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Paintball is life to me and always will be. it is what i think about in my spare time, what i wish i always could be doing, and one thing i can never get enough of. My friends in paintball are my family away from my family. Ive known em for years and years and somehow after all the bullshit in my life goes on, there still there, askin when were gonna ball it up next. So as i sit here i say to the world, this one little line which i think helps my little life of mine. Paintball is forever, our savior our serenity and it gives us clarity on meaning. Meaning of brotherhood, honor, and drive. No body but us understands, that ballins what we do and we will never tear apart, cause we love paintball with all our fuckin heart! These people in this malicious loving family are my brothers in arms....

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RIP Mike Taffera
From all the people from whom's hearts uve touched, you will be missed.

My Blog

the the the... THE GRINCH!!

So i havent been doing all that well this holiday season. i used to love christmas, to me it was the happiest time of the year. i loved christmas movies, music, lights, dinner, everything bout it. How...
Posted by on Wed, 24 Dec 2008 16:49:00 GMT

ugh! im so tired....

honestly everything in my life is great in general. im sober, have a place of my own, car, job and sober friends. however honestly theres alot of shit thats getting to me. im tired of having a paranoi...
Posted by on Mon, 08 Dec 2008 06:11:00 GMT

let the blessings begin...

i have truely been blessed these last 6 months, and it feels great to know that the promises in this program really are true. i went from being an physically, mentally, emotionally, and spiritually ba...
Posted by on Tue, 25 Nov 2008 23:04:00 GMT

let go and let god and my angels and demons....with some musical influence..

Man i hate being alone, especailly when life tempts you with something that is seemingly promising. Im really missing someone and somethin right now but it seems that gods will is for me not to be wit...
Posted by on Wed, 06 Aug 2008 18:30:00 GMT

7 min.

so i realized somethin today. i realized i am only free from this stupid peice of shit condescending world we live in for a few short increments that only last 7 min. each. thats when im playing paint...
Posted by on Sun, 18 May 2008 21:44:00 GMT

OMG Girl gets in trouble for meeting a guy on myspace.

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=SuJkQ1B-mYA HAHAHAHAH THIS IS HOW RETARDED PEOPLE ARE!!
Posted by on Fri, 09 May 2008 18:17:00 GMT

lonely fucked up nights...

So i dont know why i write these things they really are quite lame. but i guess writing personal things for people to read feels good. i dunno. I hate people these days...honestly i feel like i can wa...
Posted by on Wed, 07 May 2008 23:32:00 GMT

what my life has become....

Well i have learned alot in the past 6 months, i have been through hell and back and right back to hell again but this time im not goin anywhere. I have honestly lost everything i hold near and dear t...
Posted by on Thu, 17 Apr 2008 16:22:00 GMT

this really pissed me off....READ THIS!!

Struck down you died, one December night taken in cold blood, under Texas twilight the headlines all read, it was "punks vs. the jocks" As your killer walks free, we're still left with this lossBrian ...
Posted by on Tue, 06 Dec 2005 15:43:00 GMT

maybe there is a god....

well for those of you who dont know i almost died yesterday (05/03/05). to make a long story short. i bought some "somas" which turned out not to be somas at all, but ne way i bought em and i did em w...
Posted by on Wed, 04 May 2005 10:34:00 GMT