Life has dealt me many hard knocks. I am surprised with myself that at 52 years of age, I am still amongst the living. For the moment I am "A True Survivor of Severe Child Abuse." I have more down moments than I do up moments. Physically, I need to be reclined most of my time awake due to bone degeneration. I am on a constant Roller Coaster of more low time rather then high times.Trying to figure a way out of my rut. Melissa my daughter lives 1400 miles away as well as my Step-Daughter Kelly. It has been at least 4 years since I last spoke with her.I have no friends here in Orlando to be able to engage in real life conversations, so I feel like a caged up little animal.