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nicoT€€N©

follow the yellow brick road

About Me


"I'm a fountain of blood
In the shape of a girl"
-Bjork- Bachelorette
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I'm Kendal
&& I'm a day dreaming fiend.
{I'm a nicoteen smelling teenage tramp}
&& Neverland is too far away
♥ I'm not an angel... I'm just a girl. ♥
cunt is my favorite word.
androgyny is my second.
[this should tell you all you need to know about me]
if not... read on, stalker...
i'm a writer, i paint the truth in corroded flower petals
i don't want to make a perfect world.
i want to create beauty in an imperfect world.

i happen to be a Euro trash Queen
&& wear too much eyeliner
i like having long talks
that last all night
&& then watching the sun rise
i have dance parties in my kitchen
[billy idol is a gawd]
&& i sing really loud in the shower
when i have soap in my eyes
i'm not afraid of my sexuality
i rarely find the world beautiful
but when i do,
its more than breathtaking
i am originally from ChicAgo ♥
i have the best-er-est friends ever
&& you don't
i like to people watch
&& discuss those fascinating people
over asian food
i'm not a rebel
i'm a teenager
i'm in love with everyone
&& everything
i wish on out of order starrs
i'm a tangled mess
[but i'm accustomed to it]
i'm not a fairytale
i've raised my white flag against perfection
but i'm fucking a.maz.ing.
[&& i forgive you for being jealous]
yeah, I'm a bitch in the form of a twenty-five cent mood ring
and everything in between
ps. I have the most awesomest boobs ever.
"I think the thing to do is enjoy the ride while you're on it."
-Johnny Depp-
C U N ext T uesday
homez.
[ put that in you juice box and suck on it ]

My Interests



Likes:
{;}Boys in makeup

{;}Fairytale Fuck-ups

{;}Reading poetry

{;}Sick Love Notes

{;}The Green Fairy

{;}Jack the Ripper

{;}Elizabeth Short [Black Dahlia]

{;}Jay Gordon [&& the rest of Orgy]

{;}Rain Drop Dreams

{;}Marie Antoinette

{;}Spice Girls

{;}Stars and Half Moon Smiles

{;}Dusty Porcelain Dolls

{;}Sleepy Hollow

{;}Frost Bitten Sunsets

{;}Stained Glass

{;}Mascara

{;}Eyes

{;}Club Kids

{;}Vampires

{;}Johnny Depp

{;}Suicide Girls

{;}Secrets

{;}Glitter and Neon Makeup

{;}Old Fashioned Tarnished Photographs

{;}Red Apples

{;}Tinker Bell

{;}Gossamer Crystal

{;}Roses and Lilies

{;}Candy Hearts

{;}Rhinestone Stars

{;}Hello Kitty

{;}Sleeping Beauty

{;}Deranged Ramblings

{;}Crazy Beautiful Art

{;}Fishnets

{;}Pain

{;}Pretty Boy Rock Stars

{;}Broken Mirrors

{;}Music

{;}Naked Trees

{;}Fog

{;}Pretty Nailpolish

{;}John Wilmot's Poetry

{;}Corsets

{;}Gardens During the Winter

{;}Marilyn Monroe

{;}Lipstick on your Mirror

{;}Silver Rings

{;}Torn Glitter Black Faerie Wings

{;}Candles

{;}Snow Angels

{;}Singing at Night

{;}Blood

{;}Faeries && Pixies

{;}Fireworks

{;}Nature

{;}Easy Mac (I make the best)

{;}Da Vinci Paintings

{;}Magik

{;}Earth Shattering Lightning/Thunderstorms

{;}Skinny High Fashioned Models

{;}Spring Clouds and Forests

{;}Rainbows

{;}Halloween Jack-o-Lanters

{;}Rain Puddles

{;}Blue Skies and Blonde Hair

{;}Cheesy Hallmark Cards

{;}Playing Dress Up

{;}Cigarettes (Reds Please!)

{;}Silence

{;}Fairy Castle

{;}Rock Dust City Skyline

{;}Platform Boots

{;}Diseny Movies

{;}Plane Trips

Dislikes: {;}Attention whores
[save the drama for your mama]

{;}Liars

{;}People who waste time

{;}Girls who don't know how to walk in heals

{;}Faux Personalities

{;}Clip on smiles

{;}Rumors

{;}Southlake

{;}Texas

{;}The word Y'all

{;}Ignorant People

{;}The Southern Nazis
[&& Nazis in general]

{;}Smug People

{;}Two Faced People

{;}Betrayal

{;}Users

{;}Drama

{;}People with too many facial piercings

{;}Bad Music

{;}Selfish People

{;}Clichés

{;}Did I mention Texas?

