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she found me ! |
finally, my demon, my sweet demon called love found me. now, mezmerized by her. i, truly am happy again.
now that, i..ve found salvation. what is left behind. damnation, for all of your kind.
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Posted by ezratinki on Sun, 12 Oct 2008 07:29:00 PST |
unesta todellisuuteen. |
painajaisesta hän löysi tien,
takaisin valoon sydämmeni vien,
surun aalto katoaa,
pimeään jää, odottaa,
jälleen tutut kentät näen,
kauniimpana kuin ennen.
Posted by ezratinki on Tue, 16 Sep 2008 01:18:00 PST |
BORING!!!!!!!! |
oh,fuck. i..m so bored. blaaaahh!!!! just sitting and laying, tv is on, but i..m only watching it,not following. wandering inside my head. playing with my imagination. fuck, now i feel horny. oh...
Posted by ezratinki on Thu, 28 Aug 2008 01:17:00 PST |
lust for life |
still the moment in darkness,
in my solid lonelyness,
when the light disappear,
i, the saint of despair,
sacrifice myself to myself,
to face the unknown,
a smile under my thorn crown,
feedin...
Posted by ezratinki on Mon, 28 Jul 2008 04:25:00 PST |
symphony for suicide |
in my pathetic little life,
would i found salvation in a knife,
tired of that jealousy,
love for me is necessary,
pain that comes from lonelyness,
i suffer alone in emptyness,
i am the one who truly k...
Posted by ezratinki on Sat, 26 Jul 2008 12:31:00 PST |
relationship |
if you..d let me show you heaven,
but what after then,
oh well,
let..s take a trip to hell,
agony and laughter,
what would come after,
final chapter of the story,
hand in hand back to purgatory....
Posted by ezratinki on Thu, 24 Jul 2008 11:28:00 PST |
struggle |
looking at the mirror,
sadness grows bigger,
why won..t you just choke on it,
you pathetic piece of shit,
that broken hope, you can not repair,
i am the saint of despair....
Posted by ezratinki on Sun, 20 Jul 2008 02:53:00 PST |
jesus complex 1,1 |
as i start my quest,
there ain..t no time to rest,
for all the people i see,
they..re just like you and me,
teaching the bastards what is right,
they don..t get me all quite,
it ain..t so hard mind ga...
Posted by ezratinki on Sat, 19 Jul 2008 05:28:00 PST |
who seeks, he finds |
it is love what i seek,
and i found this sweet nasty reek,
a slowly rotting heart,
i wonder what torned it apart,
and of course it was,
one of my own loss,
one last cold breath,
before my loves death....
Posted by ezratinki on Wed, 16 Jul 2008 09:57:00 PST |
this is for you. |
i feel despised,
denied for my relief,
fuck you and your disbelief,
dillusional they say,
for letting my mind play,
bending it in every way,
and then you die some day,
imagination is my relief,
f...
Posted by ezratinki on Mon, 14 Jul 2008 10:53:00 PST |
