lots
Number of Piercings: 4
Number of Tattoos: none
Number of things in my Past I Regret: none

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Advanced Global Personality Test Results

Extraversion |||||||||||||||||| 80%
Stability |||||||||||||||||| 76%
Orderliness |||||||||| 40%
Accommodation |||||||||||||||| 63%
Interdependence |||||||||||||||||||| 83%
Intellectual |||||||||||||||||| 76%
Mystical |||||||||||| 43%
Artistic |||||||||||||||| 70%
Religious || 10%
Hedonism |||||||||||||||| 70%
Materialism |||||||||||| 43%
Narcissism |||||||||||||||| 63%
Adventurousness |||||||||||||| 56%
Work ethic |||||||||||||||| 63%
Self absorbed |||||||||||| 50%
Conflict seeking |||||||||||||||| 63%
Need to dominate |||||||||||| 50%
Romantic |||||| 30%
Avoidant || 10%
Anti-authority |||||||||||||||| 63%
Wealth |||||| 30%
Dependency |||||||||||| 43%
Change averse |||||| 30%
Cautiousness |||||||||||||| 56%
Individuality |||||||||||||||| 63%
Sexuality |||||||||||||||||||| 83%
Peter pan complex |||||||||||| 50%
Physical security |||||||||||||||||||| 90%
Physical Fitness |||||||||||||||| 70%
Histrionic |||||||||| 36%
Paranoia |||||| 30%
Vanity |||||||||||||||| 63%
Hypersensitivity |||||| 30%
Female cliche |||||||||||||||| 70% Take Free Advanced Global Personality Test
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Stability results were high which suggests you are very relaxed, calm, secure, and optimistic..
Orderliness results were moderately low which suggests you are, at times, overly flexible, improvised, and fun seeking at the expense of reliability, work ethic, and long term accomplishment.
Extraversion results were high which suggests you are overly talkative, outgoing, sociable and interacting at the expense too often of developing your own individual interests and internally based identity.
trait snapshot:
messy, disorganized, social, tough, outgoing, rarely worries, self revealing, open, risk taker, likes the unknown, likes large parties, makes friends easily, likes to stand out, likes to make fun of people, reckless, optimistic, positive, strong, does not like to be alone, ambivalent about chaos, abstract, impractical, not good at saving money, fearless, trusting, thrill seeker, not rule conscious, enjoys leadership, strange, loves food, abstract, rarely irritated, anti-authority, attracted to the counter culture

My Blog

One Year On

It's one year ago that Nic died.  A year ago today. I've done what I never thought possible - survived a whole year. Without my friends, I know I couldn't have lasted this long... and there ...
Posted by on Mon, 14 May 2007 10:15:00 GMT

None

So I thought I'd be okay until May hit and I was wrong.  The smell of blossom in the air, the lush green shoots on the trees and the promise of summer in the drowsy afternoon breeze has sen...
Posted by on Tue, 17 Apr 2007 09:29:00 GMT

Festival!!

It's okay!  I have my Reading Festival ticket! Hat's off to Tumbleweed for letting me know about the release of some more tickets on Monday.  You're a star mate. Now the only thing I'm missi...
Posted by on Thu, 29 Mar 2007 10:22:00 GMT

The Sad Tale of the READING FESTIVAL TICKETS

It was very sad - there I was yesterday evening, hunched over my laptop at work from 6:35pm onwards with 30Mb of uncontended bandwidth at my disposal.  The site was supposed to show the lineup fr...
Posted by on Tue, 20 Mar 2007 11:32:00 GMT

Money sucks. And so do lawyers.

Okay, I'm going to rant now because there's nothing else I can do.  I am so shafted for money at the moment I could cry... and maybe will. "Really?" I hear you ask... "But you have a good job, do...
Posted by on Wed, 14 Feb 2007 10:00:00 GMT

Still Alive

Yes, I'm still alive. Existence is of minimal importance to me but I soldier on regardless.  It may be minimal but that's more than it was a few months ago so we'll take that as a positive.&...
Posted by on Wed, 24 Jan 2007 10:48:00 GMT

Rambling

I'm unravelling. I drove home yesterday and realised that I don't know who I am anymore.  What I'm doing.  What I am. And it sickens me that the six month mark is looming.  I should be ...
Posted by on Tue, 31 Oct 2006 03:58:00 GMT

Friends

I lost a friend today and I really don't know why. Not a myspace friend - a real one. No, this friend is not down the back of the sofa - or wherever I put things to be safe and subsequently can't find...
Posted by on Mon, 16 Oct 2006 08:28:00 GMT

None

I built my bed last night.  Only two months on the mattress on the floor in the end.  It actually feels like I live here now and that it's not just another stop gap, filling in the time befo...
Posted by on Thu, 12 Oct 2006 07:30:00 GMT

New Frock

I have bought a new frock to celebrate the wedding of Debbie & Joe.  I hope it looks okay as I'm not too good at this 'getting the right look' thing.  I either look like a circus re...
Posted by on Thu, 05 Oct 2006 07:48:00 GMT