Pain | 
I feel my chest getting tighter with every breath. I feel each breath futher and futher from my reach.
I feel as if I have a cut so deep it just can't stop bleeding not matter how many bandages I put ... Posted by Jaelis on Fri, 26 Jan 2007 07:12:00 PST | 
I will | 
I will stop caring about those who don't care  about me.
I will love myself 1st and put my needs  1st.
I will be a great mother and father to my son.
I will give my all to my son.
I will lov... Posted by Jaelis on Thu, 18 Jan 2007 08:03:00 PST | 
I thought | 
I thought I met the man I would grow old with. I thought I met my soulmate, I thought the search for love and happiness was over. I thought  my life was complete. Then when my dream became a nigh... Posted by Jaelis on Mon, 15 Jan 2007 09:16:00 PST | 
My son | 
My son has brought me so much joy. I am so scared to fail at this. This is one thing I have to get right. He deserves the very best. I love him. My body gets chills when I look at him.  I can't s... Posted by Jaelis on Fri, 12 Jan 2007 07:50:00 PST | 
Sorry Baby | 
I am sorry baby.  I am so sorry for so many things.  I am sorry I didn't make better choices for you. I am sorry I didn't  prepare myself better for mother hood.  I am sorry I held... Posted by Jaelis on Tue, 12 Dec 2006 07:08:00 PST |