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Mi$$y

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About Me

you know me better than i do , it just so happens---- i'm lucky enough----- to be a different person every day!! i'm messy , i like art , my world is what my ears can cling on to and i stay all day wherever the notes go , i love abstract , i don't really like being around people, but- i enjoy everyones character ,.life is beautiful , i like smokeing way too much , i stay away from boys and booze , i'm a mother ,i have two sons , single-parent ,(he's off somewhere givin a poor girl a baby ,2) -if you count him +.... i live in a cave =an come out to gather -i hate goin to wal-mart , i love bein alone--- at night with my camera or 7 books. what the hell is add ? it' s true-- no one likes you when your 23 .i have no social skills ., i'm a huge nerd , i'm not romanticly suave .i like god , i think right now though he might be mad at me .i see everything in lines and numbers an make reality out of the pictures around me that i find useful. everything else doesn't have a chance in my head ... i get stuck on things and people sometimes , radiohead has been my inner soundtrack for the past decade. dreams are my worst enemy , if they had their way with me i could easily be content in doing nothing at all , just thinking my life away , i'm a loner , you could'nt pay me enough. to make me read a people magazine , i'm just not that interested , I'm too busy trying to figure this place out , books hold my lunatic heart , constantly fighting an overwhelming sense of bein on the edge of a massive cliff , loseing balance and trying to hold on to sanity ,( whatSSS real)? , i think this life is a test.. i shall be the mouse digging a tunnel, with the bones of my fallen foes, and as i head for the woods- after i get tired, of floating through the maze - i'm for sure gonna mess with the prick that didnt give me any------- cheese Myspace Layouts

My Blog

lost

pain pain soo much of it  i can't stop weeping  i gave it my all  now i'm at a loose  no more best friend or loverjust me and my thoughts and the daily motions  i pray this tormenting sorrow will less...
Posted by on Tue, 24 Feb 2009 19:27:00 GMT

pain

hurts so bad  feel dead inside trying to follow what i think is best  but why does it rip me to shreads
Posted by on Tue, 24 Feb 2009 19:09:00 GMT

i'm the wolf , one you want

The pace quickens and truths shine through sick of feeling millions of miles from shore baptize the brain and make all the dread evaporate I alienate myself stuck in dreaming reality hardly holds any ...
Posted by on Sun, 22 Feb 2009 21:09:00 GMT

open the deadbolt

turn your head as i fumble around  the top of the stairs  insert cotton block the bones cracking
Posted by on Thu, 22 Jan 2009 21:20:00 GMT

falling

oh god whats this fucking life for you give us these joys but plauge us with rudundant sorrows  thought i could overcome what was coming for me  but the moments i pretended away of little people who h...
Posted by on Sun, 11 Jan 2009 00:52:00 GMT

empty

Why do I feel like I'm swimming inside a dead sea. I push everyone aside to be one with all my compulsive thoughts. I'm guilty as. Thought I am crazy will this place always swallow me. And leave me in...
Posted by on Sat, 18 Oct 2008 17:50:00 GMT

what the ,,,,

are you fucking kidding me???? five years of shit i went through to try and keep a family together and now he says he cheated on me the whole time ,. what were we even fighting for ? obviously nothing...
Posted by on Fri, 19 Sep 2008 13:45:00 GMT

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soo lost  soo fucking lost  point me towards the door soo i can slam it shut   wonder around on the rusty nails  trapped in  time  dreaming is no happy  re...
Posted by on Thu, 28 Aug 2008 14:23:00 GMT

that is it

 "There are no more barriers to cross. All I have in common with the uncontrollable and the insane, the vicious and the evil, all the mayhem I have caused and my utter indifference toward it I ha...
Posted by on Tue, 26 Aug 2008 17:49:00 GMT

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..TR> when our senses do actually convey into our understandings any idea, we cannot but be satisfied that there doth something at that time really exist without us, which doth affect our senses, a...
Posted by on Tue, 26 Aug 2008 10:22:00 GMT