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mackenzie

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About Me


I am Mackenzie. This summer is bringing some big changes. Its bittersweet, and I feel like I’m losing my head. I base my life too much around the people that I love, I’m learning to cope without my best friend as well as my boyfriend of two years. I am afraid of being alone, I’m afraid of deep water and I feel like I’m getting both. I believe that everything happens for a reason, and I’m trying to find the reason in things now… I can’t seem to find any. I’m an aspiring actress, there is nothing that I love to do more, acting gives me a feeling that nothing else does. I’m going to be on the big screen someday, just you wait. I’m a nice person, I hate people who make fun of others, I hate people who judge based on looks. I wont judge you based on your skin color, religion or sexual orientation I’ll judge you based on the type of person you are. It’s called CHARACTER I’m not afraid to speak my mind in any situation, if I don’t like you, I’m sure you’ll know it. I love almost everyone but there are a few that I’m not too fond of, its all for a good reason. I have many goals and I’m extremely driven. I keep an open heart and an open mind, I’ll forgive you if you apologize and act like it never happened. I’m a total goof, and I’m really sarcastic. I’d say I’m happiest when I’m eating. There is a lot to me, it would take years to write it out. I am Mackenzie, get to know me, I’ll probably like you.
LoverrImLoveless
Meet the smile on my face.
Matthew. The only boy able to hold my attention. I met him when i was fourteen years old, and even from that day he took my breath away. he has become one of my best friends as well as the most amazing boyfriend i could ever ask for. hes going away to do gearter things at the end of the summer, and i can only hope that we will make it. i'm going to be lonely, and sad without this amazing person in my life every day. I love you matthew, thank you for all of the things we have shared.

My Interests

My interests include; trash novels, theater and photography.
my heart is in seattle.

I'd like to meet:

I would enjoy meeting:
AFI, some people that wont leave me. some people i can count on, some people that will love me and that i can love too. some people to fill the gaps in my life.

Music:

AFI My favorite band, ever since i was eleven years old.

Movies:

Musicals.

Books:

VLM MLV

Meet Veronica: My best friend. i wish i had words to describe how much she means to me, she understands me in a way that nobody else in the entire world does. we're so opposite but so the same. we just fit. we laugh till we pee our pants, we tell the other when she is being an idiot and we cry on eachothers shoulders. i miss her so much every single day. if i had one wish, it would be that my best friend never left. this is veronica, the best friend a girl could ever ask for and i love her with all that i have.

Heroes:

My mom.
And my 3 best friends

Veronica,Shelby,Mallorie3

My Blog

well...

thanks. for putting up with my shit. sometimes i make myself sick with worry. and i wish that i could make it stop, i suppose the idea of not having you in my life is enough to make me throw up. i wis...
Posted by Mackenzie cookie pumpkin lover face™[df] on Thu, 21 Jun 2007 11:04:00 PST

little things.

these are little things, that i remeber and love and appreciate. they may be a little odd, but what is life if you can't appreciate the small stuff? veronicas clear bra straps :] how we have all the ...
Posted by Mackenzie cookie pumpkin lover face™[df] on Fri, 15 Jun 2007 10:58:00 PST

proud.

sometimes when i hold you in my arms, i think of all of the talents you posses. i think of the thoughts in your head and all of the accopmlishments you've made. i feel so insignifigant, holding someon...
Posted by Mackenzie cookie pumpkin lover face™[df] on Wed, 13 Jun 2007 09:34:00 PST

our little house.

with a small kitchen. one bedroom. two bathrooms. a little couch. a little bed a small dog and a baby kitty some trees and a little back yard. a fire place and wooden floors. a small place, for you a...
Posted by Mackenzie cookie pumpkin lover face™[df] on Tue, 27 Feb 2007 08:50:00 PST

all the little pieces.

life is made up of pieces. you have your core of things that mean the most. and your outer edges that go outside of what really matters. you hold that core of things deep in your heart. they are the t...
Posted by Mackenzie cookie pumpkin lover face™[df] on Sun, 12 Nov 2006 09:35:00 PST

the future.

i fear the furture for only one reason. because when i think of you with someone whos hand fits like mine it makes my stomach turn. like that dark night on that windy road that only we know, we talked...
Posted by Mackenzie cookie pumpkin lover face™[df] on Tue, 31 Oct 2006 07:07:00 PST

BUMBERSHOOT PICTURES AFI AFI

AFISo basically, davey smiled at me and hunter looked at me.i swearhaha i was in the front row.. and i waited forEVER to get it..5 hours in line then 4 more hours of other bands..i got some pix of haw...
Posted by Mackenzie cookie pumpkin lover face™[df] on Sun, 03 Sep 2006 02:19:00 PST

Goodbye...

best friend, you're leaving tomorrow. you're outstide now saying goodbye to the boy you love. and i have to say, nothing tears me apart more. i'm sobbing like an idiot trying to figure out what i'm g...
Posted by Mackenzie cookie pumpkin lover face™[df] on Tue, 15 Aug 2006 10:53:00 PST

Dear Veronica.

I've been thinking, and we both know that life without you wont be the same. i can't even bear it. i'm listening to our anthem :] and oh god.. i mean serisouly. you understand me in a way that nobod...
Posted by Mackenzie cookie pumpkin lover face™[df] on Sun, 02 Jul 2006 12:23:00 PST

Poem

don't make fun of my poem. its hard for me to post it.. because.. poetry is a personal thing. but  here we go. i'll bear my soul. Through the looking glass   Through the mirror of cl...
Posted by Mackenzie cookie pumpkin lover face™[df] on Mon, 22 May 2006 09:33:00 PST