SOMEBODY TELL ME...
cause i dont give a fuck!
well if you must kno about me im a lonely person...
*i am closed off and hurt people who are close to me...
*it ables me to numb pain that might come to be...
*i cause emotional damage to myself...
*i hate everyone who has thier life better than me...
*i envy you...
*i pity you...
*i cannot do wrong in my eyes...
*i live in self denial that i cause all my harm....
*i loan for love behind closed doors...
*i hate my lover when on the field...
*i cry that no one will ever be only mine...
*i loathe all starr-crossed flings...
*me, i dont show much...
*emotion for another is a self destructing pattern...
*i let pople get to me sometimes...
*only when i am becomming to numb...
*I think an emotional self destructing pattern keeps a clear mind of what can happen if you choose a certain path of life...
*only self-destrucctive pattern works only if used to broden different point of veiws to chosse the path of life you want to take...
*the path i chose was up to me...
*i am emotionally stronger than most people i kno...
*someone out there has always been through worse...
*different people take siutations differnt than others...
*i punish myself for disobedience...
*im in love with despair...
*i have a comfort for the broken-hearted...
*i love Amber my best friend...
*i think i like Sanchez alot...
*i listen to my friends when they need it...
*secrets should never be spoke into words...
*for it causes stife that you induce yourself...
*everyone tells atleast one person...
*i loathe currency of any kind
*money is corrupt and was made for an huge ego trip...
*evry human being has an emotional stump somewhere...
*it just takes years to find it sometimes...*It has to be clear that the sexuality of every human being is his own holy matter. This is not to understand in a religous sense but in the sense of experiencing the own wishes and desires in order to be able to identify our minds and wishes.(I thought i should let everyone kno...lolDo what you do or life is dismal for you and others around you i8s the translation for the stupid people out there...)
life is a wasteland...
mutherfuckes like you get caught in it.
