your beautiful nightmare

The stars are God's dreams, thoughts remembered in the silence of the night.-Henry David Thoreau/A dream is a wish your heart makes.-Anonymous/The Lord will turn the darkness before you into light.-Isaiah 60:19/Find arms that will hold you at your weakest, eyes that will see you at your ugliest, and a heart that will love you at your worst...Then you have found true love. -Anonymous/Don't make someone a priority that only makes you an option.-Anonymous/LOVE is anterior to life, Posterior to death, Initial of creation, and The exponent of breath. -Emily Dickinson*What I Would Do If I Couldn't Be With You* I would risk becoming addicted to crack, If it meant I was unable to get you in the sack! I would drink from the dirtiest glass, Because I really like it when you smack my ass! I would see a hockey game and risk getting hit with a puck, You know every once in awhile I like a good fuck! I would risk everything and give up on fate, If I could never have my pussy ate! I would call my landlord a bitch and risk breaking my lease, Because I really like the expression on your face when I do a sexy strip tease! I would break a thousand mirrors and forever have bad luck, If it meant I would never hear you say you'd like a dick suck! You see what would happen if I couldn't be with you and what shape I would be in, I would probably end up locked up and horny in a loony bin! -Melissa-*my invisible love* i saw you, mouthing the words, "i love you." i look and ponder, while your eyes filled with love and desire. you gaze at me and it sets me on fire. i try to speak, but my mouth does not move. of course, you disapprove. grabbing and kissing me senseless, i pull back motionless. could it be, you're the one for me? could i possibly, love you endlessly? my eyes filled with tears, while visions of you and me through the years, flashed through my mind. it's true, i was blind! i know in my heart, i have loved you from the start.-Melissa-*wanting* i want to feel wanted all of the time, not when it's a convience is that such a crime? i want to be happy and udderly complete, and not feel as though i need to hide beneath the sheets. i'm tired of wanting and needing more. if this didn't feel right, i'd be nothing, but a whore. i can't express what you mean to me, i wish you could only see, there is no one else who takes my breath away, and how happy i am just to see you each day. i want to spend every waking moment with you. if you weren't around i don't know what i would do. a life without you is no life at all, i want you to always be there in case i fall. nothing can measure, all the memories i already treasure. i want to build my life with only you. there is nothing i would rather do. -Melissa-*when* when nothing else matters and i'm left all alone, i remember what i've got, i remember what i own. when i feel like i'm wrong and i can't go on, i think about what it would be like if you were gone. when all i want to do is hold myself and cry, i believe there is no burden i can't handle, i look up at the sky. when life gets me down and i feel like all is lost, i remember you'd do anything for me, no matter the cost. when i get behind the wheel and i don't know where i'm going, i know i've got a lot more to learn, i'm still growing. when i take one step forward and end up two steps back, i know i have all i'll ever need and have nothing more to lack. -Melissa-