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tennaya layout powered by HOT FreeLayouts.com / MyHotCommentsWELL HERE I GO AGAIN UPDATING THIS WHOLE MYSPACE PAGE.... WELL LETS SEE I HAVE BEEN THROUGH SO MUCH IN THE PAST 2 YEARS THAT I HONESTLY DIDNT THINK I WOULD LIVE TO SEE THE OTHER SIDE. BUT BY THE GRACE OF GOD IM STILL HERE!! I HAVE DONE SOME STUPID THINGS THAT NOW I REALIZE THAT I AM HERE FOR A REASON/PURPOSE. THERE ARE NO ACCIDENTS IN LIFE.... EVERYTHING HAPPENS FOR A REASON NO MATTER WHAT PEOPLE SAY. I HAVE HAD TO LEARN THE HARD WAY THAT THE ONLY PERSON THAT YOU CAN DEPEND ON IS YOURSELF!!! BOY OH BOY IS THIS A LESSON LEARNED. I USE TO APOLOGIZE FOR BEING WHO I WAS AND FOR EVERYTHING THAT I HAD...I NEVER STOPPED TO THINK ABOUT HOW HARD I WORKED TO BE THE PERSON I WAS AND TO HAVE ALL THE THINGS I DID. I AM SO HAPPY RIGHT NOW BECAUSE I AM NOW CLOSING A CHAPTER FROM MY PAST THAT HAS LASTED WAY LONGER THAN IT SHOULD HAVE! I AM BEGINNING A NEW LEASE IN LIFE AND I COULDNT BE MORE GRATEFUL AND HUMBLED BY IT ALL AT THE SAME TIME. ITS FUNNY BECAUSE I NEVER THOUGHT I WOULD LIVE TO SEE MY DREAMS COME TRUE....AND AS GOD AS MY WITNESS THEY ARE FINALLY COMING TRUE!! I AM NOT THE SAME PERSON I WAS AND I NEVER WANT TO BE THAT PERSON AGAIN. I LET PEOPLE USE AND ABUSE ME- MENTAL,PHYSICAL,EMOTIONAL AND SPIRITUAL...WELL NOT ANYMORE.... IF YOU DONT LIKE ME OH WELL THATS YOUR PROBLEM BECAUSE I CAN BET YOU DONT EVEN KNOW ME TO BEGIN WITH. LIFE HAS HAD ITS UPS AND DOWNS ITS BEEN LIKE A ROLLERCOASTER.... I JUST HAVE TO KNOW THAT NO MATTER WHAT AS LONG AS I DREAM AND FIGHT FOR WHAT I WANT AND WORK HARD I WILL EVENTUALLY HAVE IT. AND TO HAVE THE SUPPORT OF THE ONLY PARENTS I HAVE EVER KNOWN (MY GRANDPARENTS) I KNOW THAT WITH THAT AND GODS GRACE I CAN ACHIEVE ANYTHING I SET MY MIND TO!!! AND ALL I HAVE TO SAY NOW IS..."ITS ABOUT DAMN TIME!!!!!!!!