its a c o l o r f u l hate story..
my life is created from my interactions with people every day
some of them live on the same level as me, and never tell anyone.
So we never know eachother, words are programed in our minds, we wake up to think of all the good were not doing;
I hate it.
I'm a summer kid, just like the rest of us, i hate to see cloudy days without rain, and the snow makes me hibernate.
I smile more when the sun is out, i don't know if its because its sunny or becasue the sky reflects my mood,
either way, you know its a good day, when Roxy's smileing and wearing mismatched colors... My hair was pink, but now its natural with one purple streak;
seriously, i don't have a camera. which is why you haven't seen it.
my clothing and hair and makeup are like the nice car i dream of having;
they don't make me, they just exist to better help you understand the complexity of my personality.
I walk into thrift stores and over-indulge myself.
I'm not as sensitive as alot of people, i'm a good listener, but ii won't cry.
They asked, and i told them i was an extreamist;
its true, i don't have mediocure days, my moments are amazing-mindblowing, or horrific.
I don't eat well, infact i eat horrible or not at all.
I don't regret it, i resent it, or more how i feel after, but i've never been keen on taking great care of myself.
I think health nuts are just full of themselves; or rediculously scared of dieing,
and i'm sick of people telling me that smoking kills,
just becasue smokers may be killing themselvs, but that doesn't mean were completely stupid.
Don't smoke.
Why? Becasue i've forgotten what its like to take a full breath of air, and you'd hate me if i told you to smoke if you wanted to, and you did, and relized that it wasn't the greatist, coolest thing in the world to be doing on a saterday night.
The sky isn't clear here, the mountain isn't as amazing as you think it might me;
I need to be near the ocean, becasue this place makes me closterphobic.
I know girls that would kill me if i was diabetic,
there so sweet and they desurve more.
But the world is a horrid place and all i want is to show you how beautiful it/us/you really are.
Roxanne --
[Verb]:
to trip and fall while running
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If the words: fuck,cunt,ass,bitch,whore,pussy,dike,dick,fag,ass goblin,bastard,god damn holy fucking cheetos,bible thumber, bingo wings,dizzy,bint,bangaxed,dolly wacker,Rodeo Butt Darts Champion, yoyo, or zipper-head; offend you,
don'ttalk to me.
Msg.
I'm colder than rain
and i have more scars than frankinstien
but i've learned plenty of things along the way
.. roxaNNe
-Hates Posing for pictures-
-llikes to catch the moment on film-
-digs guys and girl-
-thinks of the word Titties when she sees two 't's in a word-
-eats junkfood-
-smokes cancer-
-Never asks permission-
-doesn't hesitate-
-lives-
-works-
-plays-
-is spontanious-
-loud-
-wears stunnas-
-takes pictures-
-shouts random obscenities-
-listens-
-will tell you to fuck off-
-beats up soda machines-
-then makes sweet sweet lovins to them-
-envys-
-is a queen cunt-
-loves bombs-
-will start thew revoltution-
-burns music-
-likes cats-
-wears big earings-
-dresses liek a rockstar-
-is a rockstar-
-is taken-
-fills out stupid survays-
-can't spell-
-dislikes ow-
-has an i love lucy lunch pail-
-is huggable-
-right handed-
-pink haired-
-and beautiful-
She's Learned
-Don’t ignore warnings.-
-if by “good time†you mean losing all your money, your clothes, and your dignity. See also: Great Pox; Doleful Ghost.-
-Never let a stranger teach you a new game. No good will come of it.-
-If you’re a brunette, give up.-
-Not that being a blonde will improve the odds much.-
-If your name is Janet, change it.-
-Supernatural creatures are best avoided. If they can’t be avoided, they should be addressed respectfully. If a supernatural creature sets you a task you’re well and truly screwed.-
-Do not allow the words “I wish†to pass your lips.-
-See if he’ll take that same gold ring to leave the door open and look the other way for five minutes while you or the sweetheart (as appropriate) escape.-
-Always use the buddy system. “Bare is brotherless back,†as Grettir the Strong put it; and if Grettir was worried about going places alone, you’d better worry too. So bring a friend with you. Friends keep bad things from happening. If things go badly anyway, you’ll need their help. And if things go well (hey, it could happen), it’ll be nice to have a friend along to share the laughs.-
♥
&&music♥
Simon and Milo
Tool
Hollywood Undead
David Bowie
MSI
breaking benjiman
plus everything else
minus country
Last Words
"I'm selfish, impatient, and a little insecure. I make mistakes. I am out of control, and at times hard to handle, but if you can't handle me at my worst you sure as hell don't deserve me at my best." -Marilyn Monroe
I once had sex with a: