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I'M A MOMMY AND A JACK OF ALL TRADES!
I'M GOING TO SCHOOL FOR HYPNOTHERAPY.
I WANT TO HELP CHILDREN-ESPECIALLY INDIGOS, RAINBOWS AND CRYSTALS!
I'M A HEALER, I'M AN ARTIST AT HEART & WHATEVER PATH I FINALLY CHOOSE TO STAY ON
IT WILL HAVE SOMETHING TO DO WITH USING MY ARTISTIC AND CREATIVE ABILITIES
OH YEAH, I'M ALSO A CERTIFIED MASSAGE THERAPIST SO
ANYONE INTERESTED IN CHAIR/TABLE MASSAGE AT THEIR OFFICE
ON-SET, SPORTING EVENT, ETC., FEEL FREE TO CONTACT ME
ABOUT SCHEDULING/PRICES AND ALL THAT JAZZ!
I'M INTERESTED IN POLITICS & DISCOVERING THE TRUTH BEHIND ALL OF LIFE'S FACADES.
I FEEL A SUDDEN URGE TO SPEAK OUT AND ACTUALLY DO SOMETHING ABOUT THE STATE OF AFFAIRS
IN OUR WORLD TODAY. WEATHER IT BE THROUGH ARTISTIC EXPRESSION OR SIMPLY SPREADING THE WORD
I FEEL IT NECESSARY AND URGENT THAT WE AS A GENERATION AND HUMAN RACE UNIFY AND COLLABORATE A PLAN OR CONSCIOUSNESS
TO STOP THE GENOCIDES BEING COMMITTED BY OUR OWN GOVERNMENT THAT WE AND OUR CHILDREN AND GRANDCHILDREN WILL SOMEDAY BE HELD RESPONSIBLE
FOR! TIME TO WAKE UP Y'ALL BEFORE ITS TOO LATE! ANYONE WHO IS OPEN ENOUGH TO QUESTION AND REDISCOVER REALITY IS CAPABLE OF BEING A PART OF THIS MOVEMENT.
OTHER THAN THAT I LOVE MY KIDS,
THEY ARE TEACHING ME NEW THINGS DAILY
AND MOST IMPORTANTLY THEY'VE SHOWED ME THE "TRUE" ESSENCE OF LOVE AND PURENESS!
I LOVE ANIMALS, I LOVE "REAL" PEOPLE AND NOT FAKENESS! SAVE IT FOR HALOWEEN! I WANT TO KNOW YOUR SOUL, NOT YOUR MASK. I LOVE TO TO LIVE AND HAVE FUN, BUT
THE MOMMY-RESPONSIBILITIES PREVAIL AND I AM CONFIDENT THAT I AM RAISING CONSCIOUS, AWARE AND CREATIVE BEINGS
IN SPITE OF THE LIES AND DECEPTIONS CURRENTLY CONTROLLING THE MAJORITY.
I LOVE SNOWBOARDING, SKATING, HIKING, KUNG FU, MEDITATION,
DANCING, PLAYING, LAUGHING, LOVING, GIVING, SHARING, HEALING, YOGA AND DOING
ANYTHING BY THE BEACH- DEGGO BABY!!!! I HAVE A SIX YEAR OLD
& A 21 MONTH OLD, MY KIDS ARE MY =LIFE=. THE 2 BOYS THAT
WILL NEVER BREAK MY HEART!! LOVE IS KEY... I LIKE TO
TRAVEL BUT HAVE FOUND IT HARD TO FIND THE TIME THESE LAST FEW
YEARS, I WANT TO SEE THE WORLD SOMEDAY
I LOVE MUSIC AND I LOVE TO
DANCE. I AM PRETTY ARTISTIC (IN A NON-MUSICAL SENSE) I CANT PLAY AN
INSTRUMENT TO SAVE MY LIFE ALTHOUGH I COME FROM A MUSICAL BACKGROUND
AND FAMILY, GO FIGURE?!? I AM INTERESTED IN SONG WRITING THOUGH AMONGST A MILLION OTHER THINGS
& OH WAIT I CAN PLAY YOU THE WORLDS
SMALLEST VIOLIN IF YOU'D LIKE!
I HAVE A DIS-LIKE OF FAKE PEOPLE, LIARS AND DRAMA QUEENS
I CAN'T SPELL FOR SHIT AND I HATE THE PRESIDENT OF THE UNITED
STATES (OR PEOPLE THAT SUPPORT THE FREAKIN LUNATIC)
I'M READY TO MOVE ON TO NEW DESTINATIONS OR
OLD ONES, JUST CAN'T HANDLE THIS CITY ANYMORE...
WORDS OF ADVICE TO THE ONES WHO HAUNT ME Wear your grudge like a crown of negativity. Calculate what we will or will not tolerate. Desperate to control all and everything. Unable to forgive your scarlet lettermen. Clutch it like a cornerstone. Otherwise it all comes down. Justify denials and grip it to the lonesome end. Clutch it like a cornerstone. Otherwise it all comes down. Terrified of being wrong. Ultimatum prison cell.
Saturn ascends, choose one or ten. Hang on or be humbled again.
Clutch it like a cornerstone. Otherwise it all comes down. Justify denials and grip it to the lonesome end. Saturn ascends, comes round again. Saturn ascends, the one, the ten. Ignorant to the damage done.
Wear your grudge like a crown of negativity. Calculate what you will or will not tolerate. Desperate to control all and everything. Unable to forgive your scarlet lettermen.
Wear the grudge like a crown. Desperate to control. Unable to forgive. And we're sinking deeper.
Defining, confining, sinking deeper. Controlling, defining, and we're sinking deeper.
Saturn comes back around to show you everything Let's you choose what you will not see and then Drags you down like a stone or lifts you up again Spits you out like a child, light and innocent.
Saturn comes back around. Lifts you up like a child or Drags you down like a stone to Consume you till you choose to let this go. Choose to let this go.
Give away the stone. Let the oceans take and transmutate this cold and fated anchor. Give away the stone. Let the waters kiss and transmutate these leaden grudges into gold.
Let go.
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"'Our deepest fear is not that we are inadequate. Our deepest fear is that we are powerful beyond measure. It is our light, not our darkness that most frightens us.' We ask ourselves, Who am I to be brilliant, gorgeous, talented, fabulous? Actually, who are you not to be? You are a child of God. Your playing small does not serve the world. There's nothing enlightened about shrinking so that other people won't feel insecure around you. We are all meant to shine, as children do. We were born to make manifest the glory of God that is within us. It's not just in some of us; it's in everyone. And as we let our own light shine, we unconsciously give other people permission to do the same. As we're liberated from our own fear, our presence automatically liberates others."

