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Ashley Gots Diamonds!

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I think i have realized the point is to never stop looking, becasue once you stop looking you end up overlooking - and overlooking just may be the worst mistake you can make. I have found the importance in being the most beautiful person in the room - it is not selfish or selfless - it is knowing, for who you are, you are the best you can be, and doing those things that doubtlessley make you smile. It is beauty becasue you know all eyes are focused on...the things they search for the most - and god willing I will find those eyes that have been searching for me - and they will take beautiful photographs, becasue beauty is all they will see. I have found the need for lack of perfection and a scattered mind, nothing makes sence and most of all, it isnt supposed to - you were invented to be right where you are, right now, sleeping and awake, daydreaming or thoughtless, hopefull or full of doubt - I am a firm believer in the plan. That there is one for everyone, but you must make it happen. You must nourishe your soul and you must live with nothing but yourself to realize - this is perfection at its finest, and a ccomplete lack there of. And then breathe in and let it all out - twenty odd years of doubt in what is this and where did it come from - that is not the point. The point is - I have this and it is here with me, the point is finding the one thing that makes you the most content....and then, with shut eyes looking...let the photographs take shape...

My Interests

I think the hottest thing I own is a New Jersey Devils jersey I've had since I was about 14. I hate addiction - any type of addiction. I hate drugs. I don't like those friends you feel required to hang out with or else they'll drop you. I love horses and riding them, and I'm pretty sure I'll be in the Olympics one day. I love photography, but more so, I love the moment. I think you can't love photography unless you love life. Why else would you want to capture that. I hate trends. I love old punk music. I like knowing what things mean. I like to stand for something. I hate war - but i understand the need - I DONT UNDERSTAND THE NEED FOR THIS WAR - I hate contradiction. I hate hypocracy. I hate hollow people. I like tattoos so long as they mean something. I like tattoos you feel embarassed to talk to strangers about, you shouldnt be able to talk to strangers about things that are deep and dear to you. I like music. I like books. I like learning weird crap. I like that im a geek and I'm pretty sure I've always been one.

I'd like to meet:

"I am looking for a prince charming only without the white horse. White horses become dirty too easily, and I would have to keep him clean. I would have to feed him and groom him, and who wants that? No, me, I will take simply the prince. Only I suppose I would have to clean him as well..and feed him too. Perhaps he will arrive naked, so I would never have to wash his clothes. And he would make no noise, so as to never disagree. I imagine he must be barefoot to keep the floors tidy. And then he must be lifeless, so as to never take the attention from me." Every fairy tale has its reality. So take the good with the bad and love what you have...fight without weapons - and then you win the war ...angels fly because they take themselves lightly...

Music:

denison witmer, bob dylan, morrissey, elvis costello, johnny cash, probably a lot of stuff i haven't heard yet, against me!, sinatra, anti flag, mental, good clean fun, shelter, fiona apple, flogging molly, h2o, brothers keeper, hoods, ani difranco, bright eyes, 25 ta life, madball, sammy davis jr., new found glory, comeback kid, billy joel, M.I.A., dillinger escape plan, atmosphere, descendents, the english beat, guster, bouncing souls...ok yeah do you really think i can name all of this?

Movies:

the boondock saints, closer, the emperors new groove, foxfire, big fish, magnolia, love actually, malibu's most wanted (haha), citizen kane, mr. smith goes to washington

Television:

im a sucker for a good cartoon

Books:

The Holy, right now...Daniel Quinn is the best and i reccommend reading everything he has ever touched, er, written. Catcher in the Rye, classic? The newspaper, its a good time had by all. The Financial Times is a good rather unbiased international read...soak it up like toast

Heroes:

My grandparents have been married 54 years...who do you think my heroes are. But also - anyone who is strong enough to admit they are wrong, have fallen out or in love, can leave at the drop of a hat, and return on a whim - and entirley without intention change the/my world...but if you're looking for a person...we'll leave it at angelina jolie

My Blog

Words and such

Breathing is hard sometimes, or so the story goes, but what noone knows hurts noone. I was walking one day, through the sands of sometime and started thinking that it was all just one big fat stupid ...
Posted by Ashley Gots Diamonds! on Fri, 04 Apr 2008 08:33:00 PST

Fish Bowl

If my windows did not open I would be but a fish in a bowl. And I wouldn't have to worry about the orders of the day. I would be fed, watered and cleaned after by whom ever my god may be that day an...
Posted by Ashley Gots Diamonds! on Sat, 13 Oct 2007 07:36:00 PST

we thought we had it all

and we were all going all right... and then we bought bigger houses, and needed bigger things to fill them, bigger cars, and bigger people to drive them, higher goals and steeper debt... and we never ...
Posted by Ashley Gots Diamonds! on Mon, 30 Oct 2006 11:52:00 PST

Waiting for the Perfect...Silence...

Never felt so good... As to not have to look anymore, or worry and wonder - Where are you going...I always say, as I'm falling asleep, becasue I know you are not leaving, and I just want to hear you t...
Posted by Ashley Gots Diamonds! on Mon, 25 Sep 2006 11:34:00 PST

Something Spectacular About the Word Model

Makes you think: Are we all just waiting for some sort of title to seperate us from everyone else?  Is the whole point of being unique, a desire to be better...or simply different? If we are so t...
Posted by Ashley Gots Diamonds! on Wed, 23 Aug 2006 07:23:00 PST

You get set up and you choose the tee...

Sometimes you get set up for certain outcomesrunning into the past at the most unexpected times can lead you to1) miss it2) regret itand apparently there is a third which is to just walk.There are so ...
Posted by Ashley Gots Diamonds! on Sat, 05 Aug 2006 12:38:00 PST

I tried saying hello and it came out all wrong...

It came out jumbled and a messIt came out more like a photograph of a past, than a brand new introductionand I started thinking...is anything really new anymore?or is it just an introduction to someth...
Posted by Ashley Gots Diamonds! on Wed, 02 Aug 2006 02:27:00 PST

I tried saying hello and it came out all wrong...

It came out jumbled and a messIt came out more like a photograph of a past, than a brand new introductionand I started thinking...is anything really new anymore?or is it just an introduction to someth...
Posted by Ashley Gots Diamonds! on Wed, 02 Aug 2006 02:29:00 PST

dancing is like....

dancing is like falling in love in a spin of ups and downs...that only make sence part of the time...but in the end are worth it to reach the...dip and stare..a wink and a nod from across the room... ...
Posted by Ashley Gots Diamonds! on Mon, 31 Jul 2006 06:18:00 PST

I once tried saying I love you to a ghost

i once tried saying i love you to a ghost, and resurrecting the things he'd lost along the way...when all he really needed was to see the snow..one last time before his eyes were closed...and be there...
Posted by Ashley Gots Diamonds! on Sun, 16 Jul 2006 01:42:00 PST