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aMFd

youll tear us apart

About Me


use your head
killer
ready for war
[im no one too special]
[but I'm pretty fucken dope]
[or whatever "sick with it" means]
[damn right.. i FUCKEN SAID IT!!]

[i do have a close relationship with the Lord]
[i was brought up with awesome mistakes]
[I have the greatest sister in the world]
[i have crazy ass friends]
[please dont try to get all mixed up with me]
[really. just stop.]
[honestly.. i dont lead to happiness]
[keep moving and dont turn back]
[I like what I like. Who cares?]
[don’t ask me if they fucken hurt]
[yup. Im short. And yup my heads kinda big]
[im VERY literal]
[i act upon irrationality]
[i guess im verbally abusive, eh]
[I have a bad memory]
[i don’t really give a shit about lots of things]
[i dont establish my dominance early on]
[but i DO establish it nonetheless]
[I speak in riddles]
[i could sound like a book]
[that normally happens when you stump me]
[I’m hardly on time]
[i never thought as myself as being the fat chick]
[but ive gotten referred to it]
[then again.. people call me alot of things]
[doesnt mean you're welcome to]
[im pretty sure i dont like you THAT much]
[one doesnt die with dignity, but lives with it]
[ive found my life twin in a few different people]
[sometimes the best way to look at yourself]
[is thru someone elses eyes]
[I fucken hit and kick. So what?]
[I burp then blow it in your gat damn face,
friend or no friend]
[the Army has taken over my life]
[I like people who are like me]
[I like people who aren’t like me]
[just don’t tell me what to fucken do]
[I’ll fuck a bitch up]
[no joke.]
[im nice when I want to be]
[im nice when I don’t want to be]
[i sound like im being sarcastic. but nay.]
[i mean EVERYTHING i say when i say it]
[call me out on my shit]
[ill call you out on yours]
[and dont be a bitch about it.]
[ready.? FUCK: Tx, Wa, Vt, Ny && Hi]
[if youre afraid of the truth]
[i suggest you not associate yourself with me.]
[just because you open up your legs to have a kid]
[DOESNT make you a parent in the least]
[im not pregnant thank GOD]
[just because you lie]
[doesnt mean everyone will believe you]
[yes you are pinay]
[but you sure as FUCK aint hot]
[stupid bitches are everywhere.]
[FUCK YEAH im probably talking about YOU]
[im not hardcore NOR do i claim to be.]
[but under the right circumstances..]
[i will fuck up a pretty face.]
[or an ugly face at that]
[I can be a Twat when I want to be]
[I can be a Twat when I don’t want to be]
[when I want your opinion ill fucken ASK]
[Not-So-Bright Cunts can talk all they want]
[1. fuck your mother 2. fuck your eyes]
[grow some and finish your deed snatch]
[make a note: up the street]
[I don’t like giving advice so don’t fucken ask me]
[if youre not smart DON’T act like you are]
[i dont eat peas cause apparently you can get AIDS]
[again, quit acting educated.]
[im a bad speller]
[but I know big words AND what they mean]
[the Lord blessed me with spell check]
[a friend in need is a pest]
[perseverance does NOT EQUAL worthiness]
[and if you cant “take” me then LATE]
[I haven’t changed in years]
[what the FUCK makes you think ill change for you?]
posterus
the road to my house is paved with good intentions, hired a contruction crew because its hell on the engine. you are the dreamer and we are the dream.
i could write it better then you ever felt it.

My Interests

I'd like to meet:

no one really.. honestly dont try to add me if you one of them friends whores.. i clean up my list weekly and rid those who i deem unworthy.. so yeah.. if youre lame just [FUCK OFF] ahead of schedule.. im down if yous a hoe but who can REALLY get turned on by: oooh's and mmmmmhmmmm's..? nope.. not i..
so please save me the time to scroll thru my shit to delete your ass in the near future.. oh yeah if your one here to STALK go ahead you fucken gimp, check it bitch:

damn fucken right YOU
1]i was better then you back then
2]im better then you now
3]i will always be better then you
anything BUT average

do me a favor.. go rock yourself in the upward fetal position and chant your meaningless babble to some other bitch cause this one finds no problem kicking you when youre down on the ground just because i take responsibility for my ACTIONS doesnt mean im not heartless so fucken test me PLEASE because not only is my heart not in the right spot its not even there

Music:

[thursday]-[thrice]-[armor.for.sleep]-[jack.johnson]-[sugar. cult]-[our.lady.peace]-[bright.eyes]-[ben.harper]-[brand.new ]-[slipknot]-[from.autumn.to.ashes]-[taking.back.sunday]-[th e.used]-[she.wants.revenge]-[from.first.to.last]-[red.hot.ch ili.peppers]-[sublime]-[manson]-[aerosmith]-[the.fray]-x[the .firing.line]-[ikarus]-[monsters.are.waiting]

Movies:

[AmericanHistoryX]
[TheJacket]
[16Blocks]
[DropDeadFred]
[25thHour]
[DonnieDarko]
[1/2Baked]
[SLCPunk]
[TheDeparted]
[EmpireRecords]
[NightAtTheMuseum]

Books:

[aMillionLittlePieces]
[MyFriendLeonard]
[TheBigSleep]
[PostSecret]
[RunningWithSissors]

Heroes:

Guernica Ever since I was young your word is the word that always won. Worry and wake the ones you love. A phone call I'd rather not receive. Please use my body while I sleep. My lungs are fresh and yours to keep, Kept clean and they will let you breathe.Is this the way a toy feels when its batteries run dry? I am the watch you always wear but you forget to wind.Nobody plans to be half a world away at times like these, so I sat alone and waited out the night. The best part of what has happened was the part I must have missed. So I'm asking you to shine it on and stick around. I'm not writing my goodbyes.I submit no excuse. If this is what I have to do I owe you every day I wake. If I could I would shrink myself and sink through your skin to your blood cells and remove whatever makes you hurt but I am too weak to be your cure.Is this the way a toy feels when its batteries run dry? I am the watch you always wear but you forget to wind.Nobody plans to be half a world away at times like these, so I sat alone and waited out the night. The best part of what has happened was the part I must have missed. So I'm asking you to shine it on and stick around. I'm not writing my goodbyes.I'm not letting you check out. You will beat this starting now and you will always be around. I'm there to monitor your breathing I will watch you while you're sleeping. I will keep you safe and sound. Does anybody remember back when you were very young. Did you ever think that you would be this blessed?Nobody plans to be half a world away at times like these, so I sat alone and waited out the night. The best part of what has happened was the part I must have missed. So I'm asking you to shine it on and stick around. I'm not writing my goodbyes.
Vermillion She seems dressed in all the rings Of past fatalities So fragile yet so devious She continues to see it Climatic hands that press Her temples and my chest Enter the night that she came home ForeverOh (She's the only one that makes me sad)She is everything and more The solemn hypnotic My Dahlia bathed in possession She is home to meI get nervous, perverse, when I see her it's worse But the stress is astounding It's now or never she's coming home ForeverOh (She's the only one that makes me sad)Hard to say what caught my attention Fixed And crazy, Aphid Attraction Carve my name in my face, to recognize Such a pheromone cult to terrorizeI won't let this build up inside of me I won't let this build up inside of me I won't let this build up inside of me I won't let this build up inside of me(Yeah!)I'm a slave, and I am a master No restraints and, unchecked collectors I exist through my need, to self oblige She is something in me, that I despiseI won't let this build up inside of me I won't let this build up inside of me I won't let this build up inside of me I won't let this build up inside of meI won't let this build up inside of me I won't let this build up inside of me I won't let this build up inside of me I won't let this build up inside of meSHE ISN'T REAL! I CAN'T MAKE HER REAL! SHE ISN'T REAL! I CAN'T MAKE HER REAL!(She isn't real, I can't make her real) (She isn't real, I can't make her real)
Snap-- - One more time and I'm gonna snap One more time… I swear, I'm gonna Snap! (I'm gonna snap) I'm gonna snap! (I'm gonna snap)1, 2, Look out behind you Bitch, gonna be on all you Peace suffocates their freedom This'll better me, a part of me You were a par and a nag Thinkin' that you lost, my friend It doesn't matter what price, you win Blood, sweat, and bastard-size Stare into the killer in your eyes!Besiege me! I kiss your cancer Deceiving, this doesn't matter Becoming degraded, dated Behind me, one more I swear I'm gonna Snap! (I'm gonna snap) I'm gonna snap! (I'm gonna snap)Snap! (I'm gonna snap) I'm gonna snap! (I'm gonna snap)All I want is what is mine All I want is what is mine You ain't no fuckin' friend of mine All I want is what is mine All I want is what is mine You ain't no fuckin' friend of mine One more time and I'm gonna snap(Snap!) One more time… I'm going to fucking... Snap! (I'm gonna snap) I'm gonna snap!
The After Dinner Payback
I'm not wasting anymore I'm not writing songs for you I sleep better in the dark I'm not doing this for you This is because of you I don't believe Done time, the institute of my release You're my...my reason to stay My reason to stayI'm not wasting anymore I'm not writing songs for you I sleep better in the dark I'm not doing this for you This is because of you I don't believe Done time, the institute of my releaseOne wish: that this is over You are just a waste of time Discarded, worthless, throw me away Will I tear you apart? Will it, will it tear you apart? When I turn and walk away? Looked back and...not worth the effort Stolen and chewed up, cut, scathed, and relieved Looked back and...not worth the effort You've stolen the true skinOne wish: that this is over You are just a waste of time Discarded, worthless, throw me away Will I tear you apart? Will it, will it tear you apart? Will I turn and walk away?I'm not holding onto this I'm not wasting words on you I sleep alone in spite of me I'd do anything for you This is because of you I feel relieved Got time to waste again when I believe You're my...my reason to bleed My reason to bleedI'm not holding onto this I'm not wasting words on you I sleep alone in spite of me I'd do anything for you This is because of you I feel relieved Got time to waste again when I believe You're my... You're my My reason to bleed My reason to bleed
Limousine hey, you're right get your petals out and lay them in the aisle pretend your garden grows and that it's your day to wed. we found your man he's drinking up, he's all-american. and he'll drive. he's voluntarily graced to end your life, he'll tidy up, it's sad to hope leave your shell to us, you explode, you firefly, a tiny boat with all, further on the world tilts back and poison pours. and so, your satellite. you're a tidal wave, you're a big surprise. and I, one more night to be your mother.this signal interrupts, maybe it's frequency's not strong enough. it remade my hands and smile, we will miss you but in time you'll get set up, we will rise!you're so free, yeah you were right about me, can I get myself back from underneath this guilt that will crush me, and in the choir i saw a sad messiah, he was bored and tired of my laments, 'said I died for you one time but never again.(never again) well I love you so much, but do me a favor baby don't reply. 'cause I can dish it out, but I can't take it.(never again) one'll love you so much, but do me a favor baby don't reply. 'cause I can dish it out, but I can't take it.(never again) two'll love you so much, but do me a favor baby don't reply. 'cause I can dish it out, but I can't take it.(never again) three'll love you so much, but do me a favor baby don't reply. 'cause I can dish it out, but I can't take it.(never again) four'll love you so much, but do me a favor baby don't reply. 'cause I can dish it out, but I can't take it.(never again) five'll love you so much, but do me a favor baby don't reply, 'cause I can dish it out, but I can't take it.(never again) six will love you so much, but do me a favor baby don't reply. 'cause I can dish it out, but I can't take it.(never again) seven loves you so much, but do me a favor baby don't reply. 'cause I can dish it out, but I can't take it.(never again) I said loved you so much, but do me a favor baby don't reply. 'cause I can dish it out, but I can't take it.

