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*Rainbow Warrior*

Depression is only desire deprived...

About Me


..I'm a music student (studying for a degree in music at Newcastle)... about 5ft2... a total hippy.
Actually, looking retrospectively, I have a theory...
I think my life has mainly been influenced by a Sunday night. The chart show, on the radio at 4; and then The Muppets later. Music is obv a big part of my life; so the former, therefore, is self-explanatory. As The Muppet show was one of my favourites as a bairn... and ur most susceptible to subconcious influence as a child... (music taste is developed between 3-6)... I blame this for the way i turned out. The whole hippy thing, (Electric Mayhem... what more need i say...?lol) Zoot is my sax idol, Miss Piggy was a fiery bitch who could kick ass, (I was assured that "fiery bitch" was used in the best possible way, when referred to as 1...) and just general no sense of reality.
Thank u Jim Henson (+my parents for keeping the Sunday night routine so well :D) I blame it all on the Sundays...
The rest, i.e actual details, is explained in the quiz later, i cant be arsed to type it all twice...
Generally speaking: I love my mates, music, nights out, drinking, being in love, autumn, stars, rainbows, donkeys (they rock, ok?!), Bob Geldof, Bono, David Bowie as The Goblin King (ahhhh :p), NUFC, ppl who can make me laugh.
I have the upmost respect for those who have the balls to speak their mind; forcefully but politely, (no1 else can do it for you) AND those who accept and deal with my constant insecurities +over-analysis, and yet love me all the same. These people are more than special :D.
I love watching crappy films that make me laugh +/cry, listening to music that i can shout along to or cry my heart out to if iv had a bad day,(altho in private... i hate the way i show my emotions so much... i see it as a weakness i should have more control over.)
I LOVE talking to new ppl.
I HATE 2 faced ppl, ppl who think theyr better than every1 else, HOT weather, emotional fucked-upness, theres not much i hate i suppose. (If i hated something u'd soon know.)
My mates know i have to be blunt, and i expect exactly the same back... i don't see the point in being backward when it comes to being forward... altho i'll always be tactful, never make the first move with a guy, (unless im V.V.drunk,) and id never hurt any1 unnecessarly.
I ultimately want to settle down with sum1... (but im totaly insecure so that aint gunna happen for a good while :p) I wanna have a cool job in the music biz, (probably journalism/ management,) and i want every1 to be happy :D Im an agony aunt at heart and i have a solution to most problems (don't i Kim... :p) so if ur havin a bad day come and give me a shout :D lol Jerry Springer eat ur heart out... :p
Life:
Im a total idealist when it comes to the impossible and im negative when it comes to reality.
Current Missions:
*To contact radio stations around the world; with a view to discover new bands, and new musical contacts. (Canada, most of Australia, and Alabama completed (im onto the States))
*To see as many bands/ be merry this summer
*To make the most of my freedom... b4 the hell of next yr... :(
FIX YOU (Coldplay)

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TELL ME ABOUT YOURSELF - The Survey
Name: Aysha (or kayleigh... depends if ur awkward)
Birthday: 19th May '87
Birthplace: County Durham
Current Location: Same... Durham/ Newcastle
Eye Color: Brown
Hair Color: Currently...Purple
Height: Not much
Right Handed or Left Handed: Righty
Your Heritage: English. (Irish and Scottish a couple of generations back...)
The Shoes You Wore Today: Dr. Martin boots :)
Your Weakness: Men, Death
Your Fears: Weakness
Your Perfect Pizza: Plain old ch+tomato...
Goal You Would Like To Achieve This Year: World domination..., no, love? Confidence? Uni pass?
Your Most Overused Phrase On an instant messenger: lol
Thoughts First Waking Up: "Shit, wot time is it", "who do i need to send an apology to this morning"
Your Best Physical Feature: My hair? (I have big boobs too...?)
Your Bedtime: When im tired... and after... when i get in from work
Your Most Missed Memory: i dunno, i missed it
Pepsi or Coke: Coke all the way...
MacDonalds or Burger King: McDonalds s'pose
Single or Group Dates: Both... altho i guess a single is ultimately better :D
Lipton Ice Tea or Nestea: fuck off
Chocolate or Vanilla: Ice cream? ...makes me ILL... but i liked raspberry ripple
Cappuccino or Coffee: Tea
Do you Smoke: No
Do you Swear: If i feel passionately about something, yes...
Do you Sing: Yes
Do you Shower Daily: Yes
Have you Been in Love: Yes
Do you want to go to College: Not usually, but i do....
Do you want to get Married: Yes. Definitely! (Not right now btw!!)
Do you belive in yourself: Hell no!!!!!
Do you get Motion Sickness: On the pirate ships at theme parks yes... everywhere else, no
Do you think you are Attractive: FUCK NO!!!
Are you a Health Freak: Yeah... seeing athletes freaks the hell outta me... lol, no, i try my best
Do you get along with your Parents: Mostly, yes
Do you like Thunderstorms: Yeah, i love to sit cosy'd up watching them :D
Do you play an Instrument: Yes. A few. All rather shockingly. Saxophone tho!!!
In the past month have you Drank Alcohol: Oh yeah... month...? try 24 hours :(
In the past month have you Smoked: No
In the past month have you been on Drugs: No illegal ones...
In the past month have you gone on a Date: No :(
In the past month have you gone to a Mall: i went to Eldon Square tuther day??? lol

