Cara Quixote.

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I'm Cara. I don't think I'm prettier than you. Poison-free. I'm exceedingly cynical. I've died more times in my sleep than any human would be able to count. I'm getting pretty sick of those normal kids avoiding me like I'm some walking disease. I'm not here to convince anyone to love me. I am tired of inhumane gestures made by teenage boys and their boredom. I live in Blue Mountain, Alabama. I want to spread dreams like disease. Dreams are killing me like a disease. I've been with Zackerey for eight months now. I'm not a whore. I plan on spending the rest of my life with this boy.
Gray is my favorite color. I'm too indecisive to decide favorites about anything else. I do not need, care about, nor want any of your ridiculous opinions. I am Manic Depressive. I am impressive. I rapidly change my mentality throughout the day. I'm not vain. I have better morals than a lot of people. I'm not Christian. I support. Pro-Choice. I'm going to an animal caregiver. I hate rap. Wiggers strive for the appearance of ignorance, I think. I like windmills and cards. I am highly opinionated about today's society. I lack the ability to dress normally. I like wolves and snow leopards. Highschools and facilities make me nervous. To me, you're a liar until you prove otherwise. I muse things more than average, but find less of those who reflect thoughts more than me.
I can express any statement with a simple, "Mhow."
Ieatinfluenza.
!People from Alabama should add my

Please Note:
- DO NOT steal anything from my page. None of my pictures, icons, and ESPECIALLY my writings. If you plagerize something off my page, I'll kill your whole family with a box jellyfish.
- I don't want to join your vanity trains. I'm not vain.
- Don't come to my page to try and bitch me out because I'm not a damn Christian. I don't come to your page and call you a hipocrite.
- Don't call me 'bby/cutie/hottie/etc.' I won't reply to you.
- If you talk like a wigger, I'll assume you're stupid.
- If you have a negative question or comment that you would like to put in a logical statement, then I'll answer you. But if you sound like a blithering idiot, I'll block you.
- Once you get on my blocked list, you don't get off.
- I'm not better than everyone. But I am better than druggies, whores, instigators, and superficial bitches/hoes. =]
- I will probably comment you back if you're not bitching at me for something.
Older.
I read. I write down.
Still unfinished. o.O
Wuthering Heights.
"His attention was aroused, I saw, for his eyes rained down tears among the ashes, and he drew his breath in suffocating sighs."
"By this curious turn of disposition I have gained the reputation of deliberate heartlessness, how undeserved, I alone can appreciate."
"I felt interested in a man who seemed more exaggeratedly reserved than myself."
"Your presence is a moral poisen that would contaminate the most virtuous."
"A circumstance observed by me when awake, but, forgotten."
"I like her too ill to attempt it... except in a very ghoulish fashion. You'd hear of odd things, if I lived alone with that mawish, waxen face; the most ordinary would be painting on its white the colors of the rainbow, and turning those blue eyes black, every day or two; they detestably resemble Linton's."
"Oh, if God would but give me strength to strangle him in my last agony."
"Don't torture me until I'm as mad as yourself."
Party Monster: A Fabulous but True Tale of Murder in Clubland.
"...But horror fades whereas comedy endures."
"My wide-eyed innocense was gone, and within the space of that half hour, I was transfigured into the bitter, broken hag you see before you."
"...cut to this dreary wake..."
"Nobody could ever dream up something like her. My theory is that someone on God's assembly line had done too much Special K."
"But its those seemly normal exteriors that hide the TRULY DERANGED minds. Watch out for the average - they're usually hiding something big."
"What fresh hell is this?"
"That's the price you pay when you give inmates control of the asylum, - when you let wolves guard the henhouse, there's bound to be a few chicken dinners. And when you give a psychotic infant unlimited power and priviledge? It can level a whole generation."
"It can be rather disheartening to be best friends with a rattlesnake."
"Infact, they even made a rather touching couple.
COUPLE OF MONSTERS!
HA!"
"She needed to know that we cared enough to drop the torch and find her a can opener... stop the madness and look for her shoes... thank her for her money and support...
Give her a big kiss."
"So Jenny is Elka's favorite, while I am the evil drug fiend.
Isn't life funny?"
"Once you see the absolute worst in everybody you've met, you sort of give up hope."
So you accept that everyone is inherently capable of hurting you. They're only out for themselves. You will end up hurt."
"They clicked - tic toc."
"I spent a lot of time on the ceiling. It's an easy place to be, once you adjust to it, once acknowledge that you are, indeed, upside down, or maybe everyone else is, as well."
"Oh, what a singularly unattractive quality denial was."
I like books.
And Alice in Wonderland.
And Wolf's Rain.
And Art.
High Fashion.
Extremely Anti-fur/animal abuse.
"What a queer thing is Christian salvation! Believing in firemen will not save a burning house; believing in doctors will not make one well, but believing in a savior saves men. Fudge!"
-Lemuel Washburn