O.K., so there is nothing really general about me, but here goes, for the sake of going along with the flow. My intrests are: my KIDS (FIRST & FOREMOST, THE ANGELS PUT HERE ON EARTH TO GIVE US HOPE),my friends (THE REAL ONES THAT HELP ME MAKE IT THROUGH THIS LIFE), art, tattoos, fashion, photography, politics, discovering the "TRUTH", design, make-up, making THINGS, ~MUSIC~ (THE KIND THAT MOVES YOU, MAKES YOU THINK, OR HAS A CUTE DRUMMER-J/K!*you know who you are though!), -love-&hearts (THE KIND THAT HURTS SOMETIMES, AND THE KIND THAT MAKES IT ALL WORTH WHILE), snowboarding, feeling free, SPIRITUALITY -not- "ORGANIZED RELIGION", homeopathic HEALING (BECAUSE WE ARE ALL POLLUTED AND NEED TO BE HEALTHIER), fashion, and last but not least-people and concepts that break away from the NORM. (I WANT YOU TO TELL ME SOMETHING I DON'T ALREADY KNOW, I'M BORED & I'M COMPLEX I WANT YOU TO SHOCK ME OR CHALLENGE MY MIND)

I'd like to meet:



Anyone from my past: THIS LIFE (OR) ANOTHER, outgoing, down to EARTH people. People who think differently. People who have something to say and are willing to speak their mind. PEOPLE WHO UNDERSTAND THE WORD R-E-S-P-E-C-T & people who respect themselves. People who feel and People who have PASSION. People who get it and get ME. Ask me no questions & I'll tell u no lies! AS FAR AS RELATIONSHIPS GO, I'm not looking for anything as far as dating/sex goes! Please Don't even try to approach me in that aspect! I'm not the one so don't even think about it!!! Sucker for tattoos, drummers and boys who like DIRT, and I don't mean boys who don't shower daily! Please no FAKE people, keep it real..... Usually I find myself surrounded by other Geminis and Leo's but nothings set in stone when it comes to signs..or Love for that matter. I might seem very serious as far as my profile goes, but I have a kind of twisted sense of humor and I do LOVE anyone who can make me laugh. Laughter is GOOD for the SOUL!

