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About Me


fact; her name is caitlin.
fact; she's 18 years young.
fact; her family means the world to her.
fact; she's head over heals in love.
fact; her words flow/she's a poet.
fact; she can't wait to leave the 'Murder Mitten'.
fact; her life is stressful.
fact; she smiles more than she cries.
fact; her future is somewhat cloudy.
fact; she is polite and easygoing.
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Btw; I play with Tamagatchi's xD. ♥
believe; to have confidence in the truth, the existence, or the reliability of something, although without absolute proof that one is right in doing so
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“You don’t know what I mean because you’ve never doubted that you’re real. Sometimes I’m walking down a street, and its like no one sees me, and I’m sure I’ve become invisible. Or I wake up in the night convinced there’s nothing out there beyond my window, nothing at all but darkness, a vacuum, and I’m afraid to open the drapes and look, afraid I’ll see a perfect emptiness, and that when I turn from the window, the room will be gone, too, and I’ll cry out but won’t make a sound, just float there with no sense of touch, no taste or smell, deaf and blind, the world gone as if it never was, me with no body that I can detect, no heartbeat I can feel, and yet unable to stop thinking, thinking, furiously and frantically about what I don’t have and what I want, about what I do have but want to be free of, about how I am nothing to anyone or anyone to me, never real and yet all these memories, these churning, insistent, hateful memories.” Punchinello Beezo [Life Expectancy by Dean Koontz]

My Interests

I'd like to meet:

Some say the world will end in fire; Some say in ice. From what I've tasted of desire I hold with those who favor fire. But if it had to perish twice, I think I know enough of hate To know that for destruction ice Is also great And would suffice. -Robert Frost

This is the boy I give my heart to each and everyday. I will continue to give it to him, as long as he wants it. He makes me smile, he makes me laugh, he makes me feel safe and secure when I'm with him. He is my Edward, my Romeo, my sunshine, my air, my everything. He is amazingly wonderful. I have loved him since May 12th, 2007 and will continue to do so for the rest of my life.

I love you, Zarin Orion♥

My Blog

love.

zarebear <3 there's this boy whose the bee's knees. seriously, he is so awesome I can't help but continue to love him everyday. and more recently I realized that I don't want to live without him. h...
Posted by on Sat, 20 Dec 2008 18:18:00 GMT

the souvenir of Hell <3

There's this village in Uzbekistan that was built right smack at the mouth of Hell. The soil there isn't any good for farming, and the minerals aren't too greeat either, so whatever small income the i...
Posted by on Sat, 27 Sep 2008 20:53:00 GMT

my batteries died sometime ago. x.x

uhtoh.i sure do bleed.[[erosions building everyday!]]   do you bleed too?
Posted by on Mon, 10 Dec 2007 18:03:00 GMT

zzzarrrinnn. <3

you make my legs shake.my knees weak.every second i'm without you i feel silly and sad.your hugs make me feel safe and comfortable.i could stay in your arms for hours upon hours.your kisses, as new as...
Posted by on Mon, 28 May 2007 19:58:00 GMT

heartbeat.

the feel of your thumb rubbing my hand makes my heart beat faster your hand rubbing my sides makes my heart beat faster your lips inches from mine makes my heart beat faster your breath on my skin mak...
Posted by on Sat, 19 May 2007 21:05:00 GMT

drowning .x.

your shoving me under the water. hands firm around my neck. anger settles across your face. the bubbles of my last breath rock the calm water. i stop strugglin just in enough time to see your face c...
Posted by on Sun, 13 May 2007 20:03:00 GMT

it's all about you.

you play your game so well. but darling don't forget who your up against. i won't be one step behind you anymore. play fire with fire. this is your warning shot. you got a free spot. just know, i'm a...
Posted by on Sun, 22 Apr 2007 06:14:00 GMT

frskn

Don't forget about all the memories.i save them all on paper.just don't burn them up. && when it all crashes downwill you remember what we promised?to be the last first kiss we have will you r...
Posted by on Tue, 17 Apr 2007 19:01:00 GMT

A New Found Confidence

To tell you the honest truth, I don't think I can say I love you & mean it in the romantic way. I am teetering on even friendship sort of love. I'm tired and have been mentally abused for too long...
Posted by on Thu, 15 Mar 2007 15:35:00 GMT

Shoelace Murder

shoelace necklace tied tight. purple spilling over the edges. candle apple eyes. your face lit up in a blue light. still as a lion you watch the lamb. the image burned into your retina's,a whisper kee...
Posted by on Wed, 21 Feb 2007 04:23:00 GMT