My Blog

i cant do everything.. well.. i can try [is vicis]

currently listening to:upside down [jack.johnson] level iii[anatomy && physiology]+[medical surgical]+[pharmacology]yes its startedit has started a couple weeks backbut tomorrow is our first e...
Posted by a.MF.d on Thu, 25 Jan 2007 11:51:00 PST

out of cash && I.O.U.s

currently listening to:me vs. maradona vs. elvis [brand.new] My tongue will taste of gin and malicious intent im gonna be fucken 24 this yearand people around me keep acting like theyre 17it gets old ...
Posted by a.MF.d on Fri, 12 Jan 2007 02:09:00 PST

oh the life we lead..

so we sought to take over this land people label "Sin City" [jejeje Sin City was a Great movie] anywho- all i had on my mind was a good fellow named Dane. Dane Damn Cook. woo!! i came to Vegas [a city...
Posted by a.MF.d on Fri, 24 Nov 2006 03:10:00 PST

Rx: BrandNew

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Posted by a.MF.d on Thu, 03 Aug 2006 01:39:00 PST

1000:0

A part of me loves it, and a part of me keeps thinking I think Ive made a mistake but mistakes arent made. They arent premeditated either.   Then again the little part of me that loves it is wor...
Posted by a.MF.d on Fri, 07 Jul 2006 04:25:00 PST

enGlish

When you look at it from my point of view, it could be the best and worst thing that could ever happen to a person in my shoes.   My shoes. Not yours. Mine.   So a year will pass.. Ill get...
Posted by a.MF.d on Thu, 08 Jun 2006 10:57:00 PST

..i'll have better credit when i'm 23..

I had this thought about my life lately. When is it really going to start? After I graduate? When I pay off all my debts? When I finally buy my house and have my mortgage and 2 car garage with my pet...
Posted by a.MF.d on Thu, 09 Mar 2006 10:31:00 PST

Sylvia Doesnt Rhyme Silly Twat

talk all the shit you want. throw whatever you want at me. your claims we proved unfucken worthy. tired girl. my life is fucken gold and the havoc you so blindly seek to surface is anything but ha...
Posted by a.MF.d on Sat, 21 Jan 2006 01:22:00 PST

"..if you could just write me out.." and the best of luck to you..

Nature Vs. Deed Vs.You Law of nature. (a) A broad generalization expressive of the constant action, or effect, of natural conditions; as, death is a law of nature; self-defense is a law of nature. (...
Posted by a.MF.d on Sat, 21 Jan 2006 12:53:00 PST

"...of the day you wished you could...."

Fuck the system? Fuck the system of serving your country and coming home to a 9 to 5 with no full benefits, go home to your not so perfect family to your 5 bedroom 3 bath 2 car garage home with your ...
Posted by a.MF.d on Fri, 20 Jan 2006 11:10:00 PST