=GEMINI IS THE SIGN OF THE TWINS=

Music:

A little bit of EVERYTHING, I really don't like to categorize my musical intrests to one or two Genres. I seem to suprise even my own limitations so I find it best not to set them...when it comes to music that is... ;)

BITE THE HAND THAT FEEDS YOU POISON...

http://www.aztlan.net

Movies:

Scarface,THE FUCKING MATRIX (ALL OF THEM!!!), Austin Powers, The Ring, American History X, Pulp Fiction, Almost Famous, Reservoir Dogs, The Neverending Story, The Wizard of Oz

Television:

OH YOU MEAN THAT IMPLEMENT USED TO BRAINWASH YOU?!?!? WHO HAS TIME??? & IF I DO IT'S NOT 4 TV!

BITE THE HAND THAT FEEDS YOU POISON...

Books:

CURRENTLY READING: The Voice of Knowledge, The Art of Happiness, Feed Your Tiger, What Smart Women Know, Anger-Wisdom for Cooling The Flames, When Things Fall Apart, amongst others....I read A LOT but mostly about "REAL" things, not fiction...If something intrests me I will get as much information as i can from different sources as to draw my own conclussion...You cant believe everything you read, or see, or hear for that matter! Never really have time to sit & read a novel unless its something that really grabs my attention like , Fashion, Astrology, Numerology, Conspiracy Theories, Spirituality, Meditation, Massage, Art & Photography, Homeopathic Healing or Super Natural kind of stuff.

Heroes:

MY SONS, MY LIFE, MY BLOOD AND MY REASON FOR LIVING!

My Blog

...and out of the muddiest waters, a Lotus blooms

...and out of the darkness   cometh the LIGHT!but in the dead of night,beware of what seems to be bright,EVIL conceals & molests what is right!Once again I'm reminded...Devils on this pa...
Posted by liiliillliil-SCAN THIS! on Tue, 14 Nov 2006 05:20:00 PST

BOOK OF ME

STAGGERED AND STUCK IN THIS OPEN BOOK   SUSPENSE SO HEAVY-I'M FEARFUL TO LOOKTHESE PAGES PROGRESSING, ONE-BY-ONEUNCERTAINTY NOW OF JUST HOW THIS BEGUN?INSIDE-OUT, RICH  HAZE  FROM ...
Posted by liiliillliil-SCAN THIS! on Tue, 07 Nov 2006 05:30:00 PST

FATE

EYES I CANNOT BEAR TO VISUALIZEHOPES AND DREAMS ALL FANTASIZETOUCH TURNED STALE FROM DISSAPOINTMENTTOO MANY WORDS BURRIED TO FERMENTYOU CANNOT HIDE THE TRUTH FROM MEI ALREADY FEEL, ITS ALL I CAN SEEST...
Posted by liiliillliil-SCAN THIS! on Wed, 06 Sep 2006 10:46:00 PST

LOST, LIFE, LOVE, LUNACY

Im swimming then I'm sinking fastAlways progressing to quick to graspI thought my life was something else Now I'm LOST in a void of empty shelvesQuick to jump and long to fallIv'e built myself this EI...
Posted by liiliillliil-SCAN THIS! on Mon, 19 Jun 2006 11:07:00 PST

THE ROAD LESS TRAVELED...

I remember so clearly the night I sat up & criedMy body swayed back and forth  and I held my child while he silently  lied A rush of thoughts, energy & EVIL did stirI chantted &...
Posted by liiliillliil-SCAN THIS! on Fri, 03 Mar 2006 01:16:00 PST

The girl whou thought she should know...

For years I wondered and drifted aloneIn a depthless ocean I was a stoneIn 2001 I was given a sonI felt true hapiness I had finally wonI then married my soulmate, the father of my childHopeful of love...
Posted by liiliillliil-SCAN THIS! on Wed, 01 Mar 2006 02:01:00 PST

Yah, I knew it!

.. You scored as Sex God. You are a master at sex. You make your partner weak in the knees, and you know it. You've had the practice, and you've read the books, but don't get too cocky (pun intended) ...
Posted by liiliillliil-SCAN THIS! on Sat, 25 Feb 2006 02:54:00 PST