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About Me

I am me. I'm crazy. I love adventure. I'm open minded. I feel too hard. I love too much. I'm not stupid. I talk too much. I like to scream. I'm complicated. I'm usually lost. I can be everything. I dream all day, and dream all night. I smile at babies. I say "Awwww" at animals. Nature heals me. I get hurt easily, but I get over it easily. Im spoiled. I get mad when things don't go my way. I am spiritual. I can be ocd-like. I don't like germs. I love to go barefoot. I hate war. I want to know everything. I want to see every inch of the planet. I want to live in Africa again. I love my family. I have a huge heart. I love Shakespeare. An elephant once fell in love with me. I love the sound of violins. I am me.
Two loves I have, of comfort and despair. Which like two spirits do suggest me still. The better angel is a man right fair. The worser spirit a woman colored ill. To win me soon to hell, my female evil tempeth my better angel from my side. She would corrupt my saint to be a devil. Wooing his purity with her foul pride. Whether that my angel be turned fiend? Suspect I may, but not directly tell. But being both from me, both to each friend. I guess one angel in another's hell. Yet this shall I ne'er know, but live in doubt. Till my bad angel fire my good one out. -William Shakespeare, Sonnet 144

My Interests

I'd like to meet:

Jesus, Prince Charming, Enya, Raine Maida, Sandra Bullock, Pablo Picasso, Gandhi, Mother Theresa, Raine Maida, The Phantom of the Opera, Ryan Reynolds, and Raine Maida.

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My Blog

Stop asking.

I'm tired of people asking me if everything is ok. I'm tired of people asking me what I'm doing now that school is done. I'm tired of people asking me how I am. Why? Because I'm tired of lying t...
Posted by on Thu, 11 Jun 2009 20:01:00 GMT

Abrasive

It's amazing how you make your face just like a wall, how you take your heart and turn it off, how I turn my head and lose it all. It's unnerving how just one move puts me by myself. There...
Posted by on Tue, 30 Dec 2008 00:16:00 GMT

Formerly known..

I've accepted the fact that I have no idea what goes on in the brains of men. And honestly, I could care less anymore. Let them all act silly. I don't want a silly boy anyway. My eyes hurt, but n...
Posted by on Fri, 05 Dec 2008 15:10:00 GMT

Reality

Sometimes I'm so realistic, but sometimes I refuse to accept what's really happening. I'm scared of the real world. That's kind of pathetic I know, but it's true. I'm scared I won't find a decent j...
Posted by on Mon, 24 Nov 2008 01:19:00 GMT

I hurt for you...

Someone I care about dearly is hurting... and it breaks my heart. There's nothing I can do to make her pain go away. I feel so helpless sometimes... like I'm watching this amazi...
Posted by on Fri, 04 Jul 2008 02:54:00 GMT

Interestng event...

So I had this really odd conversation...Stranger- "Keep smiling."Me- "What made you say such a thing to me?"Stranger- "There is a genuineness and innocence in your eyes.I could tell."Me- "Aren't you ...
Posted by on Sun, 04 May 2008 01:39:00 GMT

Decisions

"And I'm going to hang on untill the end, and all that could mean. Another year ends and then begins. It's all just a dream. Still I'm going to love you where I stand... if i stand at all. I'm goi...
Posted by on Sat, 03 May 2008 23:58:00 GMT

UNO

Last night I was introduced to Uno. Yes, the game. There was much drinking involved. As I struggled to focus on the game... here is what I got from the whole thing.1 - You do NOT yell UNO every ti...
Posted by on Wed, 09 Apr 2008 15:36:00 GMT

I have boobs.

Ok, so yes, I have boobs. And don’t get me wrong, I’m not complaining. I’m just stating that sometimes they cause problems. Like, seriously, do you think I can’t tell that y...
Posted by on Mon, 07 Apr 2008 10:47:00 GMT

Falling Slowly

I don’t know you, but I want you all the more for that.Words fall through me and always fool me, and I can’t react.And games that never amount to more than they’re meant will play th...
Posted by on Sun, 06 Apr 2008 00:54:00 GMT