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KAREN J (KENLEYS MAMA)

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About Me

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HELLO! MY NAME IS KAREN MY CLOSEST FRIENDS AND FAMILY CALL ME KARE BARE. I LIVE IN SAN ANTONIO TX. IM ORIGINALLY FROM FROM CALI. MY HEART WILL ALWAYS BE THERE! IM THE MOMMY OF MY BEAUTIFUL BABY GIRL KENLEY HEAVEN THAT WAS BORN ON NOV. 18TH 2009. SHE'S MY HEART I CANT BELIVE I LIVED WITHOUT HER! IM ENGAGED TO THE SWEETEST GUY IVE EVER KNOWN KRISTOPHER. IM SO THANKFUL TO HAVE THEM! I HAVE SOME OF THE BEST FRIENDS I COULD EVER ASK FOR. I CALL THEM MY ABC'S. AIMEE-SHE'S THE BEST, I LOST HER FOR A FEW YEARS BUT EVENTUALLY FOUND HER AND WILL NEVER LOSE HER AGAIN! BRITTNEY-SHE'S BEEN MY BEST FRIEND FOR 15 YEARS..WEVE MADE IT THREW ALOT OF SHIT AND I WILL ALWAYS THINK OF HER AS MY SISTER AND HER FAMILY MINE FAMILY AND VICE VERSA! CRYSTAL-THE GREATEST! SHE MADE ME REALIZE ITS OK TO BE A TOTAL DORK SOMETIME. (WELL ACTUALLY ALL THREE HAVE MADE ME FEEL THAT WAY)LOL I LOVE YOU BITCHES AND I WILL NEVER REPLACE YOU! THATS ALL YOU REALLY NEED TO KNOW ABOUT ME AND MY LIFE OTHER THEN IM THE BEST PERSON (HEART AND SOUL) YOU WILL EVER MEET AND ANYONE THAT HAS MET ME WILL NEVER FORGET ME!

My Interests

I'd like to meet:

"Monuments And Melodies"My hands are trembling And my eyes are on fire This house is crumbling Left brain, left out, on the wireYou make me happy You magnify my better half You make me certain Though all I have today is your photographMy past is perilous But each scar I bear sings Monuments to where I have been And melodies to where I am goingYou make me happy You magnify my better half You make me certain Though all I have today is your photographWhen will I see you again? Still-life can only go so far I need you in front of me Saying my name Saying to me... "I want you the way you are You, the way you are"You make me happy You magnify my better half You make me certain Though all I have today is your photograph You make me happy"SNUFF"Bury all your secrets in my skin Come away with innocence and leave me with my sins The air around me still feels like a cage And love is just a camouflage for what resembles rage againSo if you love me let me go And run away before I know My heart is just too dark to care I can't destroy what isn't thereDeliver me into my fate If I'm alone I cannot hate I don?t deserve to have you Ooh, my smile was taken long ago If I can change I hope I never knowI still press your letters to my lips And cherish them in parts of me that savor every kiss I couldn't face a life without your lights But all of that was ripped apart when you refused to fightSo save your breath, I will not care I think I made it very clear You couldn't hate enough to love Is that supposed to be enough?I only wish you weren't my friend Then I could hurt you in the end I never claimed to be a saint Ooh, my own was banished long ago It took the death of hope to let you goSo break yourself against my stones And spit your pity in my soul You never needed any help You sold me out to save yourselfAnd I won't listen to your shame You ran away, you're all the same Angels lie to keep control Ooh, my love was punished long ago If you still care don't ever let me know If you still care don't ever let me know"CIRCLES"TAKE MY HAND LETS GO, SOMEWHERE WE CAN REST OUR SOULS. WE'LL SIT WHERE IT'S WARM, YOU SAY LOOK WE'RE HERE ALONE.I WAS RUNNING IN CIRCLES, I HURT MYSELF, JUST TO FIND MY PURPOSE.EVEYTHING WAS SO WORTHLESS, I DIDN'T DESERVE THIS, BUT TO ME YOU WERE PERFECT.I'M SCATTERED THROUGH THIS LIFE. IF THIS IS LIFE I'LL SAY GOOD BYE.SHE'S GONE LIKE AN ANGEL, WITH WINGS LET ME BURN TONIGHT.I WAS RUNNING IN CIRCLES I HURT MYSELF, JUST TO FIND MY PURPOSE.EVERYTHING WAS SO WORTHLESS, I DIDN'T DESERVE THIS, BUT TO ME YOU WERE PERFECT.I SEE ME WRITIN ON THIS PAPER. PRAYIN FOR SOME SAVIOR. WISHIN I TAKE HER AND SAVE HER.IN A WORLD SO, SO GODLESS AND THOUGHTLESS, I DON'T KNOW HOW WE WROUGHT THIS, ALL THE LOVE THAT YOU BROUGHT US.IT FEELS LIKE I'M KILLIN MYSELF. JUST WHEELIN MYSELF. JUST TO PRAY FOR SOME HELP.I'D GIVE IT ALL JUST TO HAVE, HAVE YOUR ETERNITY. CAUSE IT'S ALL THAT ASSURES ME. IT'S WORTH ALL THAT HURTS ME.I'D GIVE YOU MY HEART, AND LET YOU JUST HOLD IT. I'D GIVE YOU MY SOUL, BUT I ALREADY SOLD IT.ON THAT DAY THAT DAY, THE DAY I WALKED AWAY IN DECEMBER. I WILL ALWAYS REMEMBER. I'LL REGRET IT FOREVER.I REMEMBER BROWN EYES, SO SAD AND BLUE SKIES. TURNED TO DARKNESS AND NIGHT. I'M SO SICK OF THE FIGHT.I WON'T BREATHE UNLESS YOU BREATHE, WON'T BLEED UNLESS YOU BLEED. WON'T BE UNLESS YOU BE, 'TILL I'M GONE AND I CAN SLEEP.I WAS RUNING IN CIRCLES I HURT MYSELF, JUST TO FIND MY PURPOSE.EVERYTHING WAS SO WORTHLESS, I DIDN'T DESERVE THIS, BUT TO ME YOU WERE PERFECT.I'VE GONE AWAY, SEEN BETTER TIMES IN YESTERDAY (I HURT MYSELF) IT'S HARD TO SAY, THAT EVERYTHING WILL BE OKAY (I HURT MYSELF)I'VE GONE AWAY, SEEN BETTER TIMES IN YESTERDAY (I HURT MYSELF) IT'S HARD TO SAY, THAT EVERYTHING WILL BE OK (I HURT MYSELF)"NERDY"Why do your eyes paralyze me What makes me feel this way Just carry me away with silence and heartbeats As rapid thinking about your embrace and how it makes me feel I just want to feel this way forever Sleep on portraits painted as perfect as you Why have I been given the chance to fly When I'm not with you I feel lesser alone I remember your face imprinted on angels Your voice as beautiful as the sounds of waves crashing against my heart Time slows down when you look at me I'm infatuated with this infatuated with you It's so hard for me to understand why I hadn't found you before don't dull away hold my hand