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About Me

I am so beautiful, sometimes people weep when they see me. And it has nothing to do with what I look like really, it is just that I gave myself the power to say that I am beautiful, and if I could do that, maybe there is hope for them too. And the great divide between the beautiful and the ugly will cease to be. Because we are all what we choose.
-margaret cho

My Blog

On a kick

I've been having oh so much fun with my cold snotty exsistance right at this particular moment. I am so incredibly sick of being sick.... why me? that and to top it all off I just HAVE to be sick on t...
Posted by on Sun, 18 Oct 2009 17:31:00 GMT

I am alive and that’s all that I can do

I feel lonely, as if I am a fraction... and to be more than honest I hate fractions. There's this feeling, of wandering that seems to be embedded in my bones. In my heart I know that will never feel a...
Posted by on Mon, 07 Jul 2008 17:07:00 GMT

Fuck = The Word of the Day

So uh I definately spend 60+ hours a day either working or at school. I only get two days off a week and despite the fact that I work during all my free time I am always fucking broke. I'm broke,...
Posted by on Tue, 06 May 2008 17:17:00 GMT

Morbid Museum

..TR>          once,& nbsp;        gory daylight,floods my eyes,        &n...
Posted by on Thu, 13 Mar 2008 19:06:00 GMT

The wrong way

There is so much that I miss... so much that I long to have back... so many feelings that at the time I dismissed as common place and even at times scorned. Now I'm thrown into a quagmire, there's no ...
Posted by on Mon, 10 Mar 2008 17:09:00 GMT

... what?

something has been bothering me, a feeling that only comes upon me when i least expect it. there's so much left to me that i cannot start to fathom and this feeling shakes me to my core. i can't get p...
Posted by on Thu, 21 Feb 2008 17:38:00 GMT

Not every saint is a fool

... today was a bad day...   today was one of those days where from the second you wake up you realize that it's going to suck. the kind of day that seems to suck you back under the covers of yo...
Posted by on Tue, 15 Jan 2008 21:20:00 GMT

New Year

So there's too much to articulate into words right now. I can't really tell what I want from myself and my life right now. Mostly I want someone who understands me. I have never been with someone who ...
Posted by on Tue, 01 Jan 2008 20:00:00 GMT

Imagining Love...

well first of all i'd like to say fuck offif you don't get it why don't yougo shove your head back up your assand don't waste my timei don't need your opinioncuz you don't know what it's like to ...
Posted by on Sat, 29 Dec 2007 17:02:00 GMT

The background makes this seem garish

I can't really seem to do anything right... not really. Even when I'm being a stupid kid I fuck that up... yep... the gift that just keeps on giving. The other day I cried, at three in the morning I j...
Posted by on Thu, 20 Dec 2007 20:33:00 GMT