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*Black Widow*

I got a bowlin' ball in my stomach, I got a desert in my mouth..figures that my courage would choose

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I'd like to meet:

am i alone in this? never a night where i can sleep myself till day. we must try to figure it out, figure it out. it won't be that easy. we lost it somehow.you come over unannounced. silence broken by your voice in the dark. i need you here tonight just like the ocean needs the waves.oh, the night becomes the space that's somewhere in between what i feel and what i'm told. sitting on the shoreline trying to figure it out, figure it out. to find out the meaning and reach it somehow.you come over unannounced. silence broken by your voice in the dark. i need you here tonight just like the ocean needs the waves.fall around me now, like stars that shine and brighten the way. i need you here tonight just like this night it needs the rain. the season has changed. the wind, it blows colder now, colder now. the clouds are raised, the rain it falls harder now, all around.you come over unannounced. silence broken by your voice in the dark. i need you here tonight, just like the ocean needs the waves. so fall around me now. just like stars that shine and brighten the way. i need you here tonight just like this night it needs the rain. over unannounced, silence broken by your voice in the dark. i need you here tonight, just like the ocean needs the waves. just like the stars that fall around me now.

Music:


Thievery Corporation,Broken Social Scene, Morcheeba,Laika,Tori Amos, Prince,Fear Factory,The Bravery,Enya,Beth Orton,Comeback Kid,Mae, Hot Rod Circuit,Bjork,Radiohead,The Sundays, The Swans,Type O Negative,The Faint,Cruxshadows,OLD Metallica,DEE-Lite, Caliban, Joni Mitchell, Depeche Mode,New Order,Matchbook Romance, Saosin,Armor for Sleep,Jane's Addiction,Time Spent Driving,Postal Service,Death Cab for Cutie,The Cure, Cave In,Deftones,Norma Jean,Slayer, Sick of it All, Shadows fall, Siouxie and the Banshees,Slipknot,Pink Floyd & Incubus are some to name a few.. Jazz greats like Mingus,Coltrane and Miles Davis of course. But other than that I like most genres such as hardcore,metal,screamo,emo, hardstyle,jungle,dnb,trance,breaks, classic rock, techno, hard house,jazz, new & old school hip-hop, Goth-Industrial, 80's, new age,classical, indie, new wave, reggae

Brandon Boyd!!

I AM 75% METAL HEAD!
I was born with the mark of the beast on my forehead and an axe in my arms. I am the god of all things metal! Now if only I could get my parents to give me back my car keys..... Take the METAL HEAD test at Fuali.com

Movies:

.. width="425" height="350" ..Closer,Power of One,Eternal Sunshine of the Spotless Mind, Elephant Man, Heathers,Fight Club,Greg Aracki films, Mulholland Dr, anything from Kevin Smith,Cameron Crowe, Oliver Stone, Any Horror flicks(especially the classics like the fucking Exorcist , The Bad Seed, Rosemary's Baby!!) Garden State,A Bronx Tale,The Incredibles, Woody Allen flicks, big fan of indies(not undies although those are great too)!!

Television:

The OC,Sopranos, ER, The Venture Brothers, LOST,anything dealing with forensics or serial killers(non-fiction) Ed, six feet under.....just remember Reality is not on TV!

Books:

The DaVinci Code, Catcher in the Rye, Mutant Message Down Under, Lance Armstong's books, Anything Celestinian, and of course Richard Bach's books.....Anything by Thich Nhat Hanh, anything that makes me question life and the world we live in...Let's just say I get lost in the library and book store for hours......

Heroes:

Betty Friedan, Margaret Thatcher & Mahatma Gandhi, Frida Kahlo is just amazing.......
Trent Reznor !!

My Blog

a tori song always finds it's way to new meaning in my life

The power of orange knickers under my petty coat the power of listening to what you don't want me to know Can somebody tell me now who is this terrorist those girls that smile kindly then rip your li...
Posted by *Black Widow* on Thu, 30 Nov 2006 04:54:00 PST

wishful thinking

Come back to me and knock on my doorand take me by the arms and look deep into my eyesand tell me to wake up from this horrific nightmaretell me how this was all a dream and none of it was realTake me...
Posted by *Black Widow* on Mon, 06 Nov 2006 05:02:00 PST

the neverending story

Well, I have officially ran out of tissues. I don't want to say that it's all from my cold either. But, it isn't. I am the official bummer. I can't be seen in public as I am a walking time bomb ready ...
Posted by *Black Widow* on Sun, 05 Nov 2006 09:04:00 PST

some people

I just don't know how they have gotten this far in life. Only in America are you allowed to be this idiotic. I mean come on people...USE YOUR BRAIN. It can't be that hard.
Posted by *Black Widow* on Mon, 01 Jan 1900 12:00:00 PST

FUCK YOU and you

and you and you and you and you and you and you and you and you and you and you and you and you and you and you and you and you and you and you and you and you and you and you and you and you and you ...
Posted by *Black Widow* on Mon, 01 Jan 1900 12:00:00 PST

you're everything

find me hereand speak to meI want to feel youI need to hear youyou are the lightthat's leading meto the placewhere I find peace againyou are the strengththat keeps me walkingyou are the hopethat keep...
Posted by *Black Widow* on Mon, 01 Jan 1900 12:00:00 PST

Never thought I would like Bright Eyes, but alas....

Love is an excuse to get hurt And to hurt "Do you like to hurt?" "I do! I do!""Then hurt me."   god damn love.
Posted by *Black Widow* on Mon, 01 Jan 1900 12:00:00 PST

party pics saturday night.......

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Posted by *Black Widow* on Mon, 01 Jan 1900 12:00:00 PST

hurt

i hurt myself today to see if i still feel i focus on the pain the only thing that's real the needle tears a hole the old familiar sting try to kill it all away but i remember everything what ...
Posted by *Black Widow* on Mon, 01 Jan 1900 12:00:00 PST

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Posted by *Black Widow* on Mon, 01 Jan 1900 12:00:00 PST