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~Patricia~

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So, about me. Well, obviously it's impossible to write everything here, but I can say what's important;at least what I feel I am willing to share upfront. I'm mysterious to some. I take a while to warm up to people. I can be comforting. I am passionate and affectionate. I care probably way to much about any one thing because for most of my life it's all I've had so the materialistic things have become my most important things in life. I am a huge dork and though I'd rather not admit it sometimes I really should be more honest with myself. I mean, aren't we suppose to be what's "cool"? I am tired of living a lie about who I really am. Most know, some may not until after reading this, but I have come to terms with the fact that I am bi-sexual which is something I should have done a long time ago. I have too big of a heart and tend to allow people to take advantage of that fact because I love them for one reason or another, which only lands me in chaos and turmoil. But for some fucked up reason, I continue to allow those very same people who don't appreciate me to remain in my life one way or another. I have yet to grow the nerve to just say no. I would give my last of everything to someone in need of it. Inside I have realized that I am the one confused. I've fallen so many times without seeing it. I am a failure. I have fucked up too many things, and I can't fix it. Most the time I just want to get up, walk away and just disappear from it all. No, I am not perfect, but should be. I hate liars and shady people. I hate people who assume shit. I don't trust anyone until they give me something worth trusting.
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Myspace Comments, Hi5 & Friendster graphics: CoolMyspaceComments.comGOD... WITH ONLY 1 QUESTION...WHY WHY WHY? Why would you give me the miracle of a child only to have him return to you? Someone who won't forget my birthdays, refer to me as someone who has a career on the street corner, someone who will not disrespect me or break my heart. And most importantly someone who'll be how God designed a man to be toward a women and also for him to let me be submissive toward them without them thinking they can be in control of me. Someone who'll sometimes just want to watch Lifetime with me, want to go for walks, someone who'll put aside days just for us. Someone who'll take the time and be able to except and understand me. I would rather be hated for who I am than loved for someone I am not. But, most importantly, someone who'll except, respect and love my kids, not just like them because they're there.

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MY LIFE

I'm trying to find something to base my life upon. Something in this strange world that goes on and on. As the years go by and time fades away, what used to be "good days" are now filled with dismay. ...
Posted by on Mon, 29 Dec 2008 10:16:00 GMT

Philosophy

    ~Sometimes people come into your life and you know right away they were meant to be there... to serve some sort of purpose, teach you a lesson or help figure out who you are or who you want to bec...
Posted by on Sat, 20 Dec 2008 12:17:00 GMT

EVERYONE NEEDS SOMEONE

                    Everyone Needs SomeonePeople need people       and friends ne...
Posted by on Mon, 27 Oct 2008 12:01:00 GMT

I HAVE LEARNED

On a positive note, I've learned that no matter what happens, or how bad it seems today, life does go on, and it will be better tomorrow.I've learned that you can tell a lot about a person by the way ...
Posted by on Thu, 23 Oct 2008 15:23:00 GMT

10 RULES FOR BEING HUMAN

1. You will receive a body. You may like it or hate it, but it's yours to keep for the entire period. 2. You will learn lessons. You are enrolled in a full-time informal school c...
Posted by on Mon, 20 Oct 2008 18:00:00 GMT

CHILDREN LIVE WHAT THEY LEARN

Children Live What They Learn  If children live with criticism They learn to condemnIf children live with hostility They learn to fightIf children live with ridicule They learn to ...
Posted by on Tue, 30 Sep 2008 23:23:00 GMT

I recieved this in an email from a friend..must read

There was a blind girl who hated herself because she was blind. She hated everyone, except her loving boyfriend. He was always there for her. She told her boyfriend, 'If I could only see the worl...
Posted by on Tue, 30 Sep 2008 15:25:00 GMT