In the past month have you eaten a box of Oreos: This is american isnt it? I wouldnt eat a whole box of anything... urgh!
In the past month have you eaten Sushi: No, y would i?
In the past month have you been on Stage: All the worlds a stage... Seriously...? Yes i have :D
In the past month have you been Dumped: Chance of the situation would be a fine thing...
In the past month have you gone Skinny Dipping: Hehehehehe...
In the past month have you Stolen Anything: Hmmmm... not anything that was for sale...
Ever been Drunk: Yes... *rolls eyes*
Ever been called a Tease: Perhaps... ;)
Ever been Beaten up: No... just try it... lol
Ever Shoplifted: No
How do you want to Die: In my sleep when im very very old....
What do you want to be when you Grow Up: Myself
What country would you most like to Visit: Canada.
In a Boy/Girl..
Favourite Eye Color: Sparkly
Favourite Hair Color: Whatever
Short or Long Hair: LONG, LONG, LONG
Height: Bit taller than me
Weight: whatever
Best Clothing Style: Something they like+look right in... dif ppl/dif styles...
Number of Drugs I have taken: Now r we talkin illegal or legal here... im not sure... oh dear... look... i seem to have ran out of space before i got that answered fully... :p
Number of CDs I own: Not enough
Number of Piercings: 10
Number of Tattoos: 3
Number of things in my Past I Regret: Lifes too short 4 regrets... and this box is too small to fit 'em unfortunately...
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My Interests

I'd like to meet:

~Bob Geldof again!!! (I did it- Gateshead December 2nd 2005- WOO!!!)
~Bono.
~Mr "Right" (right for me that is... not ur typical stereotype)
~Any1/ every1... im very open-minded... lol
~Alot of ppl rly... communication (and love) is what makes the world go round :)

My Blog

Favourite music of all time distractions...

OK, u need a distraction... Write all your favourite songs down!!! I know ive missed loads, but thats the fun... u can keep going and adding to it when u remember them!! Heres my first list ...
Posted by on Sun, 03 Sep 2006 02:39:00 GMT

THE list...

OK... if i dont make a list it wont get done... (still mightn't...)but here it goes... ~ Get well.    (15 days is WAY too long to reject food, my bodys gunna have    &nbs...
Posted by on Fri, 30 Jun 2006 15:57:00 GMT

Thinkin hurts...

It was weird... i was looking thru loadsa pics today, and thinkin about the summer... can u remember when life was just there, and it was fun, and u had nothing to REALLY consider????It seems like suc...
Posted by on Thu, 06 Apr 2006 05:52:00 GMT

Groups... :)

OK i really dont get this but ive joined a couple of groups... i think  I also created my own group  bobgeldofrocksasdoesmusic: check it out
Posted by on Thu, 12 Jan 2006 07:09:00 GMT

At least i can change the colour...

O it would be funny if uv (?) got a hangover... RAINBOW!!!
Posted by on Tue, 08 Nov 2005 13:02:00 GMT

what on earth...???!!!

I really dunno wot this my space thing is all about... v.confused... i dont like technology much... I changed the colour coz u cudnt see me (how clever :) ) but that confused smiley makes me look like...
Posted by on Tue, 08 Nov 2005 12:33:00 GMT