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RYANGiRL™

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Ryan Michelle.
bitch.bigot.dyke.whore.nuisance.

MUSIC

My Interests

I love Samantha Carlson. BFF.

I'd like to meet:



Music:

let's kill eachother dead.

Movies:


My Blog

dear beautiful, dear darling, dearest sister...

Hey Little Sister. So I was long overdue for an entry to you. You're so beautiful and sweet as candy. I am so glad I got to visit you for two weeks. I'm back home in Port Charlotte sitting at Jon's...
Posted by RYANGiRL™ on Tue, 13 Nov 2007 06:24:00 PST

cold hospital beds, rhine stone asses, & the tiny meat cleavers

in an effort to record a day:here we go...well i drove up to jacksonville from south fl a couple days agobecause my family is visiting from virginia.and let's just say i am extremely sick.EXTREMELY.i ...
Posted by RYANGiRL™ on Sun, 28 Oct 2007 07:44:00 PST

your sign...

this is me angry. this is my urge to spit in your face. this is your warning. if you need a sign here it is in big bright bold letters: WARNING i am blinded by hatred. growing unhealthy. yearning...
Posted by RYANGiRL™ on Sat, 13 Oct 2007 05:17:00 PST

help me, i’m falling

i always feel like i'm out of it. i am always such a mess whether you see it or not. its like i don't know who i am. i still don't know where i am going. and am confused about where i will end up. who...
Posted by RYANGiRL™ on Fri, 05 Oct 2007 10:10:00 PST

i love a boy named jonathan.


Posted by RYANGiRL™ on Sun, 30 Sep 2007 11:49:00 PST

dearest...

Mother Luci You went into your room and you slept like a baby.I hope you dreamt some beautiful dreams because you left me in pieces. I know you could care less about anything I could ever have to say...
Posted by RYANGiRL™ on Tue, 25 Sep 2007 09:49:00 PST

this is a poem my friend brandon wrote

maybe i'm wanting to go back to a simpler time in life. crawl back into the womb. maybe i'm envious of children. all i know is there's a point in every persons life, i think it hit me at 13 maybe, whe...
Posted by RYANGiRL™ on Sun, 23 Sep 2007 09:13:00 PST

...what is happening to me?

I keep having cruel vivid dreams. I dream that I am living in my old house. My parents aren't divorced. My sister and I are still close. I get to see my doggies and they cuddle up next to me. I am g...
Posted by RYANGiRL™ on Sun, 16 Sep 2007 11:05:00 PST

The battle of the sexes, exes, and best friends. ROUND ONE

Okay so in my personal opinion there should never be a situation in which the trust of both your best friend and the person you are dating should be compromised. But let us be serious here. It ha...
Posted by RYANGiRL™ on Fri, 31 Aug 2007 10:31:00 PST

The Year of the "CREW"

There is no smoking inside. but we're lighting our cigarettes in the toaster... Finding places to sleep in each corner of the room Stepping over dearest friends people we've become so close to held ea...
Posted by RYANGiRL™ on Mon, 13 Aug 2007 01:40:00 PST