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persia?

About Me



people usually have the wrong ideas about me.

i try and escape to fairytales
as often as i can-

life is a disappointment

OHHH!, and i like my drank strong!- get shit done right, the first time! :)

My Interests

I'd like to meet:

i have two best friends-

my loveslaves.
we partaaaaaaayy! :) the BEST friends anybody could ever ask for.
down for the good times, down for the bad times- i love them to no end.
honest to god, i have no clue what i would do without either of them.

My Blog

i know irreplaceable love.

i know it hurts.i know how you want to crawl into a ball and never move.i know how it kills you to breathe.to open your eyes.to close them.to think.to swallow.to let out that last sob.i know it feels ...
Posted by on Mon, 13 Jul 2009 19:48:00 GMT

a fairytale?

i knew it would one day come.& i knew it would be hard to let go.she was everything to me.my friend; my sister; my chosen family.& then she found a love that made her feel as if she could soar into th...
Posted by on Thu, 09 Jul 2009 20:42:00 GMT

pills.

things were supposed to be better.the thoughts were supposed to improve.i wasn't supposed to try and slice myself open.i wasn't supposed to think about death; how much better things would be- now that...
Posted by on Thu, 09 Jul 2009 20:29:00 GMT

pain.

i've got a scratching at my wrists-clues to things you might have missed...let it out,let it all out.let it seep,let it ooze.let the pain spill to the floor,and out the door...let it climb in and out ...
Posted by on Thu, 09 Jul 2009 20:04:00 GMT

fading.

lust or love?i was confused-turned to him,he looked so amused.leave mewithout a sound."i'll see you around"the lie enters my ears, confronts my fears.run to the bottle. run to the blade.everything els...
Posted by on Sun, 31 May 2009 16:30:00 GMT

he made me

he tricked me.made me feel beautiful.i liked being lied to... it was everything i wasn't used to..he made me think about him.he made me crazy.he made me fall for him.he made a fool out of me.
Posted by on Mon, 18 May 2009 20:14:00 GMT

i miss you

how can you say you're sorry?not sorry enough to change.or to stay.but you're sorry...?if i could tell you.if i could show you.i wish.i truly wish i could.but if you were to actually see me...to compl...
Posted by on Fri, 01 May 2009 18:56:00 GMT

you

you bring me peace.                                   courage.                        hope.you shelter me.                            wipe my tears.                                                    .. .
Posted by on Thu, 05 Feb 2009 16:07:00 GMT

my hearts enclosure

is enevitable. it weeps, when i weep. its hurts, when i hurt. it stings at the rememberance of that cold night in which so many things were lost. my dignity. my pride. my security. my self-respe...
Posted by on Fri, 12 Dec 2008 14:34:00 GMT

a reality in a fake friendship

you are not worth the agony you cause.you are not worth lying to myself.you are not worth the sorrow you bring me on most occasions.how much of my life must you rip apart and then turn comical, so tha...
Posted by on Sun, 23 Nov 2008 18:13:00 GMT