About Me
ADD; | MSG; | CMT;
Well, i guess i should begin with my name. It's Ashleigh by the way, the spelling often changes depending on what mood i'm in but that's they way it's spelt on my birth certificate. I also go by Ishie, Ash, Asha, Ashie, Ishie, AJ, or Lellie
I am currently 19 years old, and i know that sounds like a mature age but honestly i don't feel any different now than i did when i was fifteen years old except for the fact that my hormones aren't raging wars against my body anymore, though to be honest they still do that sometimes.
So, lets get into the bulk of me, who is Ashleigh, well for you to really know me, you'd have to spend at least three months around me and even then you probably wouldn't be too sure. I'm narcissistic, I'm pessimistic, I'm obsessive, I'm insecure and i am constantly seeking verification of how great my friends think i am, i constantly controdict myself in everything i do, I'm a perfectionist when it comes to things i believe i am good at and often find myself changing everything and re-doing things that are fine the way they are, i have been told i am smart for a natural blonde and at the same time been told i'm a dumb blonde, as i've been told i'm too mature for my age and again later told i act like my shoe size. I am complicated, i am difficult, i am stubborn and i will argue with someone just for the sake of aruging.
I am a writer, ergo- creative and slightly eccentric i manage to bend things to my will and use them to my advantage in certain situations and half the time i get my way. Still, despite all of my flaws i have a great group of friends who i wouldn't trade for the world and although some of those friends are thousands of miles away i still consider them important to my life in some ways, the accept my for who i am and make no attempt to change me.
I use to so easily trust people and lay my heart out on the line, unfortunately that's one thing that i haven't been able to do since an extremely complicated break up from a long-term relationship, to which i still dwell on way to often much like most of my past experiances i wish i could go back and do things differently and i haven't yet accepted that i can't, still i manage to get along with most people that i meet regardless of age and gender and often compare myself to sybil.
My sense of humor can range from immature, laughing at words like Balls, Penis and the like from dry saracstic humor which not many people get. I enjoy TV shows such as Buffy & Angel, Scrubs, Fraiser, Will & Grace, Bones and How i met your mother (yes half of those shows have similar actors) and my tastes in movies depends on which actors are in it but i'll watch anything that had any actors which are in Buffy the vampire slayer (my favourite show)
So that's me pretty much in a very vague summery, but 90% of you will probably just look at my page without reading and the 10% who will actually read my about me most likely know me in person so that is all i am willing to share.
