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~*~*~ TWO YEARS AGO MY DAD TOLD SHANE "I KNOW THAT YOU ARE THE ONE FOR MY DAUGHTER (WHOM EVER KNOW MY DAD WOULD NEVER BELIEVE THAT.." THEN HE SAID "DO YOU WANT TO KNOW WHY?" "BECAUSE WHEN MY BABY GIRL ASKED YOU TO TAKE HER TO THE DOCTOR AND NOT ME; THEN I KNEW THAT SHE LOVED AND TRUSTED YOU MORE THAN THE WOLRD. THEN WHEN YOU SPENT ALL YOUR TIME TAKING CARE OF HER WHEN YOU HAD TO WORK OR IT WAS A LONG DRIVE HOME."

FOR ANYONE WHO KNOWS ME; THEY KNOW THAT I AM SCARED OF SO MANY THINGS. I REALIZED YESTERDAY THAT NO LONGER AM I GOING TO BE MY DADDY'S, I AM ABOUT TO BE SHANE'S!!

IF YOU HAVEN'T READ MY PREVIOUS BLOG YOU WOULD NOT KNOW ABOUT MY LIFE RECENTLY. MY INTEREST ARE; LEARNING ABOUT GOD, LEARNING IN GENERAL, BEING WITH SHANE (WETHER WE ARE WATCHING CHEEZY SPOOF MOVIES, TAKING PICTURES, HIKING, BIKING, PLAYING TENNIS, OR JUST SITTING AROUND THE HOUSE CUTTALING AND ENJOYING EACH OTHER!,)SPENDING TIME WITH FRIENDS (LATELY I HAVE BEEN BROUGHT CLOSER TO THE SMITH FAMILY AND WE SPEND ALOT OF TIME WITH THEM AND THEIR FAMILY. I REALLY ENJOY HANGING OUT WITH THEM AND BEING ABLE TO HAVE A FRIEND THAT I CAN ALWAYS TALK TO AND GO TO,) WHEN I AM ABLE I LOVE TO SEE MY FRIENDS FROM CLEAR LAKE (I MISS THEM ALL SO VERY MUCH AND WISH THAT WE COULD ALL GET TOGETHER BEFORE THE WEDDING, TO JUST HANG OUT!!,) AND I CAN NOT FORGET I LOVE TO SEE MY FAMILY. SOMETIMES MY LIFE GETS SO BUSY AND I DO NOT HARDLY GET TO SEE THEM. DESPITE WHAT THEY THINK, I AM STILL MISSING BEING THERE WITH THEM FROM MORNING TO EVENING (DON'T GET ME WRONG I LOVE MY WONDERFUL LIFE HERE WITH SHANE; BUT I WILL ALWAYS MISS MY FAMILY. ESP. MY SISTER BECAUSE RIGHT NOW SHE REALLY NEEDS ME AND I AM NOT AROUND. I WISH HER AND I COULD COMMUNICATE BECAUSE I KNOW THAT SHE NEEDS MY SUPPORT IN THE TOUGH DECISIONS SHE IS MAKING IN HER LIFE RIGHT NOW!)

FOR THOSE OF YOU WHO DO NOT KNOW; SHANE AND I WILL BE GETTING MARRIED ON MARCH 24. FINALLY THE REALITY IS SINKING IN AND I AM GETTING REALLY EXCITED. BEFORE IT SEEMED SO FAR AWAY AND LIKE IT WAS NEVER GOING TO HAPPEN!! I AM SO THRILLED AND I HOPE THAT ALL THE PEOPLE THAT I LOVE AND CARE ABOUT WILL BE ABLE TO BE THERE TO SHARE MY SPECIAL MOMENT WITH ME.

SPEAKING OF SPECIAL MOMENTS; RACHEL AND I WILL BE GETTING BAPTIZED TOGETHER ON FEB. 11 AT SECOND BAPTIST CHURCH ON I10. EVERYONE IS WELCOME TO SHARE THIS SPECIAL DAY WITH US AS WELL. THE SERVICE WILL BEGIN AT 11:00 AM; GET THERE SOON BECAUSE THE CHURCH FILLS UP VERY QUICKLY.

SPEAKING OF RACHEL; I WANT TO GIVE A SPECIAL THANK YOU TO HER. RECENTLY SHE HAS CHANGED MY LIFE (FOR THE BETTER OF COURSE.) I HAVE SOMEONE THAT I CAN SPEND TIME WITH INSTEAD OF SITTING AT THE HOUSE BEING DEPRESSED, SOMEONE I CAN LEARN ABOUT GOD WITH (WHOM WILL NOT JUDGE ME OR TRY TO CHANGE ME,) SOMEONE WHO IS THERE FOR ME ALWAYS!! LATELY SHANE AND I HAVE PRACTICALLY LIVED AT THE SMITH HOUSE; AND RACHEL AND I HAVE GROWN CLOSER. I AM JUST SO THANKFUL THAT GOD BROUGHT HER INTO MY LIFE BECAUSE SHE HAS SAVED ME FROM MANY WRONG PATHS. SHE HAS TAUGHT ME IT IS OK TO LOVE GOD, IT IS NOT RIGHT TO BE JELOUSE AND THAT THERE IS NO NEED TO, AND THAT PEOPLE DO LOVE ME (OTHER THAN SHANE!) I AM JUST SO THANKFUL TO HAVE A GOD SENT ANGEL TO BE BY MY SIDE IN SUCH NEW EXPERIENCES!!

PLEASE DO NOT THINK THAT I HAVE FORGOTTEN ABOUT SUCH A CLOSE FRIEND OF MINE. ONE WHO HAS HELPED ME GROW FOR THE PAST 8 YEARS. MISS SEANNA. I REALLY REGRET THAT I DO NOT GET TO SPEND MUCH TIME WITH HER; I CAN REMEMBER LIKE IT WAS YESTERDAY WHEN WE PRACTICALLY LIVED AT EACH OTHER'S HOUSE. OUR LIVES HAS PLACED A LARGE GAP BETWEEN US; BUT THERE IS NOT A DAY THAT GOES BY THAT I DO NOT MISS HER. MISS SEANN JOHNSON IS THE MOST LOVING AND CARING PERSON THAT I HAVE EVER MEET AND NOT TO MENTION SHE IS SUCH A NATURAL BEAUTY INSIDE AND OUT. I ASMIRE HER AND WISH I COULD LIVE MY LIFE MORE LIKE HER. ONE DAY HER AND I ARE STILL GOING TO MAKE OUR TRIP TO NEW YORK!!