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About Me

*Attention: This is how I look all the time. I have nothing to do with a certain scene!* I'm Ava, nice to meet you, I also go by Devatha. Read below for two of my of my favourite quotes and info on me. (p.s. If you can't read the text on my page click ALT+A on ur keyboard to highlight all the text on my page)"Just as there are physical monsters, can there not be mental or psychic monsters born? The face and body may be perfect, but if a twisted gene or malformed egg can produce physical monsters, may not the same process produce a malformed soul?Monsters are variations from the accepted normal to a greater or a less degree. As a child may be born without an arm, so one may be born without kindness or the potential of conscience. A man who loses his arms in an accident has a great struggle to adjust himself to the lack, but one born without arms suffers only from people who find him strange. Having never had arms, he cannot miss them. To a monster the norm must seem monstrous, since everyone is normal to himself. To the inner monster it must be even more obscure, since he has no visible thing to compare with others. To a criminal, honesty is foolish. You must not forget that a monster is only a variation, and that to a monster the norm is monstrous." -John Steinbeck."I knew ever since I was a child, I was not like the others. I knew mine was a special existence." -Sephiroth.I express myself the way I please because I am a Devatā. When I go out for the day, I like to look my best and be nice to people. I like meditation, yoga, video games, board games, buddhist and hindu studies, makeup, shopping, nature trails, and many other thingss. See my interests and everything to the left to know more about me (currently being revised on my page) <3 The style and things in general I'm into are gothic, but I definetly prefer a dark futuristic /cyber theme compared to a mideval one by far
My Celebrity Look-Alikes *!MANA!* YAY


MyHeritage : Celebrity Collage - Family search

I was pleasantly surprised to see Mana come up as one, I love him, maybe I will be like him one day. Also, I like the second girl, the one in the black and white photo I don't know her name. If only had a smaller nose, I would be totally happay with myself for most part.

My Interests

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The society of humans around me often gets intimated when they see me. judgemental people aren't in my business list anyway. I am a gothic princess. I know what i want and i don't apologize for it.i'm very straight forward and rarely mince my words.; dark and delightful daemons, People who are real and authentic, and have things in common with me i could potentially be looking for a boyfriend (or girlfriend too , but i prefer guys.). you can reach me on AIM at devalokii

My Blog

death penalty

hi everyone!i haven't blogged in awhile so i figured i'd write somethingi've recently been watching alot of documentaries on prisons and gangs and was wondering, what are your all opinions on the deat...
Posted by on Mon, 18 May 2009 18:28:00 GMT

tv stuff

so i was watching tv earlier and i wondered to myself....why the fuck do so many other women care so much about all these celebrities weight and stuff?????? and why does everyone think slim is the onl...
Posted by on Thu, 14 May 2009 20:48:00 GMT

what am i

i'm a fag that just wants to be perceived as a regular woman and live in woman's role more than anything else.i wish i was born female, it would have been easier, but things are this way as is. i'm no...
Posted by on Mon, 11 May 2009 00:23:00 GMT

Transsexual wins $500,000 lawsuit - BostonHerald.com

http://www.bostonherald.com/news/national/general/...Powered by ShareThis Fuck yes, it's about time something like this happened. I hope it starts to happen more and more, people need to wake up and s...
Posted by on Thu, 30 Apr 2009 11:19:00 GMT

i won't be online friday through monday

my close friend Amanda and I are going on a roadtrip to South Carolina, so i won't be online for those days, we're leaving friday morning and will be back monday evening (probably, could be later)my p...
Posted by on Wed, 29 Apr 2009 17:56:00 GMT

plastic surgery is glamorous, this clip shows why/how


Posted by on Thu, 23 Apr 2009 20:37:00 GMT

my internet is out for next few days

i forgot to pay at&t and i payed them earlier but they said it could be up to 5 days before i have it back, so unless you're teri, and my internet isn't on, i won't be in touch sorry :/talk to u all s...
Posted by on Wed, 01 Apr 2009 18:42:00 GMT

goth

i think everyone who's into gothic music has their own ideas of what it is. i don't really hold on to any concept of "true" goth, i don't even at this point really care to have this label anymore, i l...
Posted by on Sun, 22 Mar 2009 13:36:00 GMT

orbs

alright, well, i think ghosts may exist, but i don't think they are people, because i don't believe humans have a self or spirit. just karmaBUT i've noticed all this hype about these things called "or...
Posted by on Thu, 12 Mar 2009 14:38:00 GMT

The Powerless God of Hope: Yuko's Reason

The next Reason in Nocturne I felt I would write about. Please post your thoughts on this one at the end. Basically, the character Yuko, she helped to end the world (the game Nocturne starts at the en...
Posted by on Fri, 06 Mar 2009 21:19:00 GMT