Shaken by passion, fueled by intellect, inspired by music and driven by desire.
The stone hearted boi with the blackest heart
who smokes menthol lights and suffers for his art.
The wayward stranger with a crooked smile
whose given up on things worthwhile.
The tortured artist who spills soul on canvas
and searches for meaning amongst all the madness.
The kindred spirit familliar to pain
with a love thats been broken again and again.
The shadow that traces my steps in the night
whispers in my ear but stays just out of sight.
The lonesome soul whose song gives me chills,
and whose presence alone gives me unending thrills.
If we all are actors and the world is a stage, then my soundtrack includes:
The Cure, Portishead, Skinny Puppy, Bauhaus, Billie Holiday, Sneaker Pimps, Death Cab for Cutie, TPS, VNV Nation, Dead Can Dance, Rasputina, Black Tape for a Blue Girl, HIM, Christian Death, Elvis (Early Hillbilly Elvis Specifically), Belle & Sebastian, Suicide Commando, KMFDM, Crystal Method, Black Atmosphere, Concrete Blonde, Bikini Kill (All Hail Kathlenn Hanna), PJ Harvey, Poe, Tori Amos, Disturbed, Static X, KidneyTheives, Dresden Dolls, The Donnas, Johhny Cash, The Smiths, Mazzy Star, No Doubt, AFI, Slipknot, Sinatra, Brian Setzer, Human League, Jawbreaker, Sex Pistols, Cabaret Voltaire,I nterpol, The Ravonettes, Social D, The Ramones, Incubus Succubus, Alien Sex Fiend, Seraphim Shock, Otep, Kittie, Apoptygma Berzerk, Chopin, Funkr Vogt, Gregorian Chants, Velvet Acid Christ, Patsy Cline, NIN, Tool, Genitorturers, Kirlian Camera, Marilyn Manson, Queen Adreena, Offspring, Deftones, Flogging Molly, Blazing Haley, Sarah Brightman, Rehab, Sisters of Mercy, Front 242, Siouxsie Sioux, Front Line Assembly ,Ladytron, Collide, Lacuna Coil, CKY, White Zombie, Chris Issak, Type O Negative, Tapping The Vein, L7, Joan Jett, Green Day, Bethoven, Mindless Self Indulgence, Mustard Plug, Assemblage 23, k0rn, London After Midnight, Barbee Killed Ken (Gawd I miss them), Faith and The Muse, Anathema, Air, Nick Cave (Bad Seeds & All),The Faint...
Ghost in the Shell, Evangelion,Ah! My Goddess, Chobits, Aeon Flux, Ascenscion, Lady Death, Blood: The Last Vampire, Vampire Hunter D, Tokyo Babylon, Fear & Loathing, The Maltese Falcon, Last House on the Left, Anything Hitchcock, Requiem for a dream ( I even made my mom watch it I thought it was that good) Bram Stokers Dracula, Kids,13..this could become a very long list kids so imma leave it at that.
Rarely have I met a book I did not like...
Dead Girls/Dead Boys/ Dead Things, The Vampire Chronicles (actually pretty much anything by Anne Rice, even the fodder published under her psuedonyms), Hotel Transylvania and other misc Chelsea Quin Yarbro, Jane Sexes it up - Tales of desire from the feminist front, Clan of the Cave Bear and the entire Earths children series by Jean M Auel, Dickens, Proust, The Iliad and the Odessey, Poppy Z Brite (Lost Souls is my all time fave), Love in Vein I & II, Splatterpunk Anything, Keroac...
Its like an orgasm, but better.