I'd like to meet:



Jay Gordon! Sexxxy
Has a great ass by the way :D

Johnny Depp. hottt.
I've seen his ass in the nude, great too :D

♥John Wilmot

♥Edgar A. Poe

♥Marilyn Monroe

♥My British Bitches

♥Fluffy Starr (in person :P)

♥The Boys of Orgy

♥Hunter S. Thompson

♥Tim Burton

♥Betty Short

♥And YOU!!!!

Music:



I Can't Live Without:
ORGY

-Fluffy Starr-

-New Order-

-The Ergonomic-

-Cameron McEwan-

-Billy Idol-

-Placebo-

-Nine Inch Nails-

-Spice Girls-

-Depeche Mode-

-Coldplay-

-Linkin Park-

-Zeromancer-

-Duran Duran-

-David Bowie-

-Nick Black-

-Doomington-

-Lollipop Lust Kill-

-Shiny Toy Guns-

-Kill Hannah-

-The Fray-

-Aqualung-

-Queen Adreena-

-Hollywood Undead-

-She Wants Revenge-

-Liz Phair-

-Sixpence None the Richer-

-Katy Rose-

-Bitter:Sweet-

-Marilyn Manson-

&& some other trippy shit

She's a.maz.ing.
Go check her out or go jump off a bridge.

Movies:


Favorites:
Sleepy Hollow
((Marie Antoinette))
((Trans Global Spectacle))
((Finding Neverland))
((Peter Pan))
((The Libertine))
((Amélie))
((Dirty Pretty Things))
((Sleeping Beauty))
((Now and Then))
((Eternal Sunshine on the Spotless Mind))
((The Science of Sleep))
((Children of Men))
((Dracula))
((Harry Potter))
((The Lord of the Rings))
((Blow))
((Then Sandlot))
((Requiem for a Dream))
((Pumpkin))
((Empire Records))
((The Departed))
((From Hell))
((The Quite))
((Moulin Rouge))
((The Rocky Horror Picture Show))
((Party Monster))
((Wayne's World))
((Young Frankenstein))
((Spaceballs))
((Blazing Saddles))
((Robin Hood Men in Tights))
((The Cell))
((The Outsiders))
((Clueless))
((The Opposite of Sex))
((Memento))
((Girl, Interrupted))
((The Virgin Suicides))
&& I dig anything by Tim Burton
or cult classic 80s or 90s flicks

Television:


That 70's Show

Books:


|x|Child of the Wolves (inspired me to write)
|x|The Great Gatsby
|x|Dracula
|x|Pop Princess, Gingerbread, Shrimp
|x|Dangerous Angels, I was a Teenage Fairy, Wasteland
|x|Angels and Demons, The Da Vinci Code
|x|A Great and Terrible Beauty, Rebel Angels
|x|The People..'s Rebulic of Desire
|x|Big Fish
|x|Any Fairy Tale
|x|Poetry by John Wilmot and Edgar Allen Poe
|x|Any book by Mr. Dahl
|x|Johnny Depp: A Modern Rebel
|x|Beating Heart
|x|Sweet Blood
|x|Anything by Shakespeare
|x|Anything by Hunter S. Thompson
|x|Daughters of the Moon, Sons of the Dark
|x|Anything by Mr. King
|x|1984, Animal Farm
|x|Sleepy Hollow, The Devil and Tom Walker
|x|Party Monster
|x|Gone with the Wind
|x|Harry Potter
|x|LOTR
|x|Reqium for a Dream
|x|East Of Eden
|x|The Black Dahlia
|x|The Scarlet Letter
|x|Girl, Interrupted
|x| Sliver Kisses, Blood and Chocolate
|x| Ordinary People
|x|And much MUCH more

Heroes:


Marie Antoinette

&&

Fluffy Starr
cuz she's fucking awesome

My Blog

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♥ CHICAGO ♥

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Posted by nicoT¬¬N© on Sun, 11 Feb 2007 01:28:00 PST

Naked!

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sextart!

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Fucktard

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Posted by nicoT¬¬N© on Thu, 25 Jan 2007 06:12:00 PST

Neurotic Mess

I'll be the first to admit that I'm a fucking dumbass. Its my fault this week has been tangled and an up and down roller coaster. I keep fucking myself over. I keep stressing over stupid shit. &nb...
Posted by nicoT¬¬N© on Thu, 18 Jan 2007 05:35:00 PST

Friday Night {dim} Lights

Its another Friday night, and here I am, as usual, stuck at home with no plans. I don't do ANYTHING now a days. Fucking pathetic. It's not like how it used to be. Not at all. Everything has change...
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