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Monkey

Just a lawnmower. You can tell by the way I walk.

About Me

We lack all knowledge of this parting. Death
does not deal with us. We have no reason
to show death admiration, love or hate;
his mask of feigned tragic lament gives us
a false impression. The world's stage is still
filled with roles which we play. While we worry
that our performances may not please,
death also performs, although to no applause.
But as you left us, there broke upon this stage
a glimpse of reality, shown through the slight
opening through which you disappeared: green,
evergreen, bathed in sunlight, actual woods.
We keep on playing, still anxious, our difficult roles
declaiming, accompanied by matching gestures
as required. But your presence so suddenly
removed from our midst and from our play, at times
overcomes us like a sense of that other
reality: yours, that we are so overwhelmed
and play our actual lives instead of the performance,
forgetting altogether the applause.
--Rilke
Take this kiss upon the brow!
And, in parting from you now,
Thus much let me avow-
You are not wrong, who deem
That my days have been a dream;
Yet if hope has flown away
In a night, or in a day,
In a vision, or in none,
Is it therefore the less gone?
All that we see or seem
Is but a dream within a dream.
I stand amid the roar
Of a surf-tormented shore,
And I hold within my hand
Grains of the golden sand-
How few! yet how they creep
Through my fingers to the deep,
While I weep- while I weep!
O God! can I not grasp
Them with a tighter clasp?
O God! can I not save
One from the pitiless wave?
Is all that we see or seem
But a dream within a dream?
--Poe

My Interests

Drawing, Writing, Singing, Guitar, Animals, Biology, Theology, Philosophy, Psychology, History, Art History, Ceramics, Photography, Gardening, Cooking. I love to go on walks, be in heavily wooded or otherwise vacant natural places, and have weighty conversations.

I'd like to meet:

No one. Get away from me.

Music:

Peter Gabriel, Eva Cassidy, Cure, Genesis, U2, Coldplay, Emilianna Torrini, Beth Orton, David Gray, Beatles, Sting, Phil Collins, Led Zeppelin, Pink Floyd, Stereolab, Froufrou, Imogen Heap, Supreme Beings Of Leisure, Air, Lamb, Rob Zombie, Rammstein, Lauren Hill, Tracy Chapman, Annie Lennox, Tatu, Daft Punk, Underworld, Enya, Dead Can Dance, Deep Forest, Daisy May, Johnny Cash, Billy Holiday, NIN, Garbage, Radiohead, Seal, Bjork, She Wants Revenge, Sigor Ros, Jeff Buckley, Nellie McKay, Sarah McLachlan, Grendel, Fiona Apple, Massive Attack, Jude, George Michael, Depeche Mode, Everything But The Girl

Books:

Stones From The River, Sword of Truth, Redwall, One Hundred Years of Solitude, Love In The Time of Cholera, The Brothers Karamazof, Harry Potter, Liar's Club, I Know This Much Is True, Kundera, Jung, Annie Dillard, Stephen King, Harlan Ellison, Irving Welsh, Ray Bradbury, short stories, memoirs, fiction, autobiography, biography, fantasy, case studies in psychology, graphic novels, comics.

Heroes:

The Three Johns: John Lennon, Johnny Depp, Johnny Cash.

My Blog

Waiting for the train

I'm waiting for the train to come,craning around to see,down the trackswhat will come next?who is out there waiting on me?to show up and unveil the gloom?Or am I just a poison,waiting to spread,to som...
Posted by Monkey on Sat, 26 Aug 2006 07:13:00 PST