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She Grew Up In An Indiana Town
Had A Good Lookin' Father
Who Never Was Around
She Grew Up Tall
And She Grew Up Right
With Them Indiana Boys
On An Indiana Night
Hi :]. I'm Samantha, but most people call me Samn [like damn]. I'm 21 years young, and April 16th is my day. I live in Anderson, where I was born and raised. My boyfriend is also my best friend of 4 years, and we have a handsome little man named Zayne Edward Brown. He was born 01/13/2010 at 10:31pm (:. I work at Buffalo Wild Wings and have been there for almost 3 years. I'm not stick thin nor will I ever be. It's alright to have curves, girlies. I've never smoked, I've never done drugs, and now that I'm a mama, I don't drink anymore. I, unlike most girls, can hang out with a group of guys by myself & not expect anything out of it. In other words, I like being "one of the guys". Music is very important to me. I listen to everything except country, jazz and blues. I'm Arachnophobic, Tetanophobic, & Pee-Wee-Herman-a-phobic. I'm very orally fixated. I love body modification; it's beautiful. I hope to one day be a professional tattoo artist & body piercer. I had 9 piercings, but had to take 3 out during my c-section. I realize piercings make me different. It’s not a big deal, it’s my choice. How could having a few extra details on me be so bad? To me it’s art; beauty; self expression. I love it; I’m not going to change for anyone. Life is short & I’m going to enjoy my skin while I’m in it.
I'm very shy in person until you get to know me. I procrastinate & I don't drive. I don't try to impress anyone. I'm just trying to be myself & find my place in this hectic world.. And honestly, everything is falling into place just the way I've always wanted it to and I couldn't be happier. I live for thrill rides like roller coasters & you can get me to go on pretty much anything, even things that spin outrageously. I feel the most myself while watching a severe thunderstorm at night. I like gruesome things & I have a very morbid sense of humor. I can have a dirty mouth & I'll probably talk about the nastiest stuff you can think of. I have no shame in talking about bowel movements. I believe in ghosts & aliens. I was born on a Friday. I don't know my biological father, and I don't care to. My step- dad always has been and always will be my father. My mom is blind in one eye & can’t see out of the other. Don't say you’re sorry, because being raised by her has taught me to never take what you have for granted. I think I should have been named Ellie Mae due to my love for animals. I am obsessed with kangaroos, sharks and octopuses. I'm definitely a gamer, I love playing video games. Instead of my dresser being filled with clothes, all four drawers are filled with games and game systems. I think bright colors are lovely. I’ll pick a purple ink pen over black any day. I'm the girl that came out of art class covered in paint; I love art & I love getting messy doing it. My favorite artist would probably be Salvador Dali. I love photography also. My Minolta X-370 is my pride & joy. I'm not a very confident person but my confidence has skyrocketed over the past couple of years. I smile & laugh when I don't know what to say. I grind my teeth in my sleep & when I'm spacing off. I don't know why, I just do. I'm always smiling & I'm really nice. I’m definitely a cuddle monster (:. I’m fun-loving, but I’m a girl, so be careful. Get to know me, love me, hate me, do whatever you please. I'm not a fan of drama so save it for someone else. The end <3
Art and love are the same thing;

It's the process of seeing yourself
in things that are not you.

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I like meeting new people; but honestly, I love who I have and I have who I love <3.

Penguins lay a pebble at the feet of their lover; and if it is accepted, they're soul mates for life.

"If I may say... Far better than any dream girl is one of flesh and blood. One warm, and caring, and right before your eyes." - The Little Mermaid.

Samn's Friend Space
I have amazing friends.

[ GJ ]
Boyfriend, Baby Daddy, & Best Friend (:

[ Jim ]
Dad

[ Stormi ]
Aspiring Director

[ Megan ]
Best Cousin

[ Aunt Christa ]

[ Heather ]

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My Blog

♥ 30 weeks 5 days

I never get on myspace anymore, but I figured I'd give a little update.I'll be 31 weeks pregnant on Halloween. Since I've last updated, I found out I'm not anemic, I'm not a gestational diabetic, and ...
Posted by on Thu, 29 Oct 2009 11:19:00 GMT

♥ It's a boy!

GJ's grandma picked the two of us up this morning to take us to our 10am Ultrasound appointment. As the two of us were sitting in the waiting room of the imaging area in the 1130 building at Community...
Posted by on Mon, 17 Aug 2009 14:09:00 GMT

♥ 1st Appt & Our Baby's Heartbeat (:

I had my first doctor's appointment today at Pregnancy Plus. I was there from 1:30pm-6pm. I had a complete physical and pap smear and the works. Once I thought I was done, I went to the lab to drop of...
Posted by on Wed, 29 Jul 2009 19:58:00 GMT

♥ Sometimes it's scary

Last night at work I was up at the cash register taking a family's order when all of a sudden it became very hard for me to concentrate. I got very dizzy very quickly, then became incredibly hot and l...
Posted by on Fri, 10 Jul 2009 10:34:00 GMT

♥ The Pregnant Life

Two months ago, my boyfriend and I found out we're expecting our first baby. Although kind of scared at first, we're both welcoming our baby with open arms and hearts. Both of our families are excited...
Posted by on Wed, 08 Jul 2009 11:44:00 GMT

♥ I still can't believe he's really gone...

Here it is, almost 3 months to the day he decided to leave his earthly body, and the morning of what would be his 22nd birthday... and I find myself sitting here looking at pictures of him and rummagi...
Posted by on Fri, 19 Jun 2009 01:51:00 GMT

♥ "As President, I Will Recognize The Armenian Genocide"

OUR YEARLY BATTLE OVER THE G-WORDBy Serj TankianEvery year around this time in April a battle is waged in the White House and Congress; a unique battle because it is  at its heart  over one word, ge...
Posted by on Wed, 08 Apr 2009 14:34:00 GMT

♥ Otherwordly Contemplations.

A photo taken by the Hubble in 2003. These are the most distant objects ever photographed. More than 13 billion light years away. Every dot in this image is an entire galaxy. Every galaxy contains up ...
Posted by on Wed, 14 Jan 2009 16:15:00 GMT

♥ You Learn

by Robert Burns.After a while you learn the subtle differenceBetween holding a hand and chaining a soul,And you learn that love doesn't mean leaningAnd company doesn't mean security.And you begin to l...
Posted by on Wed, 19 Nov 2008 22:59:00 GMT

♥ Desiderata

by Max ErhmannGo placidly amid the noise and the haste,And remember what peace there may be in silence.As far as possible, without surrender,be on good terms with all persons.Speak your truth quietly ...
Posted by on Wed, 19 Nov 2008 22:56:00 GMT