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About Me

FOR SOMEreason I was really good at dreaming up amazing plots and song lyrics. But my anxiety crippled the creative process. So One day I just slipped. Things went a little to deep. And My boyfriend told me I was waisting my life on nothing. So I just sat and thought it out. And now I use most of my day working on something or writing something or just generally enjoying the day. My band "The Velveteen Phonograph" are working on an ep called "William" and i'm working on a series of short stories for Furaffinity called "Avondale". And I am working on a novel about the son of satan called "One of The Freaks". While dating a wonderful man named Lance and living with three adorable roomates in Cedar Hill, Tx. I spend most of my time reading or smoking cigarettes when not playing with my guitar. I used to be a drug addict, achohalic, and have mild OCD. Now I just make pizzas at Dominos and smile alot. My cel phone is my best friend. And I think Scarling is my new favorite band. I am also slowly putting together a comic submission and have a strong desire to learn to draw using computer tools instead of pen and paper.

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My Blog

Johsicide

I woke up early. My eyes on the mess that cluttered my floor. It reminded me of the night before. The dishes in the sink, the mess on the oven. I couldn't sleep like that so I cleaned it. I lay in bed...
Posted by on Fri, 18 Sep 2009 10:03:00 GMT

Blood on the Carpet

Lately ive been noticing that gory things dont freak me out the way they used to. I can look at blood or guts, or people having very slippery sex and not cringe like I used to. Im not sure if this a t...
Posted by on Thu, 17 Sep 2009 10:13:00 GMT

Points of Interest

So lately I have been having nightmares that make sleep next to impossible. So With the new amount of free time I have I have been looking at old poems and improving on them for the album. Since I sat...
Posted by on Wed, 16 Sep 2009 10:34:00 GMT

He Eats My Heart Everynight

I feel kind of like I know absolutely nothing about my life. Maybe its the sheltered way I was raised. Or how many times I was beaten for curiosity. But now at 23 I have this avid nature to want to le...
Posted by on Fri, 11 Sep 2009 12:00:00 GMT

So Lately

Lately I have been thinking about my adult status. Same guy for almost 4 years.  Living in an apartment, finally self sufficent. And on good terms with my family. Its a nice feeling, waking up and not...
Posted by on Thu, 10 Sep 2009 12:49:00 GMT

My birthday is almost here, why not look in skeleton closets

Lately i've been talking way too much. So I decided to experiment in minor espionage and discovered Joga by Bjork is an amazing song. And that some family secrets were better off not being knowing but...
Posted by on Wed, 22 Jul 2009 11:14:00 GMT

Lets Simply Dance Like its 1999

Man I was on the verge of sadness and my friend Mark pulled me out. It was awesome getting the feeling I wasnt the only one thinking mankind has lost a few atoms near the heart lately. Everyone is ang...
Posted by on Thu, 02 Jul 2009 09:22:00 GMT

Hold Close, dont play by Ganondorf! He's a Douche

I was thinking. It lead to what has happened to me all day. This unending feeling that I could do so much more with my life then just sitting on a couch and reading books about vampire girls and liste...
Posted by on Tue, 23 Jun 2009 16:26:00 GMT

I say old chap, you're awesome

Two blogs in one day. woah zaniness. Oyeah though. Lately ive been a bit scared to get on with my life and thats changed. Thanks mainly to some good friends and a few days with special someone. I also...
Posted by on Fri, 22 May 2009 14:04:00 GMT

been a while

well lets see. Moved to cedar Hill.Got a job making pizzas.Writing music finally.Writing short stories.Dating and planning to move with lance next year.Reading alot.Enhancing my manga collection.Looki...
Posted by on Fri, 22 May 2009 12:48:00 GMT