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♥ Last time I let my Heart Decide ... I Got in a World full of Trrouble ♥

About Me


My Name is Jen. I'm 24 years old & loving every moment of it! I'm a big party person.. I live to have fun b/c honestly there just isn't any other way to live! I hang out with my wonderful friends who are always there for me and enjoy every moment handed to me. I sleep late when I get the chance, drive fast, drink, smoke, stay up late and I'm very forgetful.. get over it already! I'm also a very hard worker and I take my jobs very seriously. I work at Suffolk Otb and I'm a Bartender. Working 2 jobs and partying like a rock star, leaves very little time for sleep... but hey I'll sleep when Im dead!! I actually like getting up and going to work, I enjoy my jobs! Summer 05 was absolutely amazing!! The summer that started it all!! The Beach The Parties The adventures The memories! I feel like no other summer can compare to that one! It was just fabulous!! I don't go to school at the present moment. I really dont know if I ever will but please don't lecture me about it I've heard it all about a million times before. I'm young and having fun and working hard and just taking every moment as it comes! Its working just fine for me!! I work to pay my bills because everything isn't handed to me by mommy and daddy! Its my hard earned money and I'll do with it as I please!! I miss my Sebring Convertible sooo much!!! I absolutely adored it! :(:( I love taking long hot showers, I'm obsessed with clothes, makeup, perfume, jewelry and shoes! I love listening to music all kinds. I'm not gonna lie I actually enjoy some country music as well!! I have a lot of secrets kept to myself. I love going to the bar and playing a song and dancing to it while singing along wit my gurls! I've also been getting alot better at pool so bring it!!! I love going to the beach, sitting in the sun, getting tan, swimming in the ocean, going on vacations with my friends, long car rides, taking pictures & daydreaming. I love to smile and laugh! If you can make me smile your definitely cool with me and if you make me laugh that's even better... My friends would say I'm a little ditzy and I hate that they say that, at times I just don't understand the whole concept right away! My brain needs time to analyze the whole situation. They also call me a dirty stay out... and thats ok! lol I love my friends!! They mean everything to me and I would honestly do anything for them! I also love my Neice Alyssa Mary who was born May 15th 2008. She's my bestest best friend Jenn's little peanut. At times I don't realize stuff till its too late and I definitely take things for granted. I'm sensitive, at times, a little too sensitive! I'm opened minded and don't really judge people before I truly know them. I wont judge you by the clothes you wear or the music you listen to. I will be nice and respect you until you give me a reason not to. I tend to trust people even if they've proven them self differently before, I will believe just about anything you tell me! I love meeting new people!! I get along with just about anybody and I'm very easy going! We hang out at railhouse entirely way too much!!!I love getting myspace comments!Add me!
My friends are the kind that if the house was burning down, they would be making smores and hitting on the firemen.

My Interests



*I love my friends to death*

Where's the Party at?!?!

*I love the Sand between my toes & the Wind in my Hair*

Making Memories that will last a lifetime with friends that can not be replaced!!

♥Even though we've changed and we're all finding our own place in the world, we all know that when the tears fall or the smile spreads across our face, we'll come to each other because no matter where this crazy world takes us, nothing will ever change so much to the point where we're not all still friends ♥

Real true friends are always there even when you havent seen then in a while!! Remember *ONE DECISON CAN CHANGE EVERYTHING... AND SADLY ENOUGH SOME PEOPLE DECIDE TO CHANGE IT ALL*

If you dont like my way of life then by all means please don't contact me! Im not willing to change for anyone!! As far as im concered my life is right were I want it right now... and no one can make me believe differently

HOW OLD WOULD YOU BE, IF YOU DIDNT KNOW HOW OLD YOU WERE?! Seriously, Think about it!!

