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About Me

1) ...A long time ago I came to know the answer to the question, "What is the Meaning of Existence?"I suppose it's fairly obvious once you hear it. The odd thing... which surprised me, is how little knowing the answer has changed things...2) I like to Re-humanize people.3) I pick up Trash. ( No, -- Trash, the stuff people drop on the ground and it blows away. I hate trash.)4) I'm in a period of transition. I don't yet know what into or why... -- I'm still trying to figure if it'll happen by itself, or if I have to get up and do something about it... :)5) I'm a perfectionist. Who is overly aware of his own imperfections.6) I am very outgoing, yet very private and shy. Both at the same time...7) ... I want... sometimes, part of me, -- wants to be in love again.Sometimes so painfully that I hold my breathe. ... until the pain fades, and I go on living...- B -
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My Interests

I'd like to meet:

Intelligent and thoughtful people....someone to better help me to see myself for who I am. ...someone with the will to gently see me as deeply as they themselves would wish to be known.

My Blog

TRUTH...

Truth... TRUTH... T R U T H!    Oddly the more I look at the word, at the particular arrangement of letters, the less sense it seems to make.   It starts to look something like Egyptian...
Posted by on Sun, 23 Nov 2008 15:10:00 GMT

so, thanks...

GodGave me Vision to See how things could be...God Gave me Heart to Care about how things are...-- So now I feel like shit because because I see things suck, and I'm not serene enough to accept i...
Posted by on Fri, 27 Jun 2008 17:06:00 GMT

So. -- like,... who reads this anyway...?

ok....so I started this site a while ago...and... yeah, I'm like, still trying to figure out what for and why.I mean, yeah, sure it's like cool and all... you know, like, "hey, ok, ...I've got a Myspa...
Posted by on Thu, 12 Jun 2008 22:22:00 GMT

The Water is so cold... the surface, so far above...

So I really don't know where to start on this entry...During the day lot's of ideas flit through my mind's labyrinth... little effervescent bubbles swirling, churning, and popping up from who knows wh...
Posted by on Mon, 09 Jun 2008 23:02:00 GMT

A Chosen Blindness

Where to start?Where does a twirling sphere begin?Where does it end?---He barely breathes. His nostrils, dried by their passive witness to the bare flow of inhalation, exhalation, inhalation again --...
Posted by on Wed, 14 May 2008 22:22:00 GMT

certainty

He sits. He sits and he wonders.So much time he has spent this way.To what end?He believes he knows.Believes that he senses some aid, some comfort.He is not by himself, yet he feels so alone.In idlene...
Posted by on Wed, 14 May 2008 21:31:00 GMT

Things Ive been thinking about...

I am torn.So many thoughts. So much churning of energies within. Some part of me senses a glimpse of the master plan, some part of me pulls back in fear. I feel so small so often. The problems so larg...
Posted by on Wed, 23 Apr 2008 03:06:00 GMT

Some Vital Information regarding Important Interpersonal Aspects of Human Existence!

This link from www.fastandloud.com basically lays it all out.It lets you understand what we are really here for... and why. LOL !   (OK, Maybe just some of us...)http://www.fastandloud.com/u...
Posted by on Thu, 10 Apr 2008 09:26:00 GMT

Every time is like a road with no lines down the middle...

     It’s an interesting thing being alive.It is also an interesting thing to seejust how alone we can all be when we are surrounded by others like ourselves who so desperate...
Posted by on Sun, 06 Apr 2008 22:24:00 GMT

Welcome to My Secret Life as a Toad

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Posted by on Sat, 05 Apr 2008 01:59:00 GMT