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Chickenator!

Things aren't always what they seem, if they are... You need to wake up!

About Me

About myself,.... I got issues, but who doesn't, I get lost the way you sometimes do, and I ask myself, who am I? Almost everyday, most days I don't know,but these next days,... will be to know, to be sure of it, and to never let it go.
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My Interests

Learning to be free before life passes me by, and learning how to love - no matter what the circumstance. If I can gain this, I will be set free.

I'd like to meet:

I'd like to meet you in the eyes, unafraid that you'll see right though me, and strong enough to still be standing once you are done making judgments about who you think I am.

Music:

If it moves my soul, if it makes me cry, if it makes me smile- Get the picture!

Movies:

The one's I resist watching, but when I finally do, are great, cause they have a life lesson that usually speaks to me about something I maybe going through.

Television:

this part makes me feel like I'm being interviewed on a date.

Books:

Siddhartha - so far it is amazing!!!

Heroes:

Someone said that we are all born alone, and we are alone, yet, we are all together in that.

My Blog

Expectations

It's not just because I am slightly bored or because of some recent experience personal to myself, in which I am bringing this up and taking time to post a bulletin. Many of you may think it's full o...
Posted by Chickenator! on Sat, 23 Aug 2008 07:44:00 PST

Just Thinking

I don't know how to explain everything in life nor would I want to. I can't understand many things either, and recently thinking about this year and it's political toll, I'm left thinking this world i...
Posted by Chickenator! on Thu, 07 Feb 2008 11:53:00 PST

In my head

Getting clean, thats what I thought about tonight. Im a little moth stuck in a jar, and if I can't have out, then all Im asking for is a small whole from which to breath from, a small whole to reach l...
Posted by Chickenator! on Sat, 06 Oct 2007 12:02:00 PST

learning forgiveness

Its funny how things work out or how life sneaks up on you teaching you things you may have already thought you learned in life or about yourself once already. Mostly, I think I have the word forgiven...
Posted by Chickenator! on Wed, 03 Oct 2007 05:40:00 PST

A letter to the Universe about the weather.

I feel this morning like complaing about the weather. As beautiful as it is to have the wind in my hair like a super model posing at the beach, ummmm the weather here doesnt like me. So today I figure...
Posted by Chickenator! on Wed, 19 Sep 2007 07:16:00 PST

Needy Needy Needy -Posted to remind you, incase u feel like me one day.

I totally missed out on B-day bash this last weekend. If I could have ,I would have asked god to send me a window, so that I could have watched you all dance in the good celebration - and smiled to my...
Posted by Chickenator! on Wed, 19 Sep 2007 07:02:00 PST

Life

Years ago I was so lost in a world where I was being taken under by bad dark by cold frezzing my soul, I got off the path that was meant for me to be.... hapiness and the dicovery of a beautiful perso...
Posted by Chickenator! on Sat, 14 Jul 2007 01:29:00 PST

Steps

One step, two steps, three. Save my soul, my soul to be. Keep me here, and take me with, hold me tight and seeing  light. My battles, my fight, my scars, my weakness, and all my strenght hugging ...
Posted by Chickenator! on Tue, 26 Jun 2007 11:47:00 PST

pensado en nada y todo

pienso muchas veces, porque las cosas mas presiosas en la vida no pueden ser gratis, o libres sin esperansas falsas, si es lo que son... muchas noches me las paso pensando en todo lo que amo, y en tod...
Posted by Chickenator! on Wed, 20 Jun 2007 10:40:00 PST

Happening Again. (Under Construction)

DeJavu! Dejavu! I hate the day the I met you,  to have einvited you in and put on a smile on, a welcoming stay. DeJavue! Dejavu! Out and In you came to me,  To leave your tracks, a spo...
Posted by Chickenator! on Sun, 10 Jun 2007 06:09:00 PST