Relax : Observe : Laugh really hard : Be daring : Get a piercing : Make a new friend : Mantain an old friend : Sin : Forgive : Give hugs : Smile for a whole day : Cry from laughter : Grab someones ass : Tell someone their hot : Fall in love : Fall out of love : Never divorce : Stay by your word : Love yourself : Cook : Talk on the phone : Get a tattoo : Drink beer : Eat healthy : Eat unhealthy : Go on a roller coaster : Try really hard in school : Dont try at all : Give advice : Get advice : Tell the truth : Tell a lie : Speak your mind : Just listen : Be mature : Be imature : Smoke weed : Stay clean : Be funny : Cry : Save someone : Be sexy : Be sexual : Trust : Be honest : Respect your teachers : Respect your parents : Thank everyone : Make love : Make war : Be suave : Love the yankees : Root for the mets : End a fight : Start a fight : Breath really hard : Get a job : Get money : Spend money : Do whatever you want : Live ::: Thats my philosphy!!

xBtfysOcnBreeZx <~~ Aim Hit me up!! Always remember to Love Yourself!!!

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I'd like to meet:

Someone who is honest sincere sweet and caring! Someone who isn't afraid to be themselves. Someone not conceited. Someone who I could go out to the bar with or to a movie. Who would sit at home with me on a Saturday night and watch a movie if I wasn't up to going out. Someone completely spontaneous. Work is definitely important but you have to enjoy life while your still young. Scent is the most powerful sense! You have to smell good! If you want to make me fall for you just be yourself say something nice but not corny, grab my hand and without asking just kiss me in the rain.

All I really want is for that ONE GUY to prove to me that they're NOT ALL THE SAME.

Music:

Music is what feelings sound like. Music speaks what cannot be expressed, soothes the mind and gives it rest, heals the heart and makes it whole, flows from heaven to the soul.

When you remember the loves of your life - there is usually a special song that comes to mind. Something that was playing the night you met - something that was in the air that summer or sometimes....just a special lyric that reminds you of that special person. It seams that when it comes to love - our lives create there own soundtrack.

This is just a few parts of some of my favorite songs:

Kindly unspoken You show your emotion And silence speaks louder than words It’s lucky I’m clever Cause if I didn’t know better I’d believe only that which I’d heard So don’t keep me up till the dawn With words that’ll keep leading me on I know much better than to wait for an answer from you And as far as your lack of something to say Well, to tell me goodbye there was no better way.

The world is a stage, and we are the players. Sometimes a villain, sometimes a savior. Do we choose our own roles? Do we write our own lines? A lifetime of asking and I'm left with "sometimes." And "sometimes" has come, what role do I play? "Sometimes" is now, what words do I say? Every star out in heaven shines on Brooklyn tonight. Do I stay in the shadows or stand in the light? Do you believe in happy endings? Once upon a time I did!

There's once in a while and there's once in a lifetime and the only difference is.......... about a thousand miles...

These times are so uncertain There's a yearning undefined And people filled with rage We all need a little tenderness How can love survive in such a graceless age And the trust and self-assurance that lead to happiness They're the very things we kill, I guess Pride and competition cannot fill these empty arms And the work they put between us, You know it doesn't keep us warmAll the people in your life who've come and gone They let you down, you know they hurt your pride Better put it all behind you; cause life goes on You keep carrin' that anger, it'll eat you up insideI wanna be happily everafter And my heart is so shattered But I know it's about forgiveness Forgiveness Even if, even if you don't love me anymore

I went out drivin', tryin' to clear my head I tried to sweep out all the ruins that my emotions left I guess I'm feelin' just a little tired of this And all the baggage that seems to still exist It seems the only blessing I have left to my name Is not knowin' what we could have been What we should have been SoTake your records, take your freedom Take your memories I don't need 'em Take your space and take your reasons But you'll think of me And take your cap and leave my sweater 'Cause we have nothin' left to weather In fact I feel a whole lot better But you'll think of meSomeday I'm gonna run across your mind Don't worry, I'll be fine I'm gonna be alright While you're sleepin' with your pride Wishin' I could hold you tight I'll be over you And on with my life

When you're dreaming with a broken heart The waking up is the hardest part

I hope that the days come easy and the moments pass slow, And each road leads you where you want to go, And if you're faced with a choice, and you have to choose, I hope you choose the one that means the most to you. And if one door opens to another door closed, I hope you keep on walkin' till you find the window, If it's cold outside, show the world the warmth of your smile, My wish, for you, is that this life becomes all that you want it to, Your dreams stay big, and your worries stay small, You never need to carry more than you can hold, And while you're out there getting where you're getting to, I hope you know somebody loves you, and wants the same things too I hope you never look back, but ya never forget, All the ones who love you, in the place you left, I hope you always forgive, and you never regret, And you help somebody every chance you get, Oh, you find God's grace, in every mistake, And you always give more than you take. *I hope you know somebody loves you*

So breathe in so deep Breathe me in I'm yours to keep And hold onto your words Cause talk is cheap And remember me tonight When your asleepBecause tonight will be the night that I will fall for you

*It's the simple things in life, like when and where*

Seriously.. its a far range... Anything from John Mayer Billy Joel Carrie Underwood Kate Voegel Johnny Cash... 80's music to Disney music I <3 it!!

Movies:

The list could go on forever... So all time favorites would probably have to be Coyote ugly , A a walk to remember, Dirty dancing, The Notebook, Beaches! I love Girlie sad tissue needing movies. These movies I could watch over and over again and sometimes I do. But in reality I will watch any movie at least once

Television:

Q: The most fabulous tv show around... using 1 word in that sentence die hard fans like me would know what show I'm talking about... each seasons ends with the same word... fabulous

A: Sex and the city

They say: Nothing last forever, Dreams change, treands come and go, but friendships....never go out of style <3

Other Favorites: OTH Law & order SVU Japanese game shows Jon&kateplus8 plus whatever else my DVR holds.

Books:

I love reading.. but the worst part is that you get so into a book and you get to know the characters and feel their journey or their struggle and then the book is done. You're left with this great experience with a little bit of emptiness at the same time.
Reality rarely changes; only our perspective of it. The means to change our surroundings depends on our own ability to shift perspectives. And that ability demands two prerequisites: Desire and Commitment.
My Friends mean more to me than anything! If you mess with my friend of course your messing with me and you will lose all respect that I have for you! You know who your true friends are by what they will do to be there for you when you need them and if they sacrifice a little something to spend time with you when you really want them there! They dont make excuses and brush it off like its nothing and they dont trade you in for someone else. You can have more than one best friend! Friends come and go, Its sad but true Just brush it off and remember the memories.. I've lost alot of people in my life and some meant more to me than others I dont have time to dwell on whats done... the past is the past... just move foward!! When you change someones life your changing urs too, and one simple decision can change them all forever.
True virture to a great life is to lived as water. Flowing easily, moving away from resistance, always delicate, graceful, and calm.- Taoist saying
As happens sometimes a moment settled and hovered and remained for much more than a moment. And sound stopped and movement stopped for much, much more than a moment. And then the moment was gone.
"When so many are lonely as seem to be lonely, it would be inexcusably selfish to be lonely alone"
Bottom line is, even if you see them coming, you're not ready for the big moments. No one asks for their life to change. Not really. But it does. So what are we? Helpless? Puppets? No. The big moments are gonna come. You can't help that. It's what you do afterwards that counts. That's when you find out who you are....You'll see what I mean.
It's not so much that we're afraid of change or so in love with the old ways, but it's that place in between that we fear... It's like being between trapezes. It's Linus when his blanket is in the dryer. There's nothing to hold on to.
"There will always be something to ruin our lives. It all depends on what or which finds us first. We are always ripe and ready to be taken."
Do not look back and grieve over the past, for it is gone; and do not be troubled about the future, for it has not yet come. Live in the present, and make it so beautiful that it will be worth remembering. -Ida Scott Taylor
"There comes a point somewhere between the bad hangovers and the drunken heart to hearts that you realize all you need in life are a few good friends and a few good beers."
"As long as we have memories yesterday remains, as long as we have hope tomorrow still awaits, as long as we have friendship each day is never a waste."
"People change, its just a part of life but sometimes its easier to hold on to the memory of who they were rather than realizing who they've become."
"The girls I could rely on, My shoulders to cry on. Its ok if I fall because I trust the ground I stand on"
"To the Nights that turned into mornings,and the friends that turned into Family"
"I'd rather have a moment of wonderful than a lifetime of nothing special"
"To alcohol. The cause of, and solution to, all of life's problems."
*Life is made up of years that mean nothing and the m0ments that mean it all*
Forever isnt very long now-a-days
Its about accepting the unacceptable

Heroes:

The world is full of wonderful things
Beautiful flowers and Butterfly wings
Infinite sunsets and numberless trees
A countless array of treasures that please
but search the world over one shore to another
and you'll find there's no treasure as precious as a mother!

