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About Me

I don't know how I want to structure the rest of my life. All I know is I want to do everything. The tricky part will be getting everything to coincide and fit into the tiny amount of time I've been alotted. What I don't get to in this life, I'll get to in my next life so I'm not sweating it. Speaking of lives, past and present, I think knowing who you once were helps you unlock who you are now and who you could be in the future. Life is a never ending cycle that keeps you coming back for more.My most outstanding problem right now is deciding between educating myself with some flashy curriculum, fully equipped with the 'Money-Making Gaurantee', or educating myself with something that will bring me excitement, happiness, fulfillment, and the ability to travel with promised work wherever I go. I'm terrified of ending up in an office cubical filling in little squares, blanks, and circles with redundant information. I'm terrified of forming an addiction to coffee and energy pills because I lack the adrenaline that would ordinarily be there if I enjoyed my job. I terrified of sitting in traffic everyday contemplating what I could have done with my life.I've lived a quarter of my life in one place on this earth. I will not live here forever. There are hundreds of countries, thousands of miles, millions of cities, billions of people, and trillions of concepts I'm entitled to knowing and exploring. I thoroughly plan on taking advantage of it!The best told stories are the colorful ones with no ending. Never write your last chapter.

My Interests

stickshifts, artsy types, revolations, moments of truth, connection, Michael Parkes, discordant notes, Ramakrushna, masquerades, sushi, horseplay, onomonapeias, laying under christmas trees and looking up, black opal, waterfalls, being rescued, Fractal Art, ominous storm clouds, charcoal on crisp drawing paper, ghosts stories, scenic views, uncooked lo mein and raspberries, learning to keep eye contact, cinematic visuals, cemetaries, persuasion, Broadway, Fred Astaire, backroads, abstraction, dancing til I sweat, strobe lights, facial expressions that I cause, torture devices [whoops?], scenic drives, crimson red, hope, butterflies in your stomach, shaggy curly hair to run my fingers through, natural euphoria, emeralds, British history, sponteneity, fads, love, hate, and the music and art that expresses it all.

I'd like to meet:

someone who thinks this is beautiful:Almond eyes, flickering fair burning bronze, deep and rare Sepia ashes circle below coals deep burning gentle glow

Music:

Where to begin? I have an especially keen ear for the Euro-techno and trance. I love old school grunge. Reggaeton, Ska, Swing, International. Anything to move to hits the spot. It's hard to have a fave when you love it all: DMB, VNV Nation, Bowie, Atmosphere, 311, Sublime, Garbage, String Cheese Incident, Duke Ellington, Bing Crosby, London Orchestra, Imogen Heap, DJ Shadow, Neil Young, Kansas, Journey, Blue Oyster Cult, 30 Seconds to Mars, Breaking Benjamin, Billy Talent, DCFC, Gustav Holst, Danny Elfman, Iron and Wine, et cetera.......

Movies:

Blow, Harold and Maude, Empire Records, What Dreams May Come, Labyrinth, Moulin Rouge, Chicago, Phantom of the Opera, Les Mis, Velvet Goldmine, Nightmare Before Xmas, Holiday Inn, Tombstone, My Blue Heaven, Brom Stoker, Beetlejuice, Shaun of the Dead, 28 Days Later, Dracula: Dead and Loving It, Momento, Ravenous, Eternal Sunshine for the Spotless Mind, Life Aquatic, The Big Lebowski, The Professional, Spy Hard, L.A Confidential, Cool World.Yes. I do realize that a large percentage of my movie choices are either more successful as Broadways, operas, or more reknown for their Soundtrack, or composition....you can make the safe assumption that there IS a correlation...

Television:

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Books:

I'm a fan of reading stuff my friends have written. brings a whole new meaning to written word.

Heroes:

parents, and gma. no lie.

My Blog

An old friend once said.....

"Now you could write this off as luck or one of life's coincidencesBut at some point you think god damn what are the chances"<3
Posted by Strange But Not A Stranger on Wed, 10 Jan 2007 12:34:00 PST

Scaling the Inscalable.

I need to stop thinking I can defeat the greatest of giants. Reigning within the boundaries of my own mind does not attest to the number of infectious truths that are along the outer rim of my reality...
Posted by Strange But Not A Stranger on Thu, 21 Dec 2006 12:02:00 PST

Thursday Sept. 21st- Sagittarius

Thursday, September 21, 2006Sagittarius (Nov 22 - Dec 21)Since you are the champion of vision, you often avoid dealing with the details. You are completing a career cycle and now it's time to rediscov...
Posted by Strange But Not A Stranger on Fri, 22 Sep 2006 08:52:00 PST

"I Am"

I am the keeper that clips your wings, and grounds your heart from flight towards freedom.I am the casuist that sways you from your reasoning, and turns your eyes from the open door.I am the betrayer ...
Posted by Strange But Not A Stranger on Wed, 13 Sep 2006 09:45:00 PST

Under the Influence of Giants!

The only real things in life are passion and drive. Everything else is either an obstacle or a prop.Hopefully, the greatest prop is the love and support you recieve from friends and family. Naturally,...
Posted by Strange But Not A Stranger on Mon, 11 Sep 2006 02:39:00 PST

one small thing happens and I slippery slope it to a firey upheaval of nonsense!

Although I have witnessed bouts of niceness and the occassional kind word, I am still dissapointed in mankind. We don't love each other anymore. Man is very selfish at it's core.Did we ever love our f...
Posted by Strange But Not A Stranger on Fri, 11 Aug 2006 12:57:00 PST

A little story I started, might add more to it at some point. Enjoy..

I straightened myself up on the lobby couch when the office door creaked open. I had reached that lumped physical state while enduring twenty minutes of bellowing lounge singers over the lobby interco...
Posted by Strange But Not A Stranger on Tue, 01 Aug 2006 06:22:00 PST

Stop pretending like you have anything else better to do.

ONE.Spell your name with just vowels:OY! Haha! ("A E I O U, Sometimes Y"... I know my little grade school sayings very well THX) TWO.Are you single?:....Yup! Are YOOUUU? *vixenish grin* THRE...
Posted by Strange But Not A Stranger on Wed, 26 Jul 2006 05:06:00 PST

The last few weeks have put me in Emo mode....This is the product of it.

I'm in a forest, alone. Sheer white silk dons me. It trails the dusty ground. My unshod feet, stained. Uncaring. Loosely woven tundrels waning my neck. Nothing constricts me. I am...
Posted by Strange But Not A Stranger on Sun, 16 Jul 2006 02:13:00 PST

Alchemist and the bad apple pies they smite?

...Sometimes I still wonder... And I wonder........ And I wonder a little more. Then, I upset myself. I know exactly why things happened the way they did. I still feel like I have the ability to ...
Posted by Strange But Not A Stranger on Mon, 10 Jul 2006 09:17:00 PST