Also Butterfly I miss you everyday 4.12.91 ♥

My Blog

xoxo Love to H&L and D&M xoxo

I know that I havn't posted a blog in about 10 months lol but I just wanted to give a big Thank you to 2 special groups of people...  Heather and Laurie  and Diane and Mike  I just want...
Posted by .: "Aunt" *J e n* :. on Wed, 28 Feb 2007 08:31:00 PST

Kinda pointless but me and Jenn understand

convo:: between me and Jenn xBtfysOcnBreeZx (4:45:44 AM): read my horoscope for nowxBtfysOcnBreeZx (4:45:45 AM): There are goodies all around you but you are not allowed to have them. It's like standi...
Posted by .: "Aunt" *J e n* :. on Sat, 25 Feb 2006 02:08:00 PST

drunk blog that doesnt make sence

I haven't written a blog in a long time.. and i figured why not write one at 4am when im just alittle bit smashed out of my skull... not a good idea.. lol Tonight was fun... getting drunk with amazing...
Posted by .: "Aunt" *J e n* :. on Sat, 25 Feb 2006 01:36:00 PST

Names don't need to be mentioned

Ok so I figured since I havent wrote a blog in a long time I might as well do one now...  3 days before Christmas!!  Life is going pretty good well work sucks but thats expected from a ...
Posted by .: "Aunt" *J e n* :. on Fri, 23 Dec 2005 05:36:00 PST

**Guest bartending!!**

Hey guys.. Listen up! Me and Lauren are Guest bartending one night only at the jailhouse bar!! Thursday Oct 6th at 10pm!! Were very exicted! We're not getting paid so were working on tips only! keep t...
Posted by .: "Aunt" *J e n* :. on Tue, 13 Sep 2005 10:51:00 PST

Waldbaums / Goodbyes :(

Waldbaums is amazing! Seriously I will never put down the lovely establishment where so many of us work ever again! You think Im nuts?? Heres why... I won a cruise today for 2 to e...
Posted by .: "Aunt" *J e n* :. on Sun, 04 Sep 2005 01:57:00 PST

Its not a drinking problem... Unless you can't find your drink!

LADIES: Signs that you've had too much to drink:1. I HAVE ABSOLUTELY NO IDEA WHERE MY PURSE IS.2. I BELIEVE THAT DANCING WITH MY ARMS OVERHEAD AND WIGGLING MY BUTT WHILE YELLING "WOO-HOO!" IS TRULY TH...
Posted by .: "Aunt" *J e n* :. on Mon, 15 Aug 2005 11:56:00 PST

Glorious week in a recap!! *Life wit Jen* lol

The week in a recap... A week in the life of Jen  How spectacular!! Sunday...  Spent the entire day at splish splash got there around 10 and went on almost every ride there at least once......
Posted by .: "Aunt" *J e n* :. on Mon, 01 Jan 1900 12:00:00 PST

I <3 Scavenger hunts

Tonight was fun! We joined in on a Scavenger hunt!  In my car was Katelyn Heather Dina Ryan and me.. Some people in the other cars were matt nick white kenny steve and a bunch of other people.&nb...
Posted by .: "Aunt" *J e n* :. on Mon, 01 Jan 1900 12:00:00 PST

ParkinG lot Hoping

There really is no actual point to this blog just me telling about my night... Read on if you must but please Im begging you leave me some comment love!! So yea, the title says it all...  Tonigh...
Posted by .: "Aunt" *J e n* :. on Mon, 01 Jan 1900 12